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Looking for commissioners!

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 2, 2012, 12:46 AM


Hi everyone,

How's life for you? I hope it treats you kind.

I'm looking for someone (or several people) who do 'realistic' commissions. I've been looking for a while now, but I'm not quite sure how to find someone, so I thought I'd try asking my fellow dA-members! :)
Anyone know where I can find, perhaps, a list of commissioners, or did anyone commission someone and was very satisfied about the result? Please share your experiences with me!

Art related: I'm still working on some things, but also struggling. Hopefully, I'll be able to finish something soon. ^^

Take care, all of you! :heart:


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Drifting Mists, RP forum

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 8, 2012, 11:58 AM
  • Watching: Phineas&amp;Ferb


Do you like to RP? We've recently started a forum and are still looking for some members! Why don't you have a look around?

driftingmists.b1.jcink.com/ind…


The Story:

Once long ago, all of the universes co-existed independently, free of each other, some not even knowing that the others existed at all. However, a Trickster God, who had control of everything, decided that this wasn't enough fun. So, He made all of the separate universes collide, and the town of Bellingwater is now the center of this chaos, with people from all of the different universes showing up each day, displaced from their homes, out of time, stranded in this strange new world. Will they get along, or will factions develop and wars begin? You decide. Either way, the Trickster is laughing.


Hope to see some of you there! :heart:



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Happy New Year

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 1, 2012, 1:10 AM
  • Watching: Phineas&amp;Ferb


Hi Everyone,



I wish you all a Happy New Year. May it be a lot better than 2011. I surely hope so..


Take Care :heart:



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Art Fair, August 27th

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 25, 2011, 11:35 AM
  • Watching: Europe League Soccer
  • Drinking: Water


Hello everybody,

This Saturday, August 27th, I will attend my first art fair ever. Very exciting, obviously!
It's only a small market with about 100 stands, but still, I feel honored to be a part of it.
I will be showing and selling some of my works as cards and calendars. Please keep your fingers crossed for me! And most of all: Help me pray for decent weather..

The fair is in Purmerend, btw, might you be interested in dropping by and saying hello :giggle:

I know I'm not very active lately.. A lot of it has to do with this fair: It was a lot of work. But also, there are many other things in my life right now that absorb a lot of time and energy. If you're still waiting on a reply from me, hold on a little longer! I'll get to it.

And lastly, I hope every single one of you is doing well! :heart:

Take care of yourself until we speak again!


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R.I.P.

Journal Entry: Sat May 28, 2011, 1:40 PM
  • Drinking: Water


Grey Ships Pass, Into The West :heart:



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Rest In Peace, my beautiful, beloved, selfless, caring grandmother. I will hold on to your memory forever. You will always have a place in my heart and I will miss you so, so much.
Thank you for everything you've done for us. You will never be forgotten.


“No, The Journey Doesn’t End Here. Death Is Just Another Path.. One That We All Must Take.”


I will love you forever. Until we meet again.. :heart: R.I.P. :heart:




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China Will Remain A Dream. At Least For Now.




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Hello everyone! :wave:

This Friday, I will be leaving to China. That means that I probably won’t be around here for about a month :) I will miss you guys! But I’m sure I will have a bunch of fun and will have so much to see and do that I won’t even have energy left to think! :giggle:
My photo camera is already packed, which means: Pictures will be taken! And might there be interest, I’m sure I will share them here ^^

Don’t be strangers, you may drop by just to say hello! And I don’t mean in Chine :giggle: Just here, on my dA page.

Take care, lovelies! :heart:


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Gothic/Fantasy Fair and Challenge

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 24, 2010, 6:02 AM
  • Listening to: Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal MasterMix
  • Watching: A.B.D.C.
  • Drinking: Water


Hello dear dA-friends :wave:

How’s life for you?
First off, let me apologize for my lack of activity lately. I haven’t uploaded anything since July and I feel horrible about it! I’m working on different things right now, but none are good enough, in my eyes, to upload here. Please bare with my on this! I hope to produce something soon :)

Next weekend, October 30 & 31, there’s a Gothic/Fantasy Fair in Rijswijk. I’ve never been to a fair like this and I’d love to visit! I just need to manage to find/convince someone to go with me :giggle: Has anyone ever been to a fair like this? Or perhaps someone’s going to this one? I don’t really know what to expect! :lmao:

