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Hey guys! If you're still looking for me, I've moved on over to cinnabutt
You can find all of my art and loveliness there now! <3

Somewhat xD

ShizuDerp has too much publicity.. at least for the time being..

I've been working and hanging out at cinnabutt, so please, follow me there to stay updated.

I'm sorry!

As everyone can tell.. I'm taking a break from Shizuderp.. I'll be back, of course, just not now.
To prevent theft while I'm unaware, or anything like that, I'll be putting all things into storage.
If you want to save your work to your computer, note cinnabutt, and they'll get it out for you.

Much love,
Yeah, I may take a break from this account..
I'll check back all the time, though, just theres so much stuff on this account.. so busy and congested.

Oh. And it's none of your business how many OCs I have.
I draw them constantly at school, filling up my sketchbooks with them..
Deal with the fact that they're all awesome.
And mine.
Suck it.
As probably all of you don't know..
I have a thing for butterflies.. They have a deep, special meaning to me.. <3

I have this tiny salt shaker on my desk, and it's filled with four little butterflies (pendants and charms).. I really want to fill it up, so I ask of my lovely followers,
Do you have any that you don't wear or care for, or would be kind enough to send me?

Each person who donates a butterfly to me will receive a free surprise.. <3

Want to stay updated on this project? Be my friend on Facebook, I'll post pictures whenever I get a new butterfly.. <3
I'm the only Kenna McCaskill on FB, so it won't be hard.

I'm thinking about going to a local antique mall to find more.. I'm very excited, they bring me comfort and happiness.. <3
Thank you all so, so much! <3

-So Far I have-

A silver and green butterfly pendant with clear stones
An old rainbow butterfly pendant
A gold butterfly bracelet charm with a red & black bead on each end
A small, precious silver butterfly charm(?) with blue/green fossil(?) in the wings
A tiny green butterfly bead
(not in the salt shaker jar, it's too big) A thick rainbow butterfly ring
-go to my Facebook to see them!-
DevianART is going downhill..

As you've probably not noticed, I've been offline for a few days.
They've been extremely nice, and not having to constantly check this damned site and my messages has been great.

Sadly, I have over 600 messages, and only 4 of those are feedback.
Not only is this site going to shit, but it seems only few actually pay attention..

I'm just tired..
I went to my Dad's memorial service yesterday, and saw much of my family and few close friends..
One in particular stayed with me, held me, and met the family.

Thank you for everything, prove-youre-alive.

Thanks for being there, guys.


It's been happening a lot lately, I just don't respond to people.. I always get to it, but now I just don't feel like doing the simple task of replying..
So no, you're not at all being ignored..
The points I owe will be paid, and I'll try to get back.
But just to refresh your mind, my dad just died.. I need friends, and I need space..…
I have ever been through..

My daddy was killed in a firefight in Afghanistan a few days ago..
Knowing the feeling that my daddy.. will never come back home, or see me grow up and graduate high school.. or even get married..
The Saturday I found out, my mama and two men picked us up and were so sweet, they traveled all the way from Tucson, AZ, to Washington DC.. They didn't have to.
They were so comforting and sweet.. One, balder and young, I knew by his name, Chris (which I later nicknamed him, 'Angel').
The other, who for a long while I nicknamed "Pretty Eyes" because I didn't know his name. He looked like Bradley Cooper [The Hangover].
Me and Pretty Eyes connected very deeply, he let me listen to his iPhone's music library, where he showed me a new (possibly favorite) band, and is going to send me all of their albums.. <3
We share an email and cell number, if we ever want to chat.. <3

We flew to DC from Delaware.. I had the opportunity to see them take my daddy's casket off of the plane, but I couldn't do it, so I stayed in the hotel room and cried back to sleep..

I got to visit the CIA museum, and was commissioned by some high ranked fellows for art for their walls..
We said emotional goodbyes to Pretty Eyes (who I now know as Brian) and Angel, and departed back home.

I saw Heaven itself in the clouds.. I'll post the photos later..

