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Pain

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Pain

Voices so kind, It hurts to listen. Hopes so pure, it hurts to keep 'em. People so close, It hurts to depart. Memories so dear, It hurts to remember. A heart full of pain, Impossible to bear. And yet: that is life.

Why did you leave me?

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Why did you leave me?

Again, I am at your grave. Actually, I am always here. Here, where I am able to ask you my questions and to have the feeling that you're listening to me. That you're still with me. Why did you leave me? How could you leave me behind in this world? Didn't you realize that I need you? I have been asking you this again and again. Thought it, wrote it down… I've even yelled it out onto the sea. But I've never been given an answer. Haven't you always answered me? No matter how simple, how childish or private my questions were? You've always answered me without hesitation. And suddenly you're not answering me anymore. Won't ever answer me aga

Black Blood

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Black Blood

Old wounds fresh opened Black blood Darkened by time Pouring out Through fresh ripped flesh Long dead Never dying. No nerves left Yet such real pain Too old to bear To fresh to ignore Every day new Never been different Pain of memories Agony of the future Unknown Lost Reborn Icy cold Let me forget Falling asleep Never wake up again So my heart might get rest Frozen in time It might never burn But smashed into pieces The pain burns as hell Old wounds Fresh opened Black blood Darkened by memories So bright they burn Yet unable to melt The ice that's made Forever and always Please let me forget The feelings s

Scream - into the mirror

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Scream - into the mirror

Crying heart Tears, black As thick as blood. Promising salvation. Who are you? Staring in hate, With such empty eyes. Destroying my soul. Screaming heart A voice unheard Echoing in my ears. Releasing the pain. I don't want to hear I want to forget My life and my past The one who I am. Who AM I? This girl in the mirror? Staring in hate With such empty eyes. If so... Why fighting on Next day and day after? Without seeing a sense. Whispering heart Senseless words Meaningless prayers Into the mirror.              G Screams  O  unheard

To you... who will never read

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To you... who will never read

To you, who'll never read this. Last words the only left. Important words worthless to mention. Last thoughts Opening  wounds New thoughts old as my life. Precious Trust shattered into pieces Missing parts Never to be fixed again Red Tears silently falling Black blood darkened by years My life precious to anyone? Gone thrown away. Left strength fading away Last Breath slowing down Cracked smile Honest this time Welcomed darkness rescuing me finally. To you, who will never read this Do you know how much it hurts? Would you care? Will you cry? Or at least spend one single thought on me? Remembering m

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  • Apr 17
  • Japan
  • Deviant for 13 years
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My Bio
Current Residence: osaka
Favourite genre of music: Japanese Rock and Visual Kei, Classical, Rock, too many
Operating System: windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Winamp Media Player

Favourite Movies
moon child, last Quarter - Kagen no Tsuki,
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Hide, Miyavi, L'arc én Ciél, Hyde, Vamps, Nightmare, The Gazette, Die Ärzte etc
Favourite Writers
Terry Pratchett
Favourite Games
Fatal Frame 1-4, Forbidden Siren 1, Zelda Twilight Princess
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Other Interests
drawing, writing, music

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