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DevID v9 - La Muse Malade
DevID v9 - La Muse Malade
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Murk.
Dream Journal June 8, 2009 I could run no longer. My legs had no strength. I tarried as long as I could; I did not want to make this decision. But I was exhausted, inside and out, and had to let my body rest somewhere. It was a forgotten little town, just off one of the more unpopular interstate exits, with just enough visitors to keep the old gas stations, diners, and motels running. The single-mother waitresses sympathized with me, pitied the pretty little flighty girl who reminded them of their youth. They welcomed me, and lent me their tables, their beds, and their bosoms. They did not feel the plague I had brought upon them all, and I
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DevID v8 - Victorian Trash
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Cinereous
Beguiling. Pulsating. Stirringly sublime. It was always like this, the clear melody flowing mellifluously in through the curtains covering the open window, ringing throughout the intimate but immensely cluttered room. For how long, or how many other times he had sat here in the peace of morning, with the echoing of music and the light dancing all around, he could not say. Time somehow seemed faraway and unimportant. All there was was this one, infinite moment. As the music came to a lingering halt a short while later, Tanim begrudgingly opened his eyes; he would have willingly reclined upon his chaise lounge and listened until the skies dark
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Liddell's Mirror
[A.] Ah, but how curious! Entrapped within this still glass, do I perceive a murkily reflected silhouette? Are you a mirrored dream disentangled from the endlessly stretching night, or perhaps an echo made visible from between the cornered shadows of my armoire? Your periwinkle eyes are so like mine. Please, echo--do you see me? Do you hear me? [L.] Yes...yes, I hear you, faint and callow though your voice is. I know your sinless eyes. Do not trouble your inquisitive little head with this cruel sphere. If there ever was, there is nothing for you here now, little one. [A.] This sunless scene...why has it appeared before me here, etched in
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tenebrism.
i am a shade of gray. i am a faded pigment, my true color long since lost in Your ever-engulfing murk, blind and groping, grasping, certain there was once a path in this blank space. i know--though You have oft convinced me otherwise-- only the brightest of hues escape into Your frame. but i am not a radiant azure born from the pelagic depths of a thriving sea. i am not a dusky crimson stained sanguine by the bleeding heart of a dying sun. i am a shade of gray dyed not by doves or ravens, but the listless wings of a moribund moth. i am a shade of gray. i am washed out, entombed within Your chiaroscuro contradictions, halted b
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Oh bitter, cloying Light, Your wanton shine has breached the fissures of my doubt, Leaving only reason--a frail protection from your licentious charm, Mitigating whispers and contingent embrace. How have you so managed to enchain me? You've thoughtlessly refined these manacles To such extent that dissolution should surely seem unfeasible; Yet you avert your lustrous eyes from my pleading gaze, And rebuff my every clinging grasp at worth or meaning. Now, robbed of grace, shall we continue this silent clash? Such imbroglio wears the fibers of once-perfection, yielding naught but sour nothings. Your mad disregard can only invite disco
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The 12 Days of XXXmas
(*To the tune of "The Twelve Days of Christmas) On the first day of XXXmas my fandom gave to me A bishie in perfect cosplay On the second day of XXXmas my fandom gave to me Two kissing boys And a bishie in perfect cosplay On the third day of XXXmas my fandom gave to me Three gay men Two kissing boys And a bishie in perfect cosplay On the fourth day of XXXmas my fandom gave to me Four yaoi fans Three gay men Two kissing boys And a bishie in perfect cosplay On the fifth day of XXXmas my fandom gave to me Five doujinshi Four yaoi fans Three gay men Two kissing boys And a bishie in perfect cosplay On the sixth day of XXXmas m
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bEgUiLeMeNt
In winter's lurid light hast thy sweet light deceived me: Always a sordid storm lurks--a melancholy black symphony of mad trifles. Never incubate that love which achingly whispers 'neath the waxing moon; Of nothing shall I weep or dream in haste. My tempting mortal rose, Alas and farewell.
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DevID v9 - La Muse Malade
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Murk.
