Do you ever get the old feelings you used to feel when you were a kid? The fear of running up the stairs in the dark (shit, I still get that). The excitement of something simple. The freedom of creating your own world with your own rules. The comfort of sleeping with your teddy bear, or doll, or G.I. Joe (my teddy was named Boo and yes, I still have him). The awe of watching it snow or rain outside, even though it wasn't anything new or random in whatever it's season.
Maybe it's the feelings you get with how you were with certain people that you miss. The fact that you could tell someone you really cared about that you snort when you laugh
I'm a left-handed traditional artist of sorts. I use photo-references for all my art and I'm okay with that. I strive to become better, but for that I need to try harder. I usually use a 2H pencil for my sketches and I color with my Prismacolors; either pencil or marker nowadays. Used to be Crayola. Always trying new tools to create better.