A crazy two years has passed since my last journal entry.
I am nearly 30!! 26 going on 27!!! Est. 1991
Depression's torrential rain cloud hasn't stopped hailing me with pellets if Mania (Adhd/Manic Suicidal Depression/Anxiety/Emotional Immaturity).
Besides that I am now Muslim. Assalamu Alaikum!
Also a bisexual Polygamist (open marriage). A Goddess. A Hindu Priestess of Shiva. Curious at Theosophy. Dabbled in Buddhism, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Schools of Yoga (meditation/Asanas), miscarried three times, learned that I have displaced hips since birth (slight gimp in my gait), quit the Abuse of Olive Garden environment to rise into the familial ranks of Line Cook (for free) for my Islamic in-laws along my journey into Wifedom and Motherhood. Yes I am married now to the love of my life, met him when I was 20 (we are 27 and 29 this year/2018) and he hogs all of our selfies of each other in some secret drive I swear! Lol.
I also painted a Mural in Irving, Texas at Tia Juana's Tex-Mex (Zabiha Halal 100%). Check them out:www.tiajuanastexmex.com/
He is amazing (understatement of his life). An artist, Japanese Iron Chef, cook, Cisco Network level Programmer, Martial Artist, Fashion Designer, Mechanic, Massage Therapist, Cosmetologist, P.E Teacher, Entrepreneur, Lord of Dance, DJ, Son of God, Imam, Buddhist-Muslim, former Jehovah's Witness, Mexican/Aztec-Japanese-Hawaiian decent. Speaks: English, Japanese, Urdu, Italian, Arabic, Latin and most importantly one of the best Fathers I have ever seen. I love you Kaneala (one of his many 100s of names).
May 27, 2016, 10:51:31 PM --- 150 pounds
June 28, 2018, XX
X PM --- 171 pounds DEPRESSION makes you fat (at least mine did/also nearly pre-diabetic)
Straterra (wore off)
Zoloft (turned me psycho)
Vyvanse (rage fits)
Prozac (generic---brought clarity into my life)
Ashwaghanda (herbal suppliment -- mental clarity)
L-Theanine (brainwave editor --- happy flow)
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Astonishing discovery of past lives, celestial deities, doppelgangers, alternate universes, Ascended Masters, time travel and all that gobbledygook that sounds damn near impossible in Reality but as your imagination take hold of you and the Truth pokes you in the face; one realizes what's what.
Famous ties that my connections flow through:
Akasha, Frida Khalo, Yuki-Onna, Solominia
Joan of Arc/King Arthur
Links I want to revisit: