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so uhm basically, I'm never on deviantart anymore, I still occasionally post cosplay pics (amongst other random pictures, mostly kittens lately) on tumblr

my tumblrs are 'plays-with-monkees' and if you like my monkees cosplay, check out 'asknezandtork'~

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  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
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  • Drinking: nothing

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A long coming update :D

Hey guys, I know it's been Forever, I just don't really do much, I check my messages and such but I never update ^^; but... things have changed since the last time I updated

Well... it was forever ago but me and Rebekah broke up, all I'm saying on that matter.
I quit one(two) jobs and now work at an amazing place, full time and I get paid more than I did at my last job :D I have full benefits, vacation time like you wouldnt believe and it's just an overall win job and I'm so Happy to have it
I realized some of my friends are awesome and I'm lucky to have them
'Farm' life is awesome haha XD one of our horses had a baby :D her name is 'Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds' hehe beatles obsession beats all
Speaking of the beatles, I went to a beatles tribute band in nashville it was AMAZING :D :D so realistic and though the crowd was rather odd (woman next to me knitted during intermission for fricks sake) it was 100% amazing
Went to Massachusetts/connecticut and got to see my brother <3 aunt, cousin, awesome friends who i've missed and over all it was a great trip
Oh jumping back to the beatles topic, gonna see Ringo Starr in concert~
and... right off the top of my head thats all thats been going on in the last like... i dont even know how many months since i updated, haha im boring

MTAC: not... very happy :( the move of the convention wasn't as cool as I thought it would be, elevators were ridiculous and I just guess I didn't have a good time, can't really explain why but it did almost make me quit cosplay, it was that bad :I
However, spoke to some people, got worked up by my mom off all people and suddenly went from 'FU COSPLAY ' D:< to having 5 cosplays planned for OMGcon, those being vulpix, marceline, magnet!rin and two secret cosplays
Even went to my best friends house (Cody and Heather) to work on cosplay... didn't get much done and what i did get done I trashed lated because it all buggered up ^^; Heather and I worked on cosplay until Cody got back from work then we went to Incredible Daves (where cody met The Dave XD) went around looking for food/a good place for alcohol lol ended up going to subway and walmart and brought it all back to the house and proceeded to have a good old time
Totally realized I went off topic of cosplay, back to that. OMGcon, have 5 cosplays planned, two done, all wigs acquired.. and I'm not going :/ new job interferes and I can't take days off in the first 90 days, I'm going to try and go at least one day, but all weekend, not happening

And lastly, because I just gotta put this out there, to all the people I know and care for as good friends, thank you for your maturity, understanding and just all around good heart you've shown, it means a lot and it's nice to have that than reading and seeing manipulative and backstabbing comments about me on a public  place. If you do have a problem with me, please by all means, note me privately but don't put things like that in public, it's hurtful and immature.

And away from that topic, I don't know if I'll update more but I'll try to put up some more pictures :)
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing

Random Meme

Fri Jun 24, 2011, 1:05 AM
Well... figured I'd do this and get that random bored journal off my page lol

1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
WATCH HIM BURN!!! ...naw lol I'd do whatever I could to help

2. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
....what best friend? >> I have a lot of friends but I don't think any would qualify as a Best friend... wait.. she might... I'd say congrats but not be sure if she's quite ready to have a kid yet

3. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
tonight at work ._.

4. What is the last thing you spent money on?
lol cereal tampons and chocolate

5. Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month?
I'm hoping lost but I fluctuate

6. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos?

7. The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What do you do?
dooon't really know him so I'd be like '...okay?'

8. Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
James William... after my brother/grandfather (they're both william and my brother is william james)

9. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Ehh... Sora can name her ;D I used to want to name my daughter Jennifer after what I believe was my first best friend when i was in pre-k and a woman who lived in New York but now... eh don't care

10. What are you craving right now?
nothing really

11. What was the last thing you cried about?
I think I teared up a bit tonight just cuz I Was frustrated... maybe yesterday because of something I read, I'm a baby (...or I just love emotional fanfics xD)

12. When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?

13. What color is your tissue box?
don't have one

14. Do you have a ceiling fan in your bedroom, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
no ceiling fan

15. What was the last voicemail you received about?
work telling me about a meeting

16. Have you ever blocked someone on Facebook?
Yes but I later unblock them

17. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
I don't know....

