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Hey all. I haven't posted a Journal in forever lol. But I kinda just wanted to write about this, and it's generally how I feel about about DA like posting art, and kinda just life in general. Now I'm a film student now, and art is kinda just a hobby. Though back in 2011 when I got on DA I was just a freshmen at high school. I thought maybe I had like a boom of inspiration to do digital art, based on the people around me, what was going on in my life at the time, and because I wanted something new. Like I got any bit of encouragement, made me do more I was communicating in the community. I did requests art trades. I made sure to make every drawing better than the last, and I know some of you can relate. 

Then I get out of highschool, leave that life behind, and then your drawings go down again. But first year of university I'm back to coming up with ideas. Then I'm creating Dark Wolf, Blackmoon, I'm doing requests as well, but I feel like I'm about to have an artistic slump again. 

Right now, I'm finishing second year, going into third year I'm trying not to get into an artistic slump, by doing new things, so I don't get stuck in that slump. Then you work hours and post something, and it gets a favourite or two. Especially the Film Illustration I posted a few weeks back. If you look at it compared to my other work, it's colourful vibrant, and not at all the gritty comic art I usually do. It sticks out, same with the Day at the beach, because it sticks out, it kinda weirdly gets pushed to the side. I post black moon related content, it gets noticed more, Which is normal, I understand why, cause thats what I'm known for.

But I'm wondering if me bouncing around and drawing several different things that pop in my head is causing a slump for myself, Or is it me as an online artist. I don't communicate as much anymore, and because of that, am I alienating myself from my followers ? lol I'm not really sure.

But yeah it's just something I've been thinking about. I hope this made some sense cause I'm spewing literary ramblings right now haha.

let me know what you guys think, or not, either way I kinda just wanted to write this.

All the best peeps ! :)
so guys I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm currently doing an ARG series similar to Marble Hornets Tribetwelve and Everymanhybrid. The series is loosely based off the Project Void fandom

I will say no more ;) If you want to follow it, heres the channel…

and heres the twitter
Tagged by :iconradelzehmd:

1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names

The Wolf OC Reference Sheet by ShadowClawZ

1. I created The Wolf as a super hero persona for my best friend.

2. Wolf was created the same year as my OC Dark.

3. Wolf originally wore blue tights.

4. I changed to his current design as I wanted a more realistic looking vigilante, and I wanted to integrate him into the CP Verse (he's now part of the CBU verse)

5. Collin is one of my only characters who is good. I originally had him as a clean cut good guy, but reintroduced him with a darker edge.

6. I draw Collin with his hood up a lot, my explanation. The character prefers it up.

7. The Wolf originally was based in Boston.

8. Wolf is the only OC I have with both parents and Family alive.
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1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names.

(UPDATED) Creepypasta OC [Dark] reference sheet by ShadowClawZ

So I got this tag but I chose Dark for you :)

1. So Dark was created as the result of a nightmare I had.

2. He was one of the first ocs I created.

3. Dark was only recently rebooted. He is based off Heath ledgers  Joker and Hannibal Lector

4. Dark's hoodie is actually a hoodie I used to own. Its recently gone missing O.O

5. Dark is the most evil character I've created. I wrote several stories and ideas for crimes he committed, but dropped them, as some were to graphic.

6. Dark is a bipolar Sociopath, and is sane.

7. I created this character to have a very slow transition over a number of years before he became a killer.

8. A lot of Dark's personality, is a reflection of the Of societal problems of the 21st century. As Dark himself talks about these problems often.
Time to break in the new Year people

2015 had been quite the run. I've finished Highschool Started College, met new people on here and offline.
There have been tough moments. Those last moments before Exams were the scariest moments this year, but I'm glad I got past them. And for others I know that some of you may of had tough moments, this year School, personal life, whatever it may be, but I wish you all well, and hope the new year brings good things, each and every one of you  ^W^

Happy New Year peepz love ya all ^W^ and remember drink lots of Alcho.....I mean uh drink responsibly hehe:bademoticon:  lol
I know I already said it but I will say it again Merry Christmas to all of you. I really hope you have an amazing christmas ! ^W^ Merry christmas everybody Christmas Emote 
Sans Christmas Icon Merry Christmas - fella (Universe) 

1.Write down every letter in your name 
2.Write a song that pops in your head beginning with each letter
3.Write the number of letters and tag that many people! 

A Ashen -Katatonia 

N Nothing and Nowhere- Birthday Massacre 

D Dance with the Devil- Breaking Benjamin 

R Rise- Destrophy 

E Engle- Rammstein 

W Wake Up -Story of the Year

Your free to look up these songs ^^ there good.

I tag 

:iconprosthetic-jesus: :iconthenightlyspirit: :icontobbe-totte: :iconmamafluff: :
Welp I'm Starting College in Scotland on monday. It's gonna be weird being away from Barbados. (lol will miss the heat)

but I will get used to it I suppose ^^

Also I might not be as active because of work. Though I still will check my inbox.

but I'll still try my best to put out some art work when I have the time.
I just found out Wes Craven, one of the great horror directors. creator of Nightmare on Elm Street and Scream died yesterday. 

Wes you will be missed. :(
What can I say X3 omg I love each one of you !

I saw a bunch of people doing this and ye

How long have you been on DeviantArt? 

I've been on this account since december 2011 

What does your username mean?

It was originally based off a warrior cat oc I created called Shadowclaw 

Describe yourself in three words. 

Eccentric, talkative, meh Idk

What was your first deviation?

Scourge from warriors by ShadowClawZ

What is your favourite type of art to create?


If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

Probably sculpture, cause I can do traditional 

What was your first favourite? 

Dream and Nightmare

What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? 

Anything I find appealing.

Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?


If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

:iconprosthetic-jesus: :iconthenightlyspirit: :iconmamafluff: 

How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? 

:iconnightintheshadows: has been a big supporter of my work and a good friend on Deviant art since 2012 :)

What are your preferred tools to create art? 

Tablet and sometimes ink and pencil 

What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

anywhere in my house.

What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

Finishing my first comic back in 2013 :)

tagged by :iconprosthetic-jesus:

NOT ME THIS IS FOR NORA ^~^ just clearing that up lol

(+++) Ooooooh God yes! 
(~) Yeah baby!
(+) I like it 
(_) Not my thing, but it doesn't bother me 
(-) Nah 
(?!) No, go away 
(---) GAAAAAH!!! WTF?!?!?!
(?) Huh? 

Anal on Males (-) 
Anal on Females (~) 
Breasts (-) 
Breast Expansion (-) 
Weight Gain (-) 
Bondage (+) 
Clothing (-)
Leather (+) 
Socks/Stockings (+) 
Shoe/Boots (+) 
Shoe Loss (?)
Suit and Tie (-) 
Muscle, Male (+) 
Muscle, Female (-) 
Herm (?)
Cub (?!)
Baby/Diaper (?!)
Transformation (?)
Macro/Micro (?)
Impregnation (?!)
Pregnancy (?!)
Lactation (+)
Anal Vore (---)
Soul Vore (---)
Cock Vore (---)
Standard Soft Vore (-)
Standard Hard Vore (?!)
Paw/Foot (?) 
Incest (-) 
Yuri (F/F) (+) 
Yaoi (M/M) (+) 
Hetero (M/F) (+) 
Bi (+) 
Girly Boys (+) 
Butch Girls (+) 
Mind Control (?!)
Rape (---) 
Uniform (+) 
Orgy (-) 
Subbing/Doming (+) 
Biting (+) 
Cheesecake (?)
Solo Masturbation; Male (-) 
Solo Masturbation; Female (+) 
Scat (?)
Inflation (?)
Fat/Pudge (-) 
Tech (?)
Watersports (?!)
Glasses (+) 
Tentacles (?) 
Oviposition (?!)
Masochism (+)
Sadism (+) 
Multiple body parts (?!)
Partial Nudity (+) 
Gore/guro (-)
Snuff (?)
Hyper (?) 
Zoophilia (?!)
Electricity (---) 
She-males (?!)
Cross-dressing (?) 
Skunk spray (?)
Oral (+)
Asphyxiation (+)
Wet-look (+)
Mud/Quicksand (?!)
Sinking (?)
Spooge (?)
Body Paint(?)
Plants (?) 
Tickling (?)

