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MLP RP main character designs: warfare by Serenity-Hedgehog MLP RP main character designs: warfare :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 6 0 Nightshade Character Edit by Serenity-Hedgehog Nightshade Character Edit :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 2 2 MLP: NightShade by Serenity-Hedgehog MLP: NightShade :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 2 3 Gift: Nightly Mist by Serenity-Hedgehog Gift: Nightly Mist :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 2 0 Serenity Hedgehog by Serenity-Hedgehog Serenity Hedgehog :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 1 7 Sketch_01 by Serenity-Hedgehog Sketch_01 :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 4 7 Sonic FCs Serenity Page 1 by Serenity-Hedgehog Sonic FCs Serenity Page 1 :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 0 0 Lights in the Dark by Serenity-Hedgehog Lights in the Dark :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 0 0 Sonic FC and Scourge sketch by Serenity-Hedgehog Sonic FC and Scourge sketch :iconserenity-hedgehog:Serenity-Hedgehog 0 8


Underfell - Bloody Monday by lyoth737 Underfell - Bloody Monday :iconlyoth737:lyoth737 2,096 320 UnderFell! by Pdubbsquared UnderFell! :iconpdubbsquared:Pdubbsquared 1,120 66 Freedom Fighter Princess Peach by Zombie-Graves Freedom Fighter Princess Peach :iconzombie-graves:Zombie-Graves 354 25 Fantasy Horse Maker by DolphyDolphiana Fantasy Horse Maker :icondolphydolphiana:DolphyDolphiana 7,011 1,338 Green Aphrodisiac by Sincerely-Tori Green Aphrodisiac :iconsincerely-tori:Sincerely-Tori 41 6 Bride of death by wlop Bride of death :iconwlop:wlop 10,091 154 Only the unimaginative escape to reality by daniellefw Only the unimaginative escape to reality :icondaniellefw:daniellefw 148 21 CM: Sophia In-Transit by Sahsensha CM: Sophia In-Transit :iconsahsensha:Sahsensha 229 62 EE: Goddess Festival by Sahsensha EE: Goddess Festival :iconsahsensha:Sahsensha 35 9 Jack Frost with Starina (commision) by Precia-T Jack Frost with Starina (commision) :iconprecia-t:Precia-T 973 29 Jack Frost by sakimichan Jack Frost :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 62,680 3,483 Vampires by DesignsInspiration Vampires :icondesignsinspiration:DesignsInspiration 678 44 The Joker WIP by smoofay The Joker WIP :iconsmoofay:smoofay 611 105 Joker time by Sandora Joker time :iconsandora:Sandora 760 220 The Joker by juan7fernandez The Joker :iconjuan7fernandez:juan7fernandez 565 17



School is such a stressful topic. Writing about it just makes me cringe. I'm finishing up my second semester of college and the stress is just overwhelming. Why I'm deciding to write this to you now, I'm not quite sure. Maybe it's because I just need to vent my frustrations. Maybe it's because I'm self-pitying myself and just need someone to tell me to suck it up. Maybe it's both. 
I've got so many projects to do, on Deviantart and in school. It truly is a miserable feeling when you look around you and feel as though everyone is succeeding at something and you have nothing to be proud of. It's a miserable thought to think you are not capable of ever being able to be responsible of yourself and having to rely on others all the time. 
I'm not useless. I just feel I am sometimes.
I'm not  stupid. I'm just always learning something new I hadn't known before.
Life is heaven and hell all wrapped in one. The good and the bad. The ups and the downs. It's maddening and bliss! But for now?
It's a Hell. A struggle. A losing battle. An endless tunnel.
I don't know how things will end up and I'm not sure what it'll look like on the other side and that terrifies me. But I do know this.
I will still be me.
I'll be the woman I was yesterday.
I'll be the woman I am today.
This is just a phase. It won't last forever. It's something I know we all go through. It's something I know I'm not alone in and that alone is a comfort in these dark days.
For those of you who are always brightening up my day with positive attitude and encouragement: Thank You. You're amazing people and are what help get me through. It's people like you who help make everything worthwhile.
Those of you who are struggling as I am or maybe, even more so...hang in there.
There's a light to the end of the tunnel and eventually everything will work out as it should. Don't give up. Don't lose hope. Keep your head held high and keep going. Remember you aren't alone and that there's always someone there to back you up and catch you if you slip up. These tasks are what makes us stronger. It all depends on how you react and take action on it.
I think I finally know why I wrote this..
Because just like me, I know there are hundreds of others out there who are struggling too. Mine may not be like the next person out there, nor maybe as bad, but I'd like to think that with this, it may spark a bit of confidence and a bit of encouragement in you as just writing it has done for me. It isn't much, a simple little letter really, but I feel it's message is just as important.
I can do this!
YOU can do this!!
We can do this!!!

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0rangeleaves Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist

Here’s a petition about the sonic comics is getting replace, since they're have done with the Archie comics series, and the freedom fighters were about to stay tuned, You know am very autistic.…

HealerCharm Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconrainbowbummiecakeplz: Boogie! Party Happy, Happy Birthday to you, my dear! ^.^ Tight Hug :iconhappybirthday2plz: 
:iconcookiecakeplz: :iconpresentplz: <33 Have a lovely day with best wishes! :iconpinkballoonplz: Here's a kiss for you, my love! Cuddling up with someone close...
Serenity-Hedgehog Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist
Thank you very much! You've made my day! :D
HealerCharm Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww, you're very welcome, I am so glad! :aww:
KairosAzure Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018
Thank you very much! That's very kind of you! ^_^
HealerCharm Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome my dear, a pleasure!! ^.^
HazelnutBunny Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017
Happy Birthday~! 
Serenity-Hedgehog Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017  Hobbyist
Thanks Hazel! How ya been?it's been a while since we last spoke:)
HazelnutBunny Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2017
You're welcome! And I know it has, I've been good, what about you? :)
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