And when I got to the airport..
The most wonderful girl was waiting there for me..
I'd never seen her cry, or even knew she could.. but she hugged me so tight.. and never let go..
It lasted an eternity, and I wished it lasted longer than that..
Thank you, prove-youre-alive.. <3

I'm home now.. I've missed AIMS (big tests in school..) and probably a lot of homework.. but I'll worry about that later..
There's so much stress.. We don't know if we're keeping our house (hopefully the special benefits and funding people help us..), how we will buy food..
But we have friends who will be bringing us food daily, out of their own free time and money..
I cannot begin to thank everyone for their love and condolences.. It means so much..

I love you all.. May my daddy rest in piece..
If anything is going to be posted, it will be personal art...

For the time being, I'm grieving over the sudden loss of someone.. very, very close..
I just got news of it after I left my happy, amazing slumber party with MessyMarbles and prove-youre-alive..

I now know the feeling of shock.. Tiny tears come and go, but my body and heart is numb..
I'll share more later..

I love you all, bye bye..

It was my daddy.. he was killed in Afghanistan.. I'll be flying to Maryland tonight to be there when he arrives..
It's so comfortable ;A;

Okay, sorry for that.

I've just been sitting in it all night ;3; And my NEW SUNSET RAINBOW BOXERS FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I feel so superior in Victoria's Secret omg

36C and not fat~
Draw this baby now <3

Icons, pixels, dolls, animation, flat, shaded, whatever!
Tell me a species and 2 details below, and I'll create your design <3
I want art ASAP to make her ref, make it beautiful!



EDIT: Can't draw humanoids?
Draw this guy instead!…
MyFurryAss is stealing KING-MUTT's work without their permission (yes, credit is given, but the artist absolutely does not want them to post their work), and claiming lies about King-Mutt.

Don't flame them, just please report them for the sake of the artist and myself.

Thanks, brethren.
Sadly, I must bid goodbye to some of my beloved babies..

Aneurism has gone to my great, lovable friend (and Annie's boyfriend will unite with him uvu <3), saltyearthmango <3

Tangle has gone to my sweet pal and aspiring artist, alaskass <3

Spooge has gone to my dearest and wonderful friend, FloralFlower <3

And Orpheus has gone to my newest, lovely friend KING-MUTT <3

Love them as I have, keep them, protect them, I trust you all as my close friends.. <3
Cried this morning due to a really horrible 'joke' a friend told me and dragged on all day.
Stomach was twisted in knots due to the stress and fear all day.
You guys can't come up with anything better than 'I'm leaving DA because I hate you all'
'I have a terminal illness and I'm gonna die'
Really guys..?
I know today is supposed to be funny, but you all just sound like rude, heartless cocksuckers.. sorry..
I also got slapped really hard because my friend actually thought me, a lesbian, got pregnant on purpose.
That's funny.
Im not, but I didn't deserve to get slapped..

Guess I've just been the victim of one too many mean pranks today..

Whatever, back to homework..
Draw, pixel, paint, animate:…


Comment below:

I will draw <this character>!

??: TWO WORDS <3
Examples: stars, pie, apples, water, plant, lamp
I will incorporate these two details into the critter you so desire <3
Pretty simple.

Draw my baby, you'll get your design.
I may have to limit myself to my art and fun things [phone & shit] due to lack of focus on grades 'n all.
Should'nt be too hard to get up, but it will be tough due to my lack of self control.

I may get random bursts of activity here, so don't badger me about commissions, please, I'm going through quite the deal of stress, and it won't get it done any quicker.

I also apologize for doing this a lot :P This time may be for real, though X.)

Hope you all understand.
All dolls and icons 'n shit will be there. Go +watch.
Take about 15 minutes to make, I made at least 15 last night before bed. Check gallery to see if you like what you see, they're addicting!!
Don't know what I'll be doing..
I'll just start posting icons there, for now.
Not leaving ShizuDerp, just wanted to make another account :)

Just so no one thinks this random person is stealing my shit XD

- Pick 10 of your OC in any order. If you don't have 10 characters use canon.
- Don't look at the questions while picking the characters!
- Link back to the blank.
- Have fun!


