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Right now I hate myself.
I wish that I could cry.
Everything that happens to me
gets stuck deep inside and
the only thing I can do
is try to hide away from life.
Im missing the energy that keeps
me moving on, and keeps me alive.
So tired, but sleep never comes
to force me to shut my eyes.
Lost in the end of time,
wondering around, seeing the bodies
of those that were there before I.
So many frustrations stuck in my head,
no way to let it out, and
no one to help me find
a way to release what is
slowly killing my mind.
Everyone once in a while I
wish that I could die, but
I dont because of the things
that make my life seem fine.
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Do you know hate
Have you ever let yourself go
Has the feeling ever taken over you
Or do you not let that side of you show
Have you ever stared into the face of an enemy
Did you see the rage expressed on his face
Have you had to dig down deep inside
And purposely turn away from grace
Did you ever turn the key and open up the cage
Let out the demon that had long since been locked away
Was it something you almost enjoyed
As you went to battle on that bloody day
Was your hate enough to give you strength
Did all those years of pain finally come through
Were you able to overcome your fear
Or did it take command of you
Where do you go from here
Now that you have had the bitter taste
Do you try to bottle it back up
Or let loose and lay your life to waste
The perceived power of hate is enticing to be sure
Sometimes it seems easier than love
Even though it eats you up inside
You can almost see why Satan feel from his place above
So who are we to judge
What path would you take
Sometimes our worl
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Right now,
I hate myself.
I hate everything about me.
I hate that I'm not beautiful,
I hate that I don't feel special,
I hate that I hate myself,
I hate everything about me.
I feel like I have,
This ball of depression,
Pushing down on the top of my lungs,
And my spine.
I don't know what to do,
It makes me feel sick.
And all I want to do,
Is vomit up my emotions.
And I have these notions,
That life isn't worth living,
When you're not living life,
But what is worth living life for?
I feel as if I have this fog,
Covering my brain,
And blinding my eyes,
And I hate it.
I hate feeling like no one cares,
I hate feeling like I've fixed me,
Just to find myself breaking apart.
I hate not knowing exactly how I feel and why,
Because it's all some tangled web.
I hate feeling like I'm going insane,
And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I hate crying,
and how weak it makes me feel.
I hate feeling like I should be dying,
When my heart doesn't seem to care.
I hate people asking me what's wrong,
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