Dream Journal June 8, 2009 I could run no longer. My legs had no strength. I tarried as long as I could; I did not want to make this decision. But I was exhausted, inside and out, and had to let my body rest somewhere. It was a forgotten little town, just off one of the more unpopular interstate exits, with just enough visitors to keep the old gas stations, diners, and motels running. The single-mother waitresses sympathized with me, pitied the pretty little flighty girl who reminded them of their youth. They welcomed me, and lent me their tables, their beds, and their bosoms. They did not feel the plague I had brought upon them all, and I
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DevID v8 - Victorian Trash
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Cinereous
Beguiling. Pulsating. Stirringly sublime. It was always like this, the clear melody flowing mellifluously in through the curtains covering the open window, ringing throughout the intimate but immensely cluttered room. For how long, or how many other times he had sat here in the peace of morning, with the echoing of music and the light dancing all around, he could not say. Time somehow seemed faraway and unimportant. All there was was this one, infinite moment. As the music came to a lingering halt a short while later, Tanim begrudgingly opened his eyes; he would have willingly reclined upon his chaise lounge and listened until the skies dark
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Liddell's Mirror
[A.] Ah, but how curious! Entrapped within this still glass, do I perceive a murkily reflected silhouette? Are you a mirrored dream disentangled from the endlessly stretching night, or perhaps an echo made visible from between the cornered shadows of my armoire? Your periwinkle eyes are so like mine. Please, echo--do you see me? Do you hear me? [L.] Yes...yes, I hear you, faint and callow though your voice is. I know your sinless eyes. Do not trouble your inquisitive little head with this cruel sphere. If there ever was, there is nothing for you here now, little one. [A.] This sunless scene...why has it appeared before me here, etched in
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tenebrism.
i am a shade of gray. i am a faded pigment, my true color long since lost in Your ever-engulfing murk, blind and groping, grasping, certain there was once a path in this blank space. i know--though You have oft convinced me otherwise-- only the brightest of hues escape into Your frame. but i am not a radiant azure born from the pelagic depths of a thriving sea. i am not a dusky crimson stained sanguine by the bleeding heart of a dying sun. i am a shade of gray dyed not by doves or ravens, but the listless wings of a moribund moth. i am a shade of gray. i am washed out, entombed within Your chiaroscuro contradictions, halted b
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De + lect, spic + able
Oh bitter, cloying Light, Your wanton shine has breached the fissures of my doubt, Leaving only reason--a frail protection from your licentious charm, Mitigating whispers and contingent embrace. How have you so managed to enchain me? You've thoughtlessly refined these manacles To such extent that dissolution should surely seem unfeasible; Yet you avert your lustrous eyes from my pleading gaze, And rebuff my every clinging grasp at worth or meaning. Now, robbed of grace, shall we continue this silent clash? Such imbroglio wears the fibers of once-perfection, yielding naught but sour nothings. Your mad disregard can only invite disco
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Umm, yeah.
So I haven't updated this journal for like two years or something ridiculous like that, but I was really, really bored and everyone else was posting memes so I figured I'd re-post this silly meme I made a few years back (with different randomized results, of course.) xD;;; The Superspecialawesome Make-Your-Own-Anime Meme Thing! +INSTRUCTIONS+ [1] List yourself and nine of your friends below, with each name next to a number. [2] Use this die-roller (http://www.godsmonsters.com/Game/Dice/?die=10) to roll a 10-sided die once for each of the stereotypical anime characters listed below. For each number you roll, list the name of the friend who
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Back! :3
I'm back from a lovely time in Washington spent with ~darkelvenmage (https://www.deviantart.com/darkelvenmage)! (Actually I got back yesterday, but shush. x3) We had buckets of fun doin' stuff like watching Ponyo, going to the zoo, making scones, looking at cute things, eating delicious Asian food, getting trapped in a vortex, taking sneaky pictures of each other, reading angsty books, going on a picnic, eating tiny food, scaring ourselves silly by watching zombie movies, picking blackberries, and being generally nerdy! And although we didn't do any active hunting, I'm sure our sheer combined presence was enough to slay at least a few sparkly vampires. I absolutely can't wait to
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BBL, HUNTING SPARKLY VAMPIRES.
For those of you who haven't already heard me babbling excitedly about it, I'm leaving early tomorrow morning (three, to be exact) to visit my darling Kitty, ~darkelvenmage (https://www.deviantart.com/darkelvenmage), in Washington. I'm gonna stay with her for like five whole days and we're gonna have an epic sleepover and lots of adventures and OH GOSH I'M SO EXCITED. I was going to make some kind of further comment about slaying vampires while I'm up there, but fuck that shit—I'm going to sleep RIGHT NOW so when I wake up it'll already be Tuesday! 8D
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kelbora's avatar
MERRY CHRISTMAS, CAP'M!!!! May you have an awesome holiday and a wonderful New Year to come! ^__^
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chibi-nao15Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :D
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cutthroatpixieHobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch :D
Cadebee's avatar
Thank you for the favorite on my Esmeralda cosplay!
sesshysshewolf's avatar
Also, it was taken in St. Augustine, wasn't it? It's my very favorite place in the world. <3
Cadebee's avatar
It sure was! St. Augustine is a beautiful place and I would love to be able to spend more time there. I can see why its your favorite!
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You're very welcome! It's beautiful~ c: