It’s all just kinda dull right now, I dragged myself to the past, so I just want to take my mind off of things now that I ruined my day
so here’s some random facts so we can both know more of me
I have two. The first is „Per adua ad astra“ which means „through hardship, you will go the stars, and the second is one that I made myself; „If I die, lay my legacy upon you.“ which in my definition means: remember me, even when I’m not here, which just foresees the melancholy of it all
Again, I have two
Melancholy: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. I love this word because it is a beautiful word held down by a deafening feeling
Colloquialism: a word or phrase that is not formal or literary, typically one used in ordinary or familiar conversation.
the use of ordinary or familiar words or phrases.
I just love this word. It’s sort of graceful and rolls off the tongue. For some reason I fell a connection with this word.
also forgot to include epiphany lol
What’s your favorite piece of clothing you own / owned?
one are my deer socks, they’re v cool and I love wearing them, plus they’re my only pair of fun socks but I mean I love wearing socks in general, and then my red California sweater, and then my olive green (I think it was Hurley) hoodie. I also love t shirts that are just a solid color.
What hobby would you get into if time and money weren’t an issue?
Honestly either Pin making, most arts, and Fursuit making!! I really would love to try fursuit making, and might make a fursuit some time (probably not soon lmao)
What job would you be terrible at?
Being a waitress and singing would be terrible. I would say I’m bad at public speaking, but honestly I love speaking publicly, it’s just that anxiousness gets in the way and I almost have a panic attack, plus speech and debate is fun.
What job do you think you’d be really good at?
I think I’d be good at ornithology, or anything to do with animals, if I wanted to go into an art career I could but I don’t so hah, and then psychology
psychology is really fun for me to learn more about and see how the brain differs
What state or country do you never want to go back to?
Let me say real quick that this only applies to the parts I’ve been to
I’d say Nevada. It felt kinda empty there, and didn’t really feel that nice to me
What songs have you completely memorized?
Mostly all of crywank and modern baseball, Hamilton, and then a bunch of miscellaneous 90s rock
What do you wish you knew more about?
Either birds or mental illnesses. Both are very interesting to me, and I’d love to expand my knowledge on both
How is your writing style?
Surprisingly, my writing style takes on a whimsical, lucid, and philosophical approach. I tend to write more figuratively and use large and complex words. Every story I write feels as if walking in thick, murky honey. It tends to reflect my thoughts and troubled mind
What are some small things that make your day better?
Honestly doing little favors for me or doing things to be nice (ex: making tea for me with no reason, asking how I am, talking with me, etc)
A tie between acts of service and quality time. Quality time for me is just hanging out around me, I love sitting in silence while everyone does their own thing
How often do you people watch?
Honestly every chance I get. It may sound odd but I love observing and listening. It’s one of those weird quirks that is borderline creepy but you can never stop doing it