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Spell-Eater - Faeria Contest entry by Shad0wFan Spell-Eater - Faeria Contest entry :iconshad0wfan:Shad0wFan 0 0
The Chaos Of Me
I’m a mind in a nutshell,
adrift in the sea
I’m a floating emotion
a leaf in a tree
And the storm that is madness
still rages around
and the winds of the sadness
are howling unbound
I’m the tiniest pebble
on a long dusty road
I’m a brick in a city
standing high, strong and broad
While time sweeps around me
and aeons unfold
I remain in the center
both timeless and old
I’m a mind in a nutshell,
a grain in the sea
one small thought resisting
in the chaos of me
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Un moment
Une feuille qui tombe dans le vent
Lentement et très loin
Une feuille qui tourne sans arrêt
Entre l'ombre et l'obscurité
Une feuille qui vole et qui reflet
La solitude, l'hiver, la paix
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I love the sanctity of sadness -
what could have been, but never was,
I love life with all it's madness,
every second that it has:
Every breath of inspiration,
every moment of despair,
the very fabric of creation -
beauty, frozen in the air.
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Rusty mist
Silence in my teeth
rusty mist my throat does fill
while dreams are floating off my lips
Silence in my feet
miles are gone while standing still
the muddy ground is warm and slips
Silence in my head
thoughts be trown in prison cells
be locked in chains, be key forgot
Where monotony - feasting - dwells
my mind finds color    not
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Зимна вечер. Тишина
лека бледа светлинка
се процежда срамежливо
и със крачки укрепени
с бяг през преспите големи
се затичваш. Сиво
е небето на нощта.
Суха, сбръчкана рък
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a V
Vas maintenant! Dors! A la prochaine fois -
dans le sommeil du printemps espéré
nous serons les esprits blancs de l'hiver froid
et la grâce tendre, la vole libérée.
C'est ce que nous sommes: Ombres, morceaux de l'obscurité,
esprits et souffles, fleurs de sombre parfum,
même aveugles, nous cherchons la lumière de l'été
qui nous amènera à la mort et au destin.
Dans l'obscurité où démons chuchotent leurs chansons,
vas-t-en! Il est temps de partir.
N'oublies pas que quelqu'un t'attends,
mais même les ombres doivent dormir.
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Sans titre
.   O, pages sombres, couvertes de tristesse
.   comme des décombres...
.                       comme si une déesse
.   avait pris
.            leur vie  et l'avait reduite en cendres...
.   Dans mon esprit
.                     il ne reste que cette pensée vivante
.   comment me debarasser de façon tendre
.                     de mes feuilles d'etudiante.
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Setting Sail
Оттласквам се бавно от кея
към вечните бели вълни.
Отплавам - и тихо си пея -
а нямам посока дори.
Морето във мен се е вляло
и вятърът шепне "Върви!",
силуети се стапят
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Void by Shad0wFan Void :iconshad0wfan:Shad0wFan 8 11
The Blood Of September
Винаги вали през Септември.  Сякаш самото небе се разтваря и излива своите благодатни сълзи върху всяко жадно растение, върху всяко дребно насекомо и върху всеки нав
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Fuzzy Chemist
Рошав химик със пухкав халат
броди в коридорите тъмни.
Скрито звучат във нощния хлад
безброй епруветки бездънни -
примлясват, бълбукат, къркорят,
проскърцват, църцоря
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The waterdrop and the light by Shad0wFan The waterdrop and the light :iconshad0wfan:Shad0wFan 3 0

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Current Residence: Orleans, France
Favourite genre of music: Gothic Metal, Symphonic Metal
Favourite style of art: One with feelings
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: Samsung
Favourite cartoon character: C.C.
Personal Quote: Die today, Live tomorrow
Отдавна не бях писал журнал. Напоследак си мислех, но все се отказвах. Та така, неко ме подръчна, и сега поствам един въпросник, след който има и кратък журнал.