18. Do you wear a name tag at work?
supposed to... but I don't lol

19. What kind of car do you want?
anything that's reliable, Repliku's doing me good right now, better than Demyx >>

20. What do you order when you go to Burger King?
Never liked Burger King

21. Have you ever had a garage sale?
can't say I have, never lived in a good place to have one

22. What color is your cell phone?
black and dark blue

23. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
OMG Tastiest strawberry daquiri i've ever had

24. Are you happy right now?

25. Who came over to your house last?
Ray... probably, he's a neighbor

26. Do you drink beer?

27. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Not that I recall

28. What is your favorite key on your key chain?
All I have is my car key and a stupid Sora keychain (never need a house key cuz my parents are already home before me)

29. What was the last movie you watched at home?
Peter Pan... but I'm about to watch a movie called 'Paul McCartney really is dead: The last testament of george harrison' ...yeah I'm weird... and out of habit I almost typed mccharmley XD

30.What is in your pocket?

31. Who introduced you to your bf/gf/husband/wife?
a friend from mtac

32. Where do you hurt?
my legs are kinda sore

33. Has someone ever made you a build a bear?

34. What's something fun you did today?

35. What is your favorite aisle at Target?
I don't go to Target

36. When is your birthday?
October 7th

37. Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror?

38. How many states in the US have you been to?
stayed for an ammount of time: 18
passed through: 2
so... 20

39. What kind of milk do you drink?

40. What are you going to do after this?
Go to sleep

41. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
ehh my mom i guess?

42. What is something you need to go shopping for?
cosplay shiz

43. Do you have the same first name as one of your relatives?

44. What kind of car do your parents drive?
um a ford car and truck an explorer and a motorcycle

45. Are you rich?

46. What color is your couch?
cream...? I think lol I never really think about it

48. What famous person do you look like?
Um I've been told I look like Avril Lavigne and (FML) Kristen Stewart

49. Does someone like you right now?
*shrug* Been a douche today so not sure atm

50. Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would you pass or fail?
I.. would not be pregnant?

51. Favorite pop-tart flavor?
chocolate fudge

52. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?

53. What are your plans for the weekend?

54. Do you like the color green?

55. Who was the last person you sent an instant message to?

56. Last restaurant you went to?
an italian restaurant

57. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
10... from 10-4 then 4-8

58. Do you swear at your parents?
I swear towards my parents generally

59. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

60. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?

61. What is your ringtone?
Music I recorded from someone else's phone lol

62. What were you doing at midnight last night?

  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing


Journal Entry: Wed Jun 15, 2011, 1:55 AM
Yep! I am bored. Terribly bored. Extremely bored in fact. So, what other way to pass the time than to write a journal? :D About what you ask? ...I'm actually not sure. I'm so bored that I don't have a topic to write about. Maybe I shall write about boredom and ways to pass it. Like sitting in front of the TV and playing video games like Kingdom Hearts, or sitting around sewing cosplays. Or talking to my amazingly awesome girlfriend on the phone and planning cosplays or just talking like derps xD Or....doing....something else that cures my boredom. Okay yeah, I'm still bored. So I guess it's bed time now...G'night everyone!!

And btw, if you haven't figured out by now that this is Sora....shame on you xDDD Love you, Ri~!! <3

  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Stolen from a girl who faved the trolling raccoon on yukipup's page lol

Comment on this journal and I will:

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you my first memory of you.

4. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.

8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9. Dare you to post this in your journal
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  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
stolen from my darling :iconyukipup:

1) How old do you wish you were?
a few years younger ._.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
at school/on my way home cuz I got sick

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
slam the buttons, slam the refund, walk away angry with my palm hurting XD

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
ehh I'm not Mean but I think I'm a very defensive/unconfident person and it comes out in a bad way at times

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
I have a tattoo :3 I want another one... maybe on my ankle, a beatles one :>

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?