I have an idea for a little challenge for my watchers/visitors. Tell me if you like this idea :) It might brighten up my dA-life and activity!
Because I’m working on different manips at the time, I thought of listing the themes of my works and let you guys create your own artworks with these themes. We might inspire each other and I think it’s just fun to see how you interpret the subjects that I’m working on as well! ^^
It’s not a contest, because I don’t have any prices to offer.. It’s just for fun. So if you like the idea and want to join, just leave a message here or note me. Any form of art is allowed: Traditional, digital, literature, photography; whatever inspires you! :heart:
Here are the themes:

1. Temptation
2. Loneliness
3. Friendship
4. Music
5. Forest

They’re not that difficult! You don’t have to do all of them, you may just pick one :) Hopefully, it’ll inspire you guys!
The challenge ends on November 26 and everyone who joins will be featured afterwards. I hope I’ll have my works ready by then as well! :giggle:
Good luck, everyone! And thank you for joining!

Take Care :heart:


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Some Advice For A Friend?

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 9, 2010, 12:49 PM
  • Watching: Kuifje
  • Drinking: Water


Hello dear dA-friends,
How have you been?

It's been so long since I made a new journal! Frankly, I just didn't have a lot to tell. I'm definitely trying to be more active on dA again and answering my messages as soon as possible! And I'm proud to say: My inbox is now empty! :love: I still need to look at a few deviations, but I think I'm on the right path :lmao:

Now, let's get serious..
I have a question; Am I a likeable person? Am I a nice person? Do I seem like a person people would want to be friends with?
If you can answer "Yes" to any of those questions, maybe you can explain something to me.. Why do my "friends" keep ditching me, as if I am some useless banana peel? It's so frustrating to me that, every time I think I've found a good and trustworthy friend, they just leave me hanging after a while. As if that's not bad enough, they don't even give me a reason; they just stop talking to me, like that. As if we were never friends.. I'm trying not to let this effect me, but it stings, of course. To say the least.
So, I'm wondering if someone can, maybe, give me some advice. Is there a way to see through people like this? Is there a way to find out whether someone is REALLY genuine and is a real friend? Because I'm so sick of this happening to me! Every time, I trust someone and I'm being betrayed. No wonder I have so many issues trusting people.. Or maybe I'm the one to blame? Maybe I'm doing something very wrong?
Excuse me for my little rant, but I would really like to know what other people would do in a situation like this :) So please, if you've been in a similar situation or you just have some advice for me, I'd love to hear it! :heart:

A while back, I was tagged by the lovely :iconrututu:
Here are 10 facts about myself (I've done this before, so I hope they're still original! :giggle:)
1. I love music and I listen to it every day.
2. My music taste varies from Metal to Classical music; I like almost everything!
3. Although I don't know yet where I'm going, I'm already dreaming about my next vacation.
4. My family means EVERYTHING to me. As long as I have them, I will be alright.
5. Since my dream of being a professional singer isn't reachable (I'm such a chicken, I can't even sing in front of my mom! xD), I hope to be able to sell my art, hopefully soon!
6. I'm scared of so many things, I can't even list them here!
7. Another dream of mine: To travel all over the world, learn about new cultures and meet locals. Also, meeting people I've gotten to know on here would be amazing! :heart:
8. My life is a mess right now, but I'm working SO hard to get it back together.
9. I will be forever grateful to my father, for introducing me to The Lord of the Rings; my biggest inspiration in life and art so far!! :love:
10. I own the entire "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" series and whenever I need a laugh, I watch it. It Never bores me! And Will Smith.. :heart: He's the funniest!

If you feel like doing this tag, be my guest! Don't worry, I won't tag anyone. ^^

I hope all of you are doing well!
Take Care, until next time! :aww: :wave:

Oh, a little side note: I want to say a HUGE "Thank you" to the friends who are true to me and who do treat me with respect :heart: I don't think they have any idea what it really means to me. You guys are awesome and I love you!


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Honey, I'm Home!

Journal Entry: Sun May 23, 2010, 8:34 AM


All good things come to an end, right?
This morning (Or rather, last night, Thai time), I flew home. I'm tired of the flight, the journey and all the new impressions that I get in Thailand.

You know what they say: Home Sweet Home! But already, I miss the Country of the Smile.. In my heart, I hope that I will return to this beautiful land again :heart:

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Thailand is Amazing, people! Extremely hot, yes.. But very beautiful and the people are most kind! I've already had the chance to swim with dolphins, feed monkeys, pet tigers, hold a snake and ride on the back of en elephant...
I'm so spoiled!! :heart:

See you soon!


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Hello dA Friends!