Tagged by 

1. Your OC can't touch the interviewer for whatever reason you choose.
2. You may use multiple OC’s but it was created with the idea of one OC. 
3. This was created for those who have killed. If they haven't killed, get out.
4. Made to test the reactions of OC’s, sorry for being so damn impolite! I really am D: 
7. You don't need to tag, that question may be used for extra SASS from your OC towards the most charming interviewer. xP

1. Hey, what's your name?
Oh my Names not really important...but you can call me Dark.

2. How old are you?
23 as of late

3. And your gender?
Seriously ? and I haven't even rip out you're eyes, yey Hehehe HA HA AHA 
but seriously..Male

4. Fine. What are/were your parents like?
Never had a father, good ol mom raised me on her own. No abuse, nope good normal caring mother.

Ironic with how I turned out Heh

5. We all need someone to watch our back, is there anyone to take care of you?
Not really, Nora's the only person I talk to...when she's not having a fucking episode 

Ha but I guess thats my fault. heh oops 

6. I see...In your opinion, are you a lover or a fighter? Don't say both.
hmm You know theres three types of people in this world lovers, Fighters....and then theres me, the one that shoots them both Hehe.

7. And what do you think people view you as?
An Anarchist, a sadist, a psychopath, the list goes on.

8. Talking of lovers, have you got a girl/boyfriend?
Ha.....Ha ha....HEHE  HA HA HA AHA HA AH ......oh ho he ehhh....nope. though I Manipulate Nora...does that count ?

9. If not, why not? Do you think it's your fault or do you think it's their loss?
Yup there loss, and also my inability to care.

10. If you do, what are they like?
Nora's clinically insane. Ha it's funny !

11. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Describe your life in one word.

12. Do you have a goal in life? In love?
Watch the world decent into Chaotic Hell , I don't know, that and skinning my old psychiatrist....alive Teehee

13. Ever wanna have kids?

14. How would you like to die?
I've already died once...How do I want to die, doesn't matter how, what matters is when.

Every Day......

15. I'm sure we can arrange it for you soon. What's your favourite weapon?
Little of everything...but I do like my Axe

16. Where do you live?
Kinda on the move

17. Sounds awful, how do you manage to live in such a dump?
Oh don't worry..thats the whole world.

18. What's...what's that smell?
.....Nora....She sleeps with dead men then hugs me.

19. It's you. You stink! When was the last time you showered exactly?
    I don't know a week maybe two.

20. Mhm yeah it shows. ¬_¬
oh You're no fun...

21. Do you have a theme tune, do you think? Perhaps one your creator found for you?
I'm a Firestarter Twisted Firestarter !

22. Do you like it?
Hmm oh I guess

23. How do you feel about your creator (don't forget they selected this interview for you)?
Oh I feel indifferent. Yet amused by him....He created something so evil, that he's actually scared of it

Ironic isn't it....

24. Ever killed anyone?
 eeeeee maybe just a little hehe I prefer psychological therapy as I call it. Sometimes that makes the patient kill themselves

Heh less work for me.

25. Thought as much. I'm impressed. Ever killed a family member? Why?
No....It's the one person who I never did anything to.

26. A friend? Why?
No Friends 

27. A lover? Why?
No Lover

28. A cop or other law enforcer? Yu-huh, I'm not sure I need to ask why here.

Oh I got caught, had a chat, then burned down the police station.

29. And how about yourself? I mean, have you ever considered ending your life? Other than the obvious stupidly pathetic life you lead bringing you down, what else made you consider?

Heh Ha HA Yeah....but not for those reasons, you see If I kill myself...I'll probably just get sent back again Heh...funny how life works that way.

30. And who/what stopped you?

31. If you had killed yourself, would anyone have felt bad about it? Friends, acquaintances, family, lovers?
     I have no one left, heh another little funny fact ! 

32. And I suppose you're glad you didn't?
       Oh Glad, angry doesn't really matter to me anymore, it's all to ludicrous to take seriously anyway.

