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Left Behind

Suddenly, all the plans they'd made of visiting and how holiday's would work in their favor, careful money saving and video calls... it just all seemed irrelevant. Harley felt a fast sense of emptyness creep up his spine and threaten to swallow him hole. After all the time each of them had spent makng themselves believe that it would be okay; it wouldn't be so terrible... every sense of security that had taken so long to build, vanished. It wasn't okay. It wasn't okay. It wasn't okay. It was horrible. The car door slamming echoed the loudest hard lurch of his heartbeat and then the sound of moving tires was all he could hear. This was it.

Beautiful Boy

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Beautiful Boy

He never understood what he was in the world, to the world...to me. That boy made of silly jokes, crooked smiles and a laugh more infectious than you could imagine. He wasn't just some dumb guy that I saw every single day. He wasn't just the kid I grew up with. He wasn't just my friend. I'm not sure that he'd ever understand himself the way I do. What I see is what everyone should see because it's a shining truth. He's amazing. He's lovely. He's beautiful. My beautiful boy thinks that the splashes of freckles across his cheeks are flaws; specks of imperfection marring otherwise tanned skin. My beautiful boy thinks that his hands are too bi

Cancer

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Cancer

he's always late because he has to work he sold his car to save her life he pays the bills the hospital eats the money he takes showers at school because they're running low he doesn't need it at home home is too lonely anymore he visits her daily they smile together and when she jokes, he laughs but back at home, he cries time is running out he can see it in her eyes . . . and what will he do? when he is all alone no warmth in her bed only he at home he'll switch from the hospital - Room 103 to a space at the cemetery, under an oak tree. he will still visit every single day he remembers her jokes, at her own
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Left Behind

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Left Behind

Suddenly, all the plans they'd made of visiting and how holiday's would work in their favor, careful money saving and video calls... it just all seemed irrelevant. Harley felt a fast sense of emptyness creep up his spine and threaten to swallow him hole. After all the time each of them had spent makng themselves believe that it would be okay; it wouldn't be so terrible... every sense of security that had taken so long to build, vanished. It wasn't okay. It wasn't okay. It wasn't okay. It was horrible. The car door slamming echoed the loudest hard lurch of his heartbeat and then the sound of moving tires was all he could hear. This was it.

Beautiful Boy

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Beautiful Boy

He never understood what he was in the world, to the world...to me. That boy made of silly jokes, crooked smiles and a laugh more infectious than you could imagine. He wasn't just some dumb guy that I saw every single day. He wasn't just the kid I grew up with. He wasn't just my friend. I'm not sure that he'd ever understand himself the way I do. What I see is what everyone should see because it's a shining truth. He's amazing. He's lovely. He's beautiful. My beautiful boy thinks that the splashes of freckles across his cheeks are flaws; specks of imperfection marring otherwise tanned skin. My beautiful boy thinks that his hands are too bi

Cancer

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Cancer

he's always late because he has to work he sold his car to save her life he pays the bills the hospital eats the money he takes showers at school because they're running low he doesn't need it at home home is too lonely anymore he visits her daily they smile together and when she jokes, he laughs but back at home, he cries time is running out he can see it in her eyes . . . and what will he do? when he is all alone no warmth in her bed only he at home he'll switch from the hospital - Room 103 to a space at the cemetery, under an oak tree. he will still visit every single day he remembers her jokes, at her own

Fighting Chances: Prologue

Fighting Chances - Part One

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Fighting Chances - Part One

*//REVAMPED VERSION. CHECK THE AC BOX FOR A LINK TO THE PROLOGUE. - - - - - - - - - - COLES POV. Cole sighed, already slightly winded after his relentless climb through the gloom that he called home. It was always rainy here and he freaking loved that to death. To live in a place without rain--to him--could just as easily be to live without candy; something that this boy was known for loving. Naturally, it was raining right then though not extremely hard. In Cole's contentedly clear mind, he deemed it 'percect' as far as weather could go. His shoes felt soggy and he instantly regretted wearing high-tops for this spontanious trek throu