1. Pedocat
2. Rodrick
3. Cherry
4. Matt
5. Snapple
6. Anden
7. Jazz
8. Sia
9. Genocide
10. Lore

1. How will [1] describe [6]?
Pedo: Anden is a doll <3 He's so sweet, and kind, and has some beautiful fluffy fuzz! <3 <3

2. [5] and [4] were locked in a closet together. What does [10] see when he/she found them?
Matt: Snapple..
Snapple: What..
Matt: Did you know.. You smell like peanut butter?
Snapple: Why yes, yes I did. :3
Lore: -stares-
Matt & Snapple: ..
Lore: -walks away-

3. For whatever reason, [7] decides to kiss [2]. How does [2] react?
Rodrick: Aren't you gay.
Jazz: We're all gay here.

4. [2] randomly walks in and sees [9] is at least half naked.
Genocide: -hooking up strap-on, stares blankly-
Rodrick: Are you SURE you're not a man?

5. What is [3] theme song? Favorite food if [3] doesn't have theme song.
Cherry: Hm.. It could be some Pat Benetar song..HEARTBREAKER DREAM MAKER!~

6. And what is [8] opinion about [3] theme song? If [3] doesn't have a theme song make [8] eats [3]'s wallet.
Sia: Too loud.. I like that slow, calm, piano st-

7. [5] has a drink in a bar and discovers [10] is a strip dancer.
Lore: ... *how do I fit in this bar*
Snapple: I have the weirdest boner.

8. So [5] was completely drunk and wakes up in bed next to [9] and [1]?!
Snapple: My ass really hurts.. -looks at Pedo-
Pedo: Mine too.. -looks at Genocide-
Genocide: -gets up- Gotta go clean my dick.

9. Something exploded and now [2], [6] and [8] are gender bended! How do they react?
Rodrick: Boobs.
Sia: I feel.. tainted D.:

10. [1] suddenly feels an urge to chase after unicorns. What do [3] do to help him/her?
Pedo: Ya know, Cherry, I own like, ten unicorns :)
Cherry: -rides in on a robot unicorn- His name is Frank.

11. [4] is getting married to a rainbow dinosaur. How did it happen? Does [7] do anything about it?
Matt: FFFFFFFF I LOVE DINOSAURS. -hums Jurassic Park theme-
Jazz: Can I bang its tits.
Matt: I think it's a bro..
Jazz: Well, shit.

12. [8] is being chased by evil toys in a locked toy factory with a pen is his/her only weapon. Does he/she survive through the night?
Sia: I DON'T LIKE THIS! ;A; -floats to the ceiling and holds onto a AC vent-

13. [5], [7] and [10] is having a picnic. Suddenly a giant pink donut falls out from the sky. Which one of them is likely to get hit by it?
Probably Snapple, but Lore would probably use his sword to slice it in half or some shit to save him.
Jazz would eat most of it.
Snapple: SIMPSONS! :D

14. [8] stole [6] most valuable item (or person). What happen next?
Probably Anden's scarf..
Sia: Ohh! I thought it was mine! Ahh! I'm so sorry, please forgive me!
Anden: Ohhh! ;A; It was a mistake, I accept your apology!
-both cry and hug-

15. [10] found a Death Note! Who die?
Nelietis, his arch enemy ;3;
Lore: This must be a trick, it's too easy.

16. [1], [2] and [4] are stay in [9]'s house while the house is surrounded by zombies! Wait, what do you mean [1] was bitten by a zombie?
Pedo: -Snarl bite bite-
Matt: -holds Rodrick-
Genocide: -cocks rifle-

17. [7] found a time machine. What does he/she do?
Jazz: -warps-
Hello, Miss Monroe B3

18. [3], [4] and [5] decided to rob a bank. How does it go?
Snapple: So do I go up to the teller and ask?
Cherry: No, you're supposed to start-
Matt & Cherry: SHOOTING SHIT! :D -brrr brr brr brr brr bang bang-

19. Oh no! [8] was hit by a fire truck! Who (in the list) will be the first one to show up in the hospital?
Probably Anden.. Pedo following close behind.
Anden loves Sia like a sister..

20. Tag someone? If you don't do tagging, tell me [6]'s dark secret.
Anden is a virgin.
I don't think there's much more he has to hide XD Virginity is cool.

My dick.