Friday, I’m leaving for my holidays to Thailand. I’m excited! ^-^ The travelling agency told us that we might not be going to Bangkok though, because of the riots there.. It would be really sad if we couldn’t see that amazing city, but of course, safety comes first!
I will be back at the end of May and until that time, I probably won’t be very active here :giggle: I wish you all a great time here on dA and hope to see all of your art again when I come back! :heart:

Also:
The lovely :iconrozrr: has included me in one of her beautiful digital exhibitions! It was truly amazing to see my works, and those of other people, as if it were a real exhibition. You can see the exhibition here: rozrr.deviantart.com/journal/3…

She wants to create a new one soon and asked me to spread the word. So, would you like to see your art in a digital exhibition? Note her with three of your works! Unfortunately, she can’t accept written works, because those can’t be framed.. For more info, go here: rozrr.deviantart.com/journal/3…

The deadline of sending notes will be May 22nd. I’m planning to participate again! I think it’s a really special and original way to get your artworks out there :)


Take care, everyone! I will miss you people! (That's how addicted I am! :giggle:)
And hopefully, see you very soon :heart:


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Merry Christmas!

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 20, 2009, 7:29 AM
Hello Everybody!

On Friday, I got an email from dA, telling me that Wild-Huntress has bought me a Premium Membership! :love: Isn’t she the absolute best?!
I’ve done some photo-manipulations with her pictures and this was her way to thank me :) I was so surprised, because I truly felt privileged working with her gorgeous pictures!

Dear Nath, again: Thank you so much! :blowkiss:
Let me show my gratitude by featuring some of her beautiful works!

Imaginism Fan Art by Wild-Huntress

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In Hoc Signo Vinces by Wild-Huntress
Follow the Reaper by Wild-Huntress Athaniel by Wild-Huntress

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Altar for the Black Mass by Wild-Huntress
ID by Wild-Huntress

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The Devilstone by Wild-Huntress
The Black Goddess Rises II by Wild-Huntress Motherhood by Wild-Huntress Untitled by Wild-Huntress

Go look through her gallery yourself! She has many more amazing art pieces! :)



MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYBODY! :heart:




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  • Drinking: Water
Hello all of you, who take the time to actually read this..
It won’t be a whole lot this time, but as we all know, journals need to be changed from time to time.
Life’s.. Well, life’s f*cked up. There. I said it. But I’ll try to keep believing that it’ll be better. Someday.

Do me a favour and check out this artwork:
mardevil.deviantart.com/art/an…

The lovely :iconmardevil: was kind enough to make me into an angel. And although I don’t believe I am one myself, I think it’s very sweet. Please leave him a comment. :heart:



While you’re at it, check out these amazing artists:
:iconihsahnity:  :iconnorloth:  :iconguard-of-the-citadel:  :iconprudence13:  :iconsilentfuneral:
:iconwormnine:  :iconmoon-blossom:  :iconamersss:  :iconchristopheduflot:  :iconcrayonmaniac:
:iconwild-huntress:  :iconanna-marine:  :iconariel87:  :iconasliyeniay:  :iconcoco95:





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Hey you guys,
How are you?
First of all, I want to thank the people who offered me so many ideas for the gift. I owe you so much, specially because I won’t be using any of them at this time. I’m extremely sorry for taking your time and wasting it. Still, I thank you greatly.
I haven’t been doing good again lately and my “mental health” is low at the moment. And it got worse when I got news today. Days ago, my boss announced to me that we needed to talk. I immediately assumed that it’d be about the mistakes I’d made lately (Yes, I haven’t been too smart this past time) and I stressed out while thinking about the worst scenarios.
But it wasn’t any of that. None of it. Good news? No. Not at all. How now I wish it was any of that. Long story short: I’ve just lost my job..


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Put this in your journal if you're Gay, Lesbian or Bisexual <3 Or if you just support free loving
  • Listening to: The E.N.D. - Mare, to be exact! &lt;3
  • Drinking: Water
Hello dears!
Well.. It’s almost that time..
I can’t believe it’s really going to happen. I still can’t believe I’m really going. I can’t believe any of it! But I can assure you: I will enjoy myself masterly! <3
I don’t know if I will have internet access, and if I do, I will most likely not be on here. If I have the time, I might post a journal. But again: Not sure.
I will keep certain people updated through email (If possible), so if I have your email, you’re lucky! ;3

I’m trying to get rid of most my messages and deviations before I go.. I hope I’ll succeed, so none of you have to wait ages for a reply :)

I will miss talking to all of you.. Please don’t forget about me! xD
I’ll be back on August 4th, if all goes well.. ;D
See y’all soon!!
:heart::heart::heart:

Don’t be shy! You may still leave messages on my page! 8D <3




People I Support:
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Keep up the great work, guys :heart:

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Put this in your journal if you're Gay, Lesbian or Bisexual <3 Or if you just support free loving
You may ignore most of my previous entry. I feel a lot better by just throwing that out ^-^

But..
I have like.. 400 messages still and I most likely won't answer them soon or at all. Sorry, life can be a bitch =3

And yes, I have deleted quite some people who I watched. I really need a break from a lot of things, so sorry if you're offended. It's likely I'll watch you again later. Just give me some time.

