it's finished.
i've submitted everything to CESI.
now i just have to pray and wait for the result.
they say the result'll came around the second week of oct-nov
i cant even express my nervousness mixed with my IDC-anymore-ness.
i wish i got accepted.
if not, i'm doomed. i'm dead.
but reza from cesi said there's a lot of people who's interested in that program and...i dont know.
i just feel that i'm not good enough.
i really dont know.
i dont really care about it in some way. i mean, i've submitted it. what's done is done. i cant do anything anymore to help it. (except praying. yes.)
i just kinda....stressed?
maybe. IDK.
kkk... i dont know lots of things. even things about myself.
NOW! stop being gloomy and start writing dee.
yup. i'm back to my LJ~
clarene.livejournal.com
almost every fanfics i've wrote're for publics and it's onkey.
i've posted "morning conversation"
and i'm editting "reflected glances (the ff)" yaaaay XD
i'll post it tonight?
and, planning to wrote another wheehyun aka wheejong aka wheesung/jonghyun
OF COURSE I'M A YAOI WRITER.
isn't that obvious? kkkk.