33. Yes, well great. I'd love to say it's been a pleasure talking to you but it really wasn't.

Awwww I'm hurt Heh HA HA heh

34. You gonna tag any more people to do this so they can feel your pain?

Eh maybe, maybe not.

35. Whatever. See ya later (though I really hope not).

Oh don't worry, I can won't be Seeing me again..or many people for that matter.

Tagged by :iconprosthetic-jesus:

Here are the rules: 
1. You have to post these rules!!!!
2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves
3. answer the 13 questions
4. Choose 13 people
5. You have to legitimately tag 13 people
6. You can't say I don't do Tags.
7. Tag backs are allowed
8. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
9. You have to finish this within the week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to art, rp, etc.
10. Be creative with the title.  No "I Got Tagged!"
11. Cussing Is Not Allowed. 

About me:
1.) I have weird hair, I think it's a perm but at the same time not quite lol
2.) I eat Jam out the Jar
3.) I'm an aspiring filmaker 
4.) I've never been drunk
5.) I love anime (lol who doesn't) >~> don't answer that
6.) PC is my gaming platform 
7.) I love Andrew Fukuda's hunt series 
8.) Fan of all music
9.) I'm a Horror movie fanatic 
10.) I love scotch :3
11.) I'm a bit eccentric 
12.) I love the color red
13.) I love neck ties 

:iconraven0724: ‘s Questions:
1.) Do you like your real name?
Hell Yeah Andrew mr A first letter in the ...okay you get the picture :3

2.) If you had to compare yourself to any character, who would it be?
   Marco Diez from Star vs the forces of evil 

3.) What would you do for all the money in the world? 
    Become Batman 

4.) If you were the opposite gender for the day what would you do?
Probably Fondle my breasts....What ? every guy would.

5.) What was your first ever oc you created?

ShadowClaw my Warrior Cat OC

6.) What would you do if you met an oc of yours?

I would never want to meet Dark or Nora (NEVER) O~O i'm a bit scared of my own OCs

Shadowclaw is a cat soooo not much in terms of conversation

7.) Do you know what vore is? 
    *burp* Yup >w> (lol Jk but yeah I know what it is)

8.) If you do, do you like vore? 

As a fetish.....Um Idk ...Will I die ? Digestion doesn't sound fun O~o

9.) What would do if you were a cat?
    Piss off my owner >w>

10.) What animal would you be if you had to choose?


11.) If you were stranded on an island what would you do for calling help if you had no electronics? 
      Build a lady liberty for all you Madagascar veterans ;) 

12.) Do you like anime or manga or both?! 

      Both :) 

13.) Would you answer my questions again? 

    Yeah...if you wear a tie 

lol I'll just stop here ^^

Well if anybody is interested I made a new amv ^^

Stolen from :icon7643524234235:

To any one reading just comment and see what happens lol
[] Ew not really
[] Gross
[] Ugly
[] You're ok
[] Alright getting better
[] Cute
[] Gorgeous/beautiful
[] Hot!!! B)
[] Perfect~ 
[] I honestly don't know what you look like! 

What we'd look like in a picture:

[] Normal
[] Holding hands
[] Pulling faces
[] Couple poses

Where I'd get your named tattooed on me:

[] My wrist
[] My leg
[]My belly
[] My back
[] My neck
[] My foot
[] My ankle
[] My booty

What we'd do if we lived together:

[] Party, party, party!!!
[] Eat ice cream for breakfast
[] Have pillow fights
[] Go to the bedroom [you choose whether this is sexual or not]
[] Have movie nights
[] Cuddle and kiss~
[] Not live together in the first place...
[] Do whatever you wanna do
[] Do stuff...