7) Do you know your neighbors?
no... i know people down the street though

8) What do you consider a holiday?
christmas easter halloween ... MY BIRTHDAY C:

10) Would you move for the person you loved? cuz i suck :C but i still love you Sora DX

11) Are you touchy feely?
Eh... (was just discussing this today lol) I used to have an extreme personal bubble and hated being touched but now I like hugs and if I like the person I'll cuddle to a point...(at cons pff non-cosplay people=no) so Sora's gonna get lots of cuddles and luvin <3

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
I suppose XD Sora said we were opposites lol I'm more.. harsh than her haha but her kindness compliments me XD

13) Dream job?
Photographer c: maybe someday when things settle with my darling here I can go to college

14) Favorite channel(S)?
dunno... i watch things on different channels but no 'favorite'

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
nashville/places near it

16) Showers or Baths?

17) Do you paint your nails?

18) Do you trust people easily?
yes ._. though it's becoming less and less

19) What are your phobias?
the dark... or what's In the dark really

20) Do you want kids?
maybe someday *shrug* doubt I'll get one even if I want >_> america needs to shape up

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?

22) Where would you rather be right now?
with my darling <3

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
depends XD

24) Are you paranoid?
eh kinda

25) Are you impatient?
yes. :I

26) Who can you relate to?

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
I hate them. People need to stay with their own race and the opposite sex. Yep. Totally.

28) Have you been burned by love?
eh, pretty sure any hurt in a relationship I've brought upon myself and all my exes would agree

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
music that i recorded from a friends phone and stuck as my ringtone XD

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
not sure if i stayed up til midnight but if i did i was on the internet

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
um...a facebook one but an actual text is 'Lol xDD'

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
black, red, burgundy, light yellow-tan, light brown-tan slightly darker brown-tan, blue gray XD its my 'Come Together' john lennon shirt X3

34) Why is there no question here
there is a question

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
Phone. keys and other purse items if i go out

36) What color are your bed sheets?
shades of blue. and a red blanket

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
nothing T^T I ist poor

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
any part thats good tasting

39) What's your favorite town/city?
nashville/surrounding area probably

40) I can't wait till?
next year when Sora moves here

41) Who got you to join myspace?
my neighbor

42) What did you have for dinner last night?

43) How tall are you barefoot?

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?

45) Do you own a gun?

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
if im at work cranberry juice, everytime else strawberry water

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
your mom

48) Do you have A.D.D.?
yes... or A.D.H.D I have concentration/focus issues

49) What time did you wake up today?

50) Current worry?
Getting money as Sora said

51) Current hate?
don't really hate if I can help it, my Dislike is drama-fags

52) Favorite place to be?

53) Where would you like to travel?

54) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
If i dont fuck things up, with my darling

55) What songs do you sing in the shower?
I dont

56) What was the last thing that made you laugh?
um Sora?

57) Worst injury you've ever had?
a small cut that got three stitches... i dont hurt myself much, too careful XD

58) Does someone have a crush on you?
i hope it's more than a crush o_o

59) What's your favorite candy?
eh... dunno *just remembered theres candy in my pocket, root beer candy nom

60) What song is stuck in your head?
Rocky Racoon by the Beatles... forever.. all my life... on and on... ask Sora lol
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Cuz I don't do it enough lol

Lets see... what happened since MTAC
Not much, I went to the zoo... I have a derpy memory but I'm pretty sure it was after MTAC XD and then did a bit of hanging with some friends and such.. its pretty much work with the occasionally hanging out iwth friends lol
Every other weekend I do something XD Next weekend OMGcon
List is:
Friday Riku
Saturday Rufus/Kurou
Sunday Xion
wih Finnian pushed in their somewhre lol
then two weeks after that I'm heading off to Massachusetts for family matters, another two weeks after that yet even More family matter and finally my lovely girlfriend :iconyukipup: will be visiting
Oh... Yes, for those who don't have my facebook, after over a year of dancing around eachother and acting like fools our roads have finally led us to eachother. :heart: She makes me unbelievably happy =^^=
and thats it... keeping busy, working my but off to finish my cosplays for omgcon and hopefully moving next year ;3; or maybe twinnie will move in with my parents until we can manage to get out... may take awhile yet DX
so... until next update lol
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Cloud Strife (Varies with different versions of Cloud. EX: Crisis Core, Advent Children, Kingdom Hearts)

