rant? vent? so i went to a friends yesterday with a few other friends bc we were planning to watch the new stranger things season. I'm still sick, but i was feeling ok. And then they suggest "watching the last 13 reasons why episode" bc i hadn't seen it. Keep in mind that i had watched the entire season apart from the last episode. So we watched it, and straight afterwards i went home because i was feeling 'sick'. I haven't sleep all night, and whenever i did fall asleep I'd have nightmares and wake straight up again shivering. I don't know why this is affecting me so badly? But it's kicked my anxiety into crazy, and I've been biting and picking at my lip as a nervous habit, and Sebastians stressing himself out because he's worried about me. I don't know if it's just because I'm not good with blood, or if I'm just over thinking?