*Is totally in love with the new/soon-to-come Black Eyed Peas song <3*

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  • Listening to: Christmas Carols?
  • Reading: work stuff..
  • Watching: my thumb.....................
  • Eating: Stomach: *Nibble nibble*
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
Howdy peoples!
How are you all?
So, it’s almost Christmas! Doesn’t time fly? >_> It scares me sometimes.
But Christmas is also my favorite holiday. I love giving my friends gifts to show them what they mean to me ^^ I mean.. To Santa ^^;
I’m hoping for a white Christmas, though I can’t really stand cold x3 But it’s because of the whole feeling, I guess.
ANYWAY.
Enough about winter and cold! I need help.
After looking around the internet for ages, my eyes fell on a GORGEOUS trip to South Africa for this summer (I also considered Greece, Canada, Australia and New Zealand, but.. South Africa seems to be the big price winner 8D).
Now.
Has anyone ever been there?
The thing is.. When it’s summer here.. It’s winter over there.
For me, not a problem, since the winter there is said to still be around 20 degrees all the time, but.. At night.. it’s said to be around 5 degrees O_o And I need to know it pretty sure, you know ^^; So, I can.. talk my mom into it >_>
She likes heat.. I.. don’t.. necessarily..
But if anyone has ever been there.. Please! Tell me stuff 8D
What’s it like? Is it as pretty as it seems and.. Is it worth going? ^^
Or would you prefer Canada (It’s still an option..)? Or another country perhaps?
Tell me if you have plans for this summer already :)

Oh, a few lovely pieces of art that I happen to LOVE:
(Since it's a subscriber feature ONLY to show thumbnails in a journal.. (DOTDOTDOT!..) I shall put the links to the picture.. Please, look at them anyway?)

pisy.deviantart.com/art/Merry-… by :iconpisy:
elenadudina.deviantart.com/art… by :iconelenadudina:
xannijn.deviantart.com/art/Wat… by :iconxannijn:
dante-mk.deviantart.com/art/mu… by :icondante-mk:
enigma00.deviantart.com/art/Re… by :iconenigma00:
linuska.deviantart.com/art/Bea… by :iconlinuska:
fridzalone.deviantart.com/art/… by :iconfridzalone:
iardacil.deviantart.com/art/Co… by :iconiardacil:
bendwater88.deviantart.com/art… by :iconbendwater88:
lillucyka.deviantart.com/art/B… :iconlillucyka:



More to come soon :heart:


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  • Listening to: cars driving by..
  • Reading: work stuff..
  • Watching: content puppet
  • Eating: waiting for pie
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
Edit: I've opened my stock account ^^
:iconsenelfy-stock:
There's not much on there yet, partly because dA doesn't let me upload anything...... But soon to come =3


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I need to whine, okay? So if you don't want to read it, stop now <_<

I'm just seriously fed up with myself! O_O My art facking sucks! And it's driving me crazy! >_>
I just can't seem to get better at anything I do.. And.. it's frustrating.. But what sucks the most is that.. When I make something that I AM actually proud of and that look okay, I'll screw up after that with 10 pieces that suck and lose that just gained, little confidence again..
The thing is: I hardly get feedback from people when I ask for it.. Then how am I going to get better? (Thanks btw to the people that DO try to help :))
I want to learn! >_> I don't really mind if I screw up when I’m learning.. But now, I just got the feeling I’m doing the same thing over and over again.. And it doesn’t get any better.. Just.. worse..

Are you sick of me yet? I wouldn’t be surprised..
If anyone could tell me where I could find really good tutorials, or just other things that can help, it would greatly help me, I think. And if not, it’s okay too. But I just needed to get it out of my system >_>

Another thing: I deleted quite some people from my list who never produce any art or never comment back or whatever. If you’re offended, I’m sorry. Yet, I doubt you’d even read this journal if you were one of those people.

