Cease To FearMy mistrust has left meunable to be subservientto any who have notpassed through my gauntletunscathed, in and out, tenaciousyou deemed yourself indeedbut given up, at least in speechno less than three times nowand I'm wondering whatthe truth is in your headAre you jumping to defendbefore I attack?See, I don't wanna hurt youI want you to hurt megive myself completelyin turn recievingsatisfaction exceedingall physical boundaries.Soaring, not into escape,but directly into releasethose moments when we bothcease to fear.
Broken Baby DollNo one wants a broken baby doll.Marked up skinhair choppedyou see the holes?they stab that babywith something likea knitting needleonly sharperfor pretty blond locksuntil some thinkercomes along andsnips, snips, snipstesting, trying, wreckingand changing baby.Experiment over.Baby back in box.No one wants a broken baby doll.
p u l l i n g petalsWhat everyone fails to seeis that when she isp u l l i n g petalsoff daisies and other flowersshe's discovering how thatflower is puttogether.Like mybrother with his bicycles-turned-motorcyclesDestruction for creationin the end.
Not Just BoneI am broken in so so many piecessometimes I don't know how I standthere are a thousand nurturing momentsunder that natural grinmy head is aching with this pressurewill I sink or swimI'd die to live againspirit in the bone, not just bone beneath fleshdiscussing things that aren't my dreamsthe 3 other elements need the Earthbut sometimes Mother gets tiredand wonders of her worthit's not so bad right?at least I can cryEdna saidshe can'tshed one fucking tear.
This.Where are the words?Where, my words?the beauty and the boldnesssensual and shamelessintake for the testI'll sit down towhen I spread myselfbefore you allI won't see itI'll be deadThis.premonition in my head