What I'd do if you snuck into my room at night:

[] Scream!
[] Tell you to get out
[] Grin mischievously
[] Watch movies with you
[] Let you stay the night 
[] Kiss/cuddle you
[] Blush
[] Attack you

What I'd do to you in the rain:

[] Push you into a puddle
[] Kiss you
[] Hold you close
[] Let you under my umbrella 
[] Give you my jacket 
[] Jump on your back
[] Run away
[] Start to sing randomly
[] Dance with you

What I'd do if I saw you naked:

[] Walk out of the room scarred for life
[] Smirk and laugh
[] Take a picture 
[] Just stand there awkwardly
[] Say, "What the bloody hell?! Get some clothes on!"
[] Blush
[] Walk out as if nothing happened B)
[] Scare you
[] Take your clothes 

What I'd do if we kissed:

[] We wouldn't
[] Smile and blush
[] Be surprised 
[] Push you away
[] Pull you closer
[] Bite your lip so you'd bleed
[] Wonder if we would kiss again
[] Slap yo' face!
[] Freak out, squeal and run around
[] Off to the bedroom~

You should...

[] 1. Be my friend
[] 2. Comment to my profile more
[] 3. Watch me
[] 4. Note me
[] 5. Put this as your journal so I can comment too

tagged by :iconmikuparanormal:

1.You must post this rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 fact about themselves.
3. Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag. 
4. Chose 5 people and put their icon in your journal. 
5. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
6. No tag-backs.
7. You can't say that you don't do tags. ( I say whatever I want.)
8. You MUST make up journal entry!

10 Facts about myself:

1. I'm very young looking for 19 >~>
2. I'm an aspiring filmaker
3. I loooove neck ties
4. I'm obsessed with films
5. Dark knight is my fav film
6. I eat Jam directly out of the Jar.....(don't judge me) :|
7. I love metal rock, dubstep,  giltch hop, dnb, and piano music
8. main fandoms are anime creepypasta and mlp 
9.I think James Cameron's Avatar was boring (sue me)
10. anything eles I love horror ;)

:iconsexymusicdemon: s Questions:

1. Do you prefer Apple, Windows, or Android products?

Apple for most things. Windows for gaming.

2. Do you play any musical instruments? 


3. Favorite video game?


4. Do you prefer Playstation or Xbox? 

I like the wii :D

5. What is your favorite piece of art that you have created?

No idea, I don't think I could pick a fav even if I wanted.

6. Favorite Gorillaz member?

>.> ooooooh yeeeeeaah you see I don't really listen to them (prepares for imminent attack)

7. Favorite genre of music?

Alternative metal/rock

8. If you had one wish, what would it be?

Device to travel through dimensions :p I could go to Middle Earth, Skyrim and Equestria :D

9. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? 

Strawberrrrrry :|

10. Favorite horror movie or show? 


black chrismas 1974

Nosferatu 1921

The Shining 1980

Alice Sweet Alice 1976

Scream 1996

Now my Questions

1.Do you like neck ties 
2. Fav anime character 
3. Jam or peanut butter :P
4. most crazy thing you've ever done (that could rate from embarrassing to silly)
5. Whats your most creepy life experience 
6. Whats your fav pie flavour
7. If you could be in any fantasy world, which would it be.
8. PC or (any other gaming system)
9.If you could meet one internet celebrity who would it be ?
10. annnd finally. What's your favorite Creepypasta story ? (not character)

(not the best questions I'll admit ^^')

i tag: 











( Uhg Tagging am I right ? way to much copy paste)

(lol and you don't have to do this XD)
In other news 



that is all ^w^

also happy birthday to meeeee :3
Tagged by: EmoEmmaMlpFan

So, you must answer these questions by saying guilty or innocent. You can't explain why you are guilty or innocent unless someone asks. Then you must tag 5-10 people.

1. Asked someone to marry you?
2. Kissed one of your friends?
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Guilty and did it totally sober  X3
4. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
5. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
(Kinda guilty) Does getting kissed on the cheek count ?
6. Fallen asleep at work/school?
7. Held a snake?
8. Been suspended from school?
9. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
10. Stolen something?
11. Been fired from a job?
12. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
13. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
14. Kissed in the rain?
15. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
16. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
17. Shaved your head?
18. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
19. Been in a band?
20. Have/had a tattoo?
21. Joined a pageant?
22. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
23. Still have communication w/ your ex?
24. Cheated on someone?
25. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
innocent (I would least it hasn't happened yet )
26. Rode in a stranger's vehicle? (Stranger danger!)
27. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend

I tag meh I might just skip this part.