Something I made really quick because I was feeling in a very dark place, overloaded with feelings, emotions and thoughts. So I needed some way to relieve the pressure, otherwise I would go insane or something worse. For months I've been fighting to overcome a difficult situation, and lately it has been hiting me in a different way, wich makes me feel a big need to express myself. While it's complicated for me to create art when I'm not ok, it also helps a lot when I manage to make something. Specially when it comes to draw and paint, I always did it just when I was feeling good, and that's why I do not publish arts so often, because it's hard to create when I'm feeling so dark, lost and fragmented. I usually write when I'm not well (texts, poems/poetry, short stories, or just my dreams, so I can analyse them later, etc), but it is not helping so much anymore... so I decided to at least try and paint something, this is the first I made and kept (because I used to throw away artworks that I make when I'm feeling so bad, because it bothers me to keep something that can transmit negative energies, but I think I was wrong, they're not negative energies, they're just feelings). I don't usually share this kind of thing, so personal, but I think it's ok.
Materials: black ink (nankin), acrylic (gold) and watercolor (blue).