hello happy 2018 i'm still alive and doing pretty well actually so that's neat
SO, THINKINGS. Moneythinkings, to be specific. I'm currently bordering on being flat broke, and if it weren't for my current living conditions, that'd be a major problem. But, money is a needed thing. I'm gonna have to look for an occupation, for starters, although i'm also considering other options in the mean time. Commissions, maybe? So far i haven't been very good at actually completing them, so that's annoying. Patreon? Definitely a thing, but i'm not comfortable locking things behind a paywall, so that i'll definitely not do, but maybe some other fancy bonuses. Fuck if i know. Doodle folder access? Giant annual compilations of all doodles i save? Something like that. I already have a pair of paying patrons, and i am infinitely grateful for you two motherfuckers for supporting a doofus like me, and it's impossible for me to say i want more money without sounding greedy so i'm just going to sound greedy and say i want more money, but i don't want to be EA about it. In fact, i'd be (and am) happy to share my creations for free, but alas, money is a necessity in western society. I just want to not have to worry about it, i don't want to be Greedy Corporate Man who grasps his dick firmly every time he hears the bottom line has gone up. Heck no, frick that poop.
In any case, i'm setting my ambitions for this year much higher than last year, where my accomplishments have been... Modest, in number at least. I'm dead tired of being stuck in a rut, and for once, i'm actually starting to feel like i can do something about it. I say modest in number because i have at least taken one major step forward, and that's in the anxiety department. I'm starting to get MUCH more comfortable with many of the things that have previously set me off, and that includes drawing. Hopefully, this means more activity from me, and more progress in the quality department. It's been a bit slow in 2017, but i do believe i have made some progress. This year, i'm gonna fucking double down on this shit, because goddammit i am actually passionate about this and i have, earlier in life, had actual dreams about I KEN DRAW GOOT. My style was different in those dreams, but if memory serves, i have already surpassed one of them. :V (which admittedly isn't very impressive, considering that the drawing in that dream was just a shaded set of eyes and mouth with an odd expression)
and now, videogames