Fighting Chances - Part Two

fighting Chances - Part Three

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Alec + Magnus - What Happened

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Alec + Magnus - What Happened

 This story contains boy love but only a minimal amount. So there... homophobes, be warned. d: Meh. * * * Alec heard Magnus sigh from across the room. "You're staring at me again." Alec's voice was soft but firm. Distant. "I know." Was Magnus's only reply. Alec's eyes flicked up in surprise...he'd expected the High Warlock of Brooklyn to deny it but no. He just kept his glinting green eyes on those of the boy in the corner. Like a cat watching a mouse. For a moment, Alec didn't know what to say. He felt bad for Magnus... the poor guy obviously liked him and it wasn't as if they couldn't be together either. Sure it was considered bad to be
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Me~ Just... minus the blue hair. lolol.

Current Residence: Somewhere around here...
Favourite genre of music: Screamo / Alternative / Rock
Favourite cartoon character: L from Death Note.<3
Personal Quote: "My stomach was making the rumblies that only hands could satisfy." - llamas with hats

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SeriousBreakfastTime
Favourite Movies
How to Train Your Dragon
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Panic, NeverShoutNever, Brokencyde, Asking Alexandria
Favourite Books
Looking For Alaska, Mortal Instruments,
Favourite Writers
lotrdeana17, DeannaDEAD, Genosythe
Tools of the Trade
Procrastination, Insomnia, Chocolate and... Yaoi.(:

Kinda unfair of me... : P

Kinda unfair of me... : P

 So maybe it's unfair of me but I can't seem to get any writing together. I'm back in RP though so that's a start - maybe I can translate it into updating my stories. It's almost Thanksgiving Break too so let's hope for the best! That's just what i need to get back on my ((writing)) feet.(: What I meant was unfair though was that I expect all my favorite writers to get it together when I can barely put words together myself. The ideas are all there...it's just that the execution is a bit shaky...so pointers would be freaking heavenly. <3 New Stories -> Anything by Soleste81 (https://www.deviantart.com/soleste81) http://imaginaryending.deviantart.com/ - Apartment 203 (

Did you guys die? O.o

Did you guys die? O.o

 I'm pretty scared... seems like all my favoite DA artists died... D: love you tho!!! <3 I think I died too.... NO progress whatsoever on any of my stories. Yeah, yeah. I'm a selfish bitch, I know. :P But I digress. Oh and... I have tumblr naow. So click: http://shaylee-baby.tumblr.com/ :bulletpurple: Check Out My Favorite BL Stories: http://lotrdeana17.deviantart.com/ - Umbrella (Umbrella Boy's life is forever changed after he meets a new friend...) http://lotrdeana17.deviantart.com/ - Promise (A boy's life becomes complicated when his first love becomes a lie.) http://deannadead.deviantart.com/ - Spin The Bottle (A basic party gam

Thought Diary~

Thought Diary~

  02/28/11 :bulletyellow: Sometimes I wanna be the girl who ruins her life with drugs, lives to the fullest on an artificial high. 'Just get by~' ... But then I remember I'm not like that. And I work harder. 02/28/11 :bulletpurple: I'm so full of self-hate and insecurity right now, I'm almost drowning in it. This, (http://data.whicdn.com/images/7434024/noj_132898782_large.jpg?1298585361) both empowers me and makes me feel so, so small. I found it and saved it... I'm never 100% sure why. /: 02/28/11 :bulletred: If I were ever to have an intervention, now would be great. Where's my knight in shining armor when I need him? Right now, I'm

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Hello ^^
Thanks for the :+fav: ! =)
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Thank you for the watch :icondeathhugplz:
Thanks so much for the watch ^^ I love big bang XD
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Thank you for watching :iconyaoilurve: Yaoi lurve!
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thanks so much for the watch and the :+fav:'s on Heavenly Lover 9 & 10! :heart: :hug: :love: I am so glad you enjoyed and hope you continue to!