...and a hopefully less virus-filled new year! 🖤
Over here we are in partial lockdown again, maybe to be made harsher again soon. Too many people around who think they are smarter than literal doctors and scientists, after reading a post on telegram or smth... 😭
All the being cooped up alone at home and constant news about idiots in our city stirring up crap is getting to me, even tho I’m an anti-social bum anyways. I’m trying to cope with all the negativity as best as I can, good ol’ raging depressive episodes are not helping tho.
Maybe I get lucky and get therapy sessions again in the new year. My psychiatrist is pretty sure I need it badly (again), but it’s not affordable to me. He keeps suggesting another stay at a specialized institution, but who can do that kind of thing, living alone and paying all bills by myself? Fat chance I can just fk off for months to some rehabilitation place or clinic or whatever.
I’m hanging in there, trying my best to be a functional human