To those who follow my Twitter may noticed that recently I'm not doing so well. Well, I'll tell you that none have any idea how much. But to understand that, let's get back in time 1.5 month ago. For the safety however I'll leave any names out of this story, as well as try to still keep some details vague, but not too much to know how much I've fucked up.
I was in a server, probably my favourite among all that I'm in. In fact, I did helped setting that server, as I have some experience as server moderator, and was one of the original moderators of it. Accent on was.
One, rather "eh" day two of the mods, including an owner badly wanted me to
So... 2018. Not gonna lie or sugarcoat it, this was generally a shitty year. All the dramas, witch hunts, scandals, blaming others, back stabbing. It's one of those times where you only hope for they year to finally end and new year to come and (hopefully) be better.
Me? Ups and downs.
Downs are, of course, all the dramas and scandals within the community, how much negative of an impact those had. Especially ONE, that shake us all, and the avalanche it brought on all of us, all the negativity, all those blame put on wrong people, all the war that it caused. I really couldn't stand all those innocent people being put on equal ground with rea