001. Name: Dony
002. Nickname(s): Shad0wFan, SomniumProxy
003. Status: Greeblike
004. Zodiac sign: Pisces
005. Male or female: male
006. Elementary: ...
007. Middle School: ...
008. High School: here
009. Smart: mainly when i'm foolish
010. Hair color: Dark brown
011. Tall or short: 180
012. Loud or Quiet: Silent
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

014. Phone or Camera: Camera
015. Health freak: No way
016. Drink or Smoke?:I don't drink too much, rarely smoke(mainly not cigarettes)
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope
018. Eating or Drinking: drinking moonlight
019. Piercing: none... yet
020. Tattoos: same


023. First piercing: -
024. First best friend: Bony
025. First award: A contest for hand-made "marteni4ki"
026. First crush: am... what am i supposed to say about it? :D
027. First pet: -
028. First big vacation: was too little
030. First big birthday: I don't remember


049. Eating: baggetes
050. Drinking: liquior
052. I'm about to: write homework, study for exams, learn some kanji
053. Listening to: Theatre Of Tragedy - Begin and End
054. Plans for today: japaneese


058. Want kids?: just one
059. Want to get married?: yes
060. Careers: become human :D


068. Lips or eyes: Eyes
070. Shorter or taller?: shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: am..... arms
074. Sensitive or loud: i think they're both possible, but I'm taking sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, hate hook-ups
077. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker


080. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
081. Ran away from home: Planned to, but did not
084. Broken someone's heart: Did'nt have such opportunities :D
085. Been arrested: No.... well, a little ^_^
087. Cried when someone died: no


089. Yourself: absolutely
090. Miracles: yes
091. Love at first sight: mhm
092. Heaven: nope
093. Santa Clause: ---
094. Sex on the first date: well, it obliusly IS possible, so it's not a matter of belief, but choise :D I choose NO xD
095. Kiss on the first date: yup


097. A funny cartoon: dexter
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: nope
099. Do you believe in God: in my own way
100. Post as 100 truths and tag:
Tags for all who want

И сега и малко лично от мен. Ваканцията мина добре, леко особено. Първата ми коледа извън България, първата нова година далеч от приятелите. Въпреки това не беше зле. На края на ваканцията заваля сняг. СНЯГ! Тук не бяха виждали от години XD е, явно доведох снега. И не им се отрази зле :Д Чувствам се изпълнен с енергия и, за пръв път от месеци, оптимистичен. Започнах истински да свиквам със самотата. И това ме радва. Чувствам се готов да я разупя. Човек винаги трябва да прави промени. Не ми се говори много повече, тъй че ще спра дотук. Ще качвам още неща. Може да не е скоро, но ще качвам.
  • Listening to: Theatre Of Tragedy
  • Reading: AUSCHWITZ
  • Watching: Nabari no ou
  • Playing: DotA


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One-Winged-angel-5 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2011
:party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :party:
Frederik21st Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2011
[link] в галерията на туй девойче сякаш има интересни неща в областта на visual poetry, не знам дали си попадал, хареса ми това - a beautiful leech - [link]
One-Winged-angel-5 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2011
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! my friend :hug: :glomp: :smooch: I wish you very very much Health, happiness and love :hug:
One-Winged-angel-5 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2010
I want to share this video with you :) [link] Hope you will enjoy :aww:
BizarreKiddo666 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2010
hmm It seems we have similar tastes :) I love Tristania and Sirenia as well
INTRU88 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
10x for the :+fav:
alishbg Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
как да знаеш, че пуша, като никога не сме се виждали? :P
Shad0wFan Featured By Owner May 26, 2010
не знам, може би защото пушиш на снимката? ^^ :D
alishbg Featured By Owner May 31, 2010
абе не бе. казвам, че преди това е нямало как да знаеш. :D ох мамо... ти няма ли да идваш към бг скоро?
Shad0wFan Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2010
това лято... ама има още време :С Юни са ми изпитите а пък Юли ще работя....

П.С. наистина трябва да взема да го постегна тоя девиант арт акаунт, излагам се :/

Иначе ти как си ^^
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