[x] You can be completely serious.
[x] You love gravity defying hair.
[x] You're considered the 'loner'
[x] You like motorcycles.
[x] You like the color blue.
[x] You've lost more than two friends.
[x] You like darker colored clothes.
[x] You're shy at times.
[x] You're often confused over what you want.
x] Your best friend is more social than you.

Total = 10 lol

Zack Fair

[x] You're really social.
[x] You over-exaggerate things.
[ ] You happen to like swords.
[x] You follow your dreams.
[x] You can spontaneously trip.
[x] You often shrug embarrassing moments off.
[x] You like the beach.
[x] You have a sense of humor.
[ ] You actually like doing squats.
[x] You're childish/immature or don't act your age.

Total = 8

Aeris/Aerith Gainsborough (All Versions)

[] You love to garden.
[ ] You're considered to be 'one with nature'
[ ] Your heart's always in the right place.
[ ] You put others before yourself.
[] You pray often.
[x] You love flowers.
[ ] You love the color pink.
[x] You worry about others.
[x] You're sensitive yet strong.
[x] You like non-violence.

Total = 4

Tifa Lockheart (All Versions)

[] You're good at boxing.
[] You're considered strong.
[] You're quite popular.
[] You're attracted to blondes the most.
[x] Your chest is large.  ._.
[ ] You're not afraid of a fight.
[] You're considered a country kid, or someone from the country.
[x] You like to make promises.
[x] You're kind-hearted.
[] You like the 'bar scene' (going to clubs) the most.

Total = 3

Vincent Valentine (All Versions)

[x] You're considered a 'vampire' quite often
[x] You're older than you look.
[x] You like the colors red and black.
[ ] You'd sleep in a coffin if given the chance.
[x] You've loved/liked someone who was with someone else.
[x] You're a loner.
[ ] You think capes are stylish.
[ ] You have a limited sense of humor.
[x] You don't rely on other people that much.
[x] You're often quiet.

Total = 7

Yuffie Kisaragi (All Versions)

[x] You're incredibly hyper.
[ ] You like to say in the loudest voice possible, "THIS IS MY INDOOR VOICE!!!"
[] You like to skip/run around a lot.
[] You love to 'borrow' things from others.
[] You're often considered a 'ninja'.
[] You like to announce your presence when entering an area with people.
[] You like to wear short shorts.
[] You pester anti-social people often to get them to talk.
[] Coffee would make you bounce off the walls.
[] You like ninja stars.

Total = 1

Cid Highwind

[x] You'd love to fly.
[] You love/like cigarettes.
[] A stick o' dynamite is a candle to you.
[x] You like to curse.
[] You'd drink alcohol 5 times a day if allowed.
[x] You love/like airplanes.
[x] You're often demanding.
[] You boss others around.
[x] You can be easily agitated.
[] You're often working on mechanical stuff.

Total = 5

Barret Wallace

[] You like guns.
[x] You're tough on the outside.
[ ] You love kids.
[x] You'll defend your friends.
[x] You curse more than 5 times a day.
[] Your really tall.
[] You can act gangster.
[ ] If Cloud was real, you'd kick him off a train.
[x] When you're pissed, you make sure everyone knows.
[x] You're not afraid to speak your mind.

Total = 5

Cait Sith

[x] You can play a musical instrument.
[] You like monsters when they're pink.
[x] Some people consider you annoying.
[] You can dance better than others.
[] You like to tell fortunes.
[] Your fortunes aren't usually true.
[] You can steal things from others without them knowing.
[x] You love/like cats.
[x] You're considered 'silly' by others.
[x] You'd rather say 'meow' than 'ruff'.

