Hey my Shinies ♥
The last let's talk is already a bit ago and was darkened with some unpleasant news, but in this journal post I want to show you, why panic and anxiousness are not worth your time! So, let's go!
A few weeks ago I told you guys there would be huge changes for me, since my last boss took COVID-19 and its financial results as a reason to not keep me any longer than necessary. Well, I don't want to go into this topic again, so if you are interested and haven't read my journal, there you go: Raging moms, missing health prot. unpaid therapists.
After I started to be home again most of the week, I started to have the typical mind spiral, going deeper and deeper, about what negative impact this shit might have and how my life is ruined by other unfair decisions - right boss? is ya BMW still shiny ya?. Sorry.
So, sitting there and brooding about all the bad mistake I might have made, or all the things I might have said wrong, I had the feeling as if the roof would come