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I'm a mix of light and darkness.

Currently working on my portfolio for art schools :) The ones I'm aiming for usually accept students who are able to draw in many different styles so I'm going to change from what I'm used to draw !

Tools used : pencil, paper (for sketching), Wacom tablet, Paint Tool SAI (lining, coloring)
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zahrorong Featured By Owner May 4, 2018
ah cool idea ... I really do struggle with that kind of things, negative thought and positive one, it get me thinking that kind of pessimistic and optimistic feeling are always there, it's just ourselves to choose in the end, which side does we choose to 'lead' our self? 

You did great on surpassing those hard moments in your life. That's a good thing to hear : D finally you chooses your hope, optimistic feelings after all, don't worry about a feeling of mixed light and darkness, we are all having that kind of things too, it's really confusing hahaha, but I learned that in the end positive always wins, in the end no matter what. 

Good luck on applying yourself to art school ! I'm sure you must be did well !! JUST DO IT !!Just DO IT! emoticon 
Shizuko-Akatsuki Featured By Owner May 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahhh thanks >//////< *hugs you tightly*
I believe that negative thoughts can't be chased away, everyone carries their own part of darkness. But thoughts are just thoughts ; everything you believe isn't true. For example, when you're about to pass a test, you may be anxious because you think yoou're going to fail. But it does not mean you're actually going to fail, your future will remain a mystery until you reach for it. But if you start trusting that insecure part of you and believing that you'll fail, you may feel an overwhelming stress and "lose it" during the test, which will increase your risks of failure. But if you start thinking about this situation positively, and be more confident, you'll be filled with positive energy and strenght, and you'll be more likely to do your best during the test, so your chances of success will increase. So : be positive C:
zahrorong Featured By Owner May 8, 2018
Aaaah thank you so much for this kind comment! >A< I checked this for making myself feel better ahaha ;;

Now that I know that we should be always (at least) try to be positive and good, even it hard sometimes when negative feelings are coming.. but, it can't be helped I think? Those negative feelings. I think it's part of our real feelings too, but I'm sure in the end it's just our attitude to remain positive.. hiding your pain with a smile is not easy, some people with a work like social service and care like in the hospitals sure deals with this kind of things I guess, what a strong heart. ^^

Oh, I might be a random internet person to you but I hope you're okay! I'm pretty worried lol but I guess you're kinda ok. Stay in the path you're always believe in, okay? ^ q ^
Shizuko-Akatsuki Featured By Owner May 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Naaahh all thanks to YOU >u<

I don't think hiding your pain behind a smile is a good thing to do neither. When I face negative feelings, I'd rather fight or accept them, but to me running away isn't a solution. Or just a temporary one x)
I fully agree ! When I was younger I wanted to be a psychiatrist, but I realized that it would probably be way too heartbreaking for me xD

Thanks a lot for the encouraging words ! I promise I'll do this ♥ Hope you'll be doing great, you too !
RinnamonBun Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love it!! I think i understand the message it is giving out....sorry if im wrong!
in a world full of joy, take heed because there might be one person, just one, whose soul is nowhere to be found....

in a world full of despair, never worry, because (even if it isn't you) there is always one person, possibly just one, whose soul holds a glimmer of hope that can be turned into something better...
Shizuko-Akatsuki Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hmm actually the message is :
-In a world fulll of hope, negative thoughts will put you down
-In a world full of despair, positive thoughts will make you rise !

But I'm so happy you love it, and it's always great to hear other people's interpretation of my work :) Thank you very much !
RinnamonBun Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh! Thanks for the response! Grell Fangirling Undertaker La 
crowku Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Cool idea me thinks! 
Shizuko-Akatsuki Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much :D Oh and I love your profile picture hehee, Ema Skye is so lovely <3
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