Total = 5


[x] Your nickname is used more often than your real name.
[x] You like dogs.
[] You'd run a mile if someone dared you to.
[] You have at least 1 scar on/near your face.
[x] You're a responsible person.
] You're often brave.
[] You'd like to be or are a part of a tribe.
[] You're close to your neighbors.
[] You'd rather say 'ruff' than 'meow'.
[] You're wise/smart.

Total = 3


[] You wonder where your mother is.
[x] You're a little demented
[] You're incredibly serious.
[] You have no sense of humor.
[] You like to see others in pain.
[] You pick on blonde people. (
[] You like to make 'dumb blonde' jokes.
[] You'd prefer longer thinner swords if someone got you one.
[] You're more villain than hero.
[x] You can read books for a long time.

Total = 2

derping it up as cloud XD these are hard because depending on who im with/where i am my personality is different
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
even though i'm obviously seme material >3>

30+ = Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Seme-uke (Seke)
10-19 = Seme
10- = Super Seme

[x] You like to be content in everything.
[ ] When a person confesses their love to you and you don't like them, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[x] You are quite hyperactive.
[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[ ] You like making others blush.
[ ] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[x] You're usually shy with the opposite gender.
[ ] You like romantic-funny anime.
[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
[ ] You have listened to "an café"
[ ] You like listening to it.
[ ] You have one or two songs on your computer of "an café".
[ ] You are innocent and/or a little clumsy.
[x] You smile at kitties.
[  ] You usually say "kawaii".
[x] You like plushies.
[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
[x] You have been lost in a shopping centre/parking/cinema.
[  ] You have called the mistaken number twice or more.
[  ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
[x] You call your pets cute names.
[ ] You believe that yaoi is the best. (no.. i like shounen ai though)
[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
[x] Some men scare you.
[x] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
[ ] You've said "kyao" or something like that before.
[x] When a person of the same gender gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
[x] You like j-pop.
[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
[ ] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
[x] You smile for no reason.
[x] You usually are very positive.
[ ] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
[ ] You usually don't understand what your parents say

17... im a seme ;D and sora is my little uke~
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Yes, I am hacking....because I'm just awesome like that. And as this Riku's Sora I have ex...clu...s....special rights! =D yay! So, still

Riku's hacking my account!! And changed my password!! D; He's a meanie head guys, you should say mean things!!

Okay I'm done...bye-bye guys! =3

Sora out~

P.S. I love you, Riku!!!! :heart: :heart:
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Because WOW I have not updated in quite awhile, not much has been happening... okay thats a lie lol I've been rather busy with work and every weekend i have off i'm always up to something lol

lessee... momocon D8 it was totally awesome, met new friends and re-met people i haven't seen in awhile X3 also had some drama but that seems to be the inevitable with cons 9_9 fingers crossed for mtac being good
there was the cherry blossom festival and meet up by Piperonni that was excellent :D
and finally MTAC

Looking very much forward to it, premiering two new cosplays (though iceland had a quick debut at the mtac re-meet he is being redone lol) and bringing back the excitable sora... im meh on that lol lately i've not been into the kh scene as much but im sure i'll be a spaz when im him X3
so... scheduled cosplay:

Friday: Sora (KH II with Riku) or Nicholas Wolfwood (Trigun)
Saturday: Iceland (Scandinavia and the World with Denmark) and possible growlithe for a bit for the pokemon party
Sunday: Sora (KH II with Riku) or Nicholas Wolfwood (Trigun)
loool so yes i still have to decide what days sora and wolfwood are going to fall on lol

so... you coming then come say hi X3 i'm excited to see friends again
  • Listening to: Hikaru no Go music
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: myself sew?
  • Playing: crisis core
  • Eating: laffy taffy
  • Drinking: nothing
Post these rules.
Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
At the end, you have to chose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal entry.
Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
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1. I love the Beatles... but it's not an obsession lol theres just so much to learn about them and yes I like to spout off random facts, it's just that it's interesting to me so I like others to know... even if they don't care ^^;

2. As some people have picked up, I'm pretty much done with the hate. If anyone doesn't like me than I can't really do anything about it but I don't care much anymore and I won't think about them hatefully like I used to.

3. I can't look people in the eyes, Can't explain why... just makes me uncomfortable to stare into someones eyes, and if I don't get on with someone I won't look at them at all on the off chance they look me in the eyes,  I get nervous

4. When I get attached to my chickens I name them... our newest batch has Red, Rudy, Rod, Lucy, Speedy, Ghost. The batch before that has Angeal and Tseng, and the one before that has many FF names XD but a lot of them died D8 all thats left is Zack Dolly and Lucky and other random ones

5. Lately because of my job me schedule is: Wake up at 4, go to work at 5 get out at 1:30, go to library/dad's job for undetermined ammount of time, get home and nap then sit around until 10 and go to sleep... repeat, on days I don't have work I laze around all day

6.Cosplay isn't my life but it's a big part of it, without cosplay I'd probably be a lot more stressed, have a lot less friends and just generally be unhappy, it's a release for me to have fun and I'll probably be doing it as long as possible.

7. My cats are like dogs... because that's how they were raised, Rufus has little fear of cars, he'll jump into mine when I'm coming home XD and he's just perfect ;D

8. I have a hard time filling these out because I don't think I'm that interesting, I work and I cosplay... that's it XD;

9. I don't know my sexuality, I'll say that. I usually just tell people I'm gay because I much prefer girls but I wouldn't cut out the possibilty of ending up with a man, anythings possible

10. I like travelling, I've been to a lot of states around KY and will probably be through more by the time the year is through, mostly because of cons, I've been to Ohio, Tennessee, Illinois, West Virginia and I'll end up in Indiana, Alabama and possibly Georgia

fffff I tag... people
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  • Playing: crisis core
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A journal of an inspirational man, it doesn't matter if you don't like the Beatles or John Lennon, the point is the words he spoke and what he tried to get across
I'm trying my hardest to live without hate, to spread peace and love and just be caring

I've delt with hate and yes some people don't like me but I'll let them to it while hoping they move past it and realize how time wasting it is, life is to short

this journal is directed towards certain people yes that have put nasty things in their DA journals about me, yes I'll admit to wronging them and I apologize but it's time to move on, grow up and realize it's not worth it, i have and I'm moving on so you should to, you don't have to talk to me but just let it be and drop it

so... i'm putting in a few quotes and a song that people should try and live by

<All quotes are by John Lennon> A man whose life ended too early

'I prefer non-violence'

'We all want to change the world
But when you talk about destruction
Don't you know that you can count me out '

'War is Over
If you want it'

'If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the Sixties, thats his problem. Love and peace are eternal'

'If everyone demanded peace instead of another television set, then there would be peace'

'Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity'

'All we are saying is give peace a chance'

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
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been quiet for a bit so heres  meme

RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here’s what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Asked someone to marry you?

2. Kissed one of your friends?

3. Danced on a table in a bar?

4. Ever told a lie?

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?

7. Kissed a picture?

8. Slept in until 5 PM?

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?

10. Held a snake?

11. Been suspended from school?

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?

13. Stolen something?

14. Been fired from a job?

15. Done something you regret

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

18. Kissed in the rain?

19. Sat on a roof top?

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?

21. Sang in the shower?

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

23. Shaved your head?

24. Slept naked?

25. Had a boxing membership?

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

27. Been in a band?

28. Shot a gun?

29. Donated Blood?

30. Eaten alligator meat?

31. Eaten cheesecake?

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?

33. Have/had a tattoo?

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?

35. Been too honest?

36. Ruined a surprise?

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?

38. Erased someone in your friends list?

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you’re a guy) or man's clothes (if you’re a girl)?

40. Joined a pageant?

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?

42. Still have communication w/ an ex?

43. Cheated on someone?

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?

48. Thought about suicide?

49. Thought about murder?

50. How about Mass Murder?

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?

