I am honestly thinking of leaving this account behind. Beyond having my deadname attached to it I am growing more and more tired of stepford stuff. I had a falling out, if you can even call it that (since she never really said anything to me so I'm kinda left to just assume stuff), with a bigger stepford caption person and now her content just makes me upset. Even outside of that though simply the heteronormative nature of stepford content is really bothering me and I don't know why but I had really expected with how many queer women were behind making all this content we would see more and more queer stories and twists on the classic formula but we aren't really. I don't really want to be the one person consistently making gay stepford stuff.
Outside of stepford stuff, I am kinda tired of being lumped in with TG captions, I know that I myself am tagging several of my things as TG but being in association with "man turns into a woman" instead of "women turns into a better representation of her internal truth but perhaps with a twist" feels bad. This isn't a stab at anyone making it, in some ways it's good I am in the same association because it means people are seeing an alternative that presents the idea you can be trans but I also wish it could be something more then just "TG". I don't know and I might just be in a bad mode. I've been suffering from depression and really anything can set me off fairly easily so perhaps even for my own mental health I should be looking at different ways of creating kink content. I might just switch to my tumblr or something like that. I hate to miss out on all the great art people are making but I also don't want to keep causing myself mental stress.