52. Stalked someone?

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
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Edit so small you dont even have to click it... unless you want to CB
yesterday was my 5 year anniversary<sp?> on DA... I missed it lol but anyways i will celebrate... by doing nothing... BYE :D

Yes! As everyone clearly knows it's 2011... and I have to say 2010 passed in a flash it seems.
It's had its ups and downs, I've fallen in and out of love, realized things about myself and gained a lot of confidence.
I've grown as a cosplayer, made many new friends, lost some friends and in the end... even thought 2010 was a hard year for me, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I was hoping for at least a good start to the new year, but it's not looking too good ^^; I'm jobless, my mom broke her leg so I have a lot of responsibilities at home and things are kinda bland now.

So... anywaaays i rate 2010... 7/10 ;D and first two days of 2011 is 6/10, only reason its so high is because i was able to talk to my dad about my sexuality and get a bit closer to him... now if i can only discuss my views on gender ^^ but i dont see that happening lol one step at a time

And unless i get a job soon mtac's gonna be a 1-day thing heh

MTAC: april 22-24
Hikaru Shindou?

OMGcon june 3-5
Rufus Shinra
secret cosplay
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stolen from artsablast ;D

Lets see how well you know me. Leave the answers in a comment and I'll find out who knows me best.

( 2 Points ) My name: (WOO FREE POINT) Answer is nicki plz not real name lol
( 2 Points ) My last name:
( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name:
( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with:
( 2 Points ) Where did we meet:
( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive:
( 2 Points ) Where do I work:
( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of:
( 2 Points ) Do I smoke:
( 3 Points ) Do I drink:
( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings:
( 2 Points ) How many:
( 1 Point ) Do I like 'em:
( 4 Points ) What's one of my favorite things to do:
( 2 Points ) How many piercings do I have:
( 3 Points ) Name a song that I love:
( 4 Points ) Am I shy or outgoing:
( 3 Points ) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
( 2 Points ) What’s my favorite color:
( 3 Points ) Name something I hate:
( 4 Points ) Name a talent I have:
( 4 Points ) Do I have any pets:
( 5 Points ) What is the color of my room:
( 5 Points ) Give me a movie or TV quote that I love:
( 5 Points + on creativeness ) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
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Okay, in the dream I was cosplaying in a group of 'The Beatles' (which is going to be done at MTAC yaaaay) and I ended up being George for some reason (in Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band version wtf)
anyroad i was getting ready ( a lot more before this... like some pool and camping stuff)
we were running around and ended up being trapped in a barn with a bunch of bulls 'cuz john wanted to see an old sweet cow he knew >>) it changed, sometimes it was us four girls cosplaying other times i was actually george with paul john and ringo (wtf right? Im supposed to be ringo DX)
so anyways we escaped but got seperated and ended up at a hotel which was the con...? and i somehow got (older) ringo's autograph on accident and then bumped into (older) george and he was impressed with my costume *happyface* and gave me his autograph and while we were talking he asked if i was george and i was like 'i was actually supposed to be ringo but things messed up, i dont know where the other ones are' then i heard a banging at the window (we were on the second floor btw) and lo and behold theres young ringo 8D so i threw the window open and pulled him in and he got georges autograph, by this point some how paul and john magically showed up and it gets abit blurry but we all ended up with (older) paul and georges autographs, older ringo avoided the other three like the plague cuz he knew what was up with the trying to get autographs lol and i never actuallly saw john in the dream :[ oh and some point i tried to change into the version the othes were (first visit to america) but... had nothing to change into so stayed in the other one
so yah... weird ass dream, but it makes me so so excited for mtac X3
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AKA me being a total tard 8D

OOkay, went to clarksville, for the narnia midnight premier ;D got there are 8, popped aroung and finally met Susan (who for the life of me i can never remember her da) and we went and got the tickets... so little people... so little *shakes head* weren't even 20 people!
So we kinda sat there before I talked her into going to wal-mart cuz we still had an hour or so til the movie
Ended going for subway instead, i was like 'lawl ill leave my jacket in the truck, i dont need it
went inside, realized i didnt have my purse...which had my keys... and cell phone DX
so we called her husband, had him bring us to her car and went to the movie then she brought me home and today i went back with a spare key to get it

but it was fun and i got to babble on about my love for dem beatles
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  • Playing: crisis core
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