I think I’m going to start a stock account soon =3 I got some pics of which I think they’re pretty useful. But when it’s that time, I’d like you guys to tell me if I’m right xD It’ll probably be Senelfy-Stock or something ^^

I’d appreciate it if you’d just leave a random comment here :) Cause that’d make me feel important..

Thanks to everyone who’s supportive! :heart:
Sorry about the rant >_>


Awesome people:
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Check Them Out :heart:

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  • Listening to: Fallin', on a far away radio..
  • Reading: My hand..
  • Watching: The Screen
  • Eating: Would probably be a good thing..
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
(If you don’t want to read an entire Atla rant, then scroll down, because.. >_> Well, here it comes)

So.. I saw the Avatar finale yesterday..
Let me just say..
Wtf?..
I can’t deny that I’m disappointed.. I expected it to be waay more epic..
Okay, the battle itself wasn’t bad, but my favourite part of it had to be the “Sokka-Toph-Suki” part, since that was the most original and well.. Just most epic O_o
I’m moooooooooore then disappointed in the Azula part.. Man.. I expected Katara to bloodbend, or.. at least something more! But.. yeah..
And it personally leaves me with so many questions >_>
What happened to Azula? To Ursa? To anyone else but the “Heroes” really?? O_o
I’m even the least “insulted” by the fact that Zutara didn’t happen :XD:
Anyway.. If anyone has answers, please do tell me, cause.. I expected way more out of this..

Now ^^ That’s out of the way
I’m proud to say I have answered almost all my messages and seen almost all Dev-Watch deviations!! Yay! :dance:
I’m also sad to say that I have so much inspiration and yet the latest photo-manips I made disappointed me.. I’m probably way overreacting again.. >_> No newsflash there..
But still =[
I’d appreciate it if anyone would have advice or whatever.
And I thank all of you who are supportive! :heart:


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Check Them Out :heart:

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  • Listening to: The fly that's eating the inside of my head slowly
  • Reading: My thoughts... Dun dun dun..
  • Watching: Just.. you! Beware!! &gt;_&gt;
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
Oy.. This weekend was rough..
And I don't mean that because it was busy..
It was emotionally heavy, if you know what I mean..
Saturday I did nothing.. Basically just feeling Blah.. (That was physical x3)
But Sunday it all came out emotionally O_o I bet everyone has days like that, but I totally hate them..
I don't even really know for sure what set it off.. But..
You know those friends that don't EVER contact you in any way and never reply to messages?
Yeah.. I think it just got the best of me.. It was just too much..
I'm probably being really paranoid, but I feel like nobody likes me right now..
I know everyone is soo busy, and I totally understand that.. I'm basically drowning in work as well, but.. Picking up the phone and sending a little message doesn't take that much time, right? Or.. am I the only one that thinks that?.. Think I am..
I don't mind always being the first one the start a conversation, send a message or e-mail or whatever.. But when there's no response, I'm wondering if I'm unwanted, you know? >_>
If people would want to talk to me, they'd start a convo, right? Or maybe I'm really unwanted and some just reply to be nice.. I dunno..
Well, basically that was going through my mind yesterday, and it's still going through it a bit.
And I was being stupid enough to get in a car and drive and almost crashed >_> Seriously.. I had to say to myself: "Get real and pay attention!"
But anyway.. After that all happened, my family came over and I got over it for a bit..
But then at dinner, they started bombing me with questions about what I wanted to do in life and study and just.. be, you know..
And I seriously don't know that.. So I felt really attacked by it O_o "You can do this", "You're good enough to do that!" or "That's soo something you could do!"..
Oh, please! Don't you think I don't know that? Or I wouldn't have done it if I liked it? >_>
I know they're only trying to help, but.. I just couldn't handle it yesterday..
So, I was basically in tears already as they kept going on.. My voice was even shaking when I spoke the little things I said, and I looked at my dad, basically begging him to stop them <_< And he did.. Luckily.. But the harm had already been done..
Anyway, what it comes down to.. I was feeling bleeeeeeeeh and depressed-ish all evening and I had to cry! X3 I hate that! I didn't want to, but I knew I had to, to actually feel a little better..
And one of my real friends offered to listen and be a victim of my rant x3 So I want to thank her greatly for that.. She knows who she is :XD: I love you
Also other people that are just being nice on here, it does mean a lot =3 So thanks <3

I still seriously have no idea what to do with my life.. And every day that passes my fear gets worse, but.. On the other hand I also don't really know what to do about it..
I do look around, but I can't seem to find anything I like enough to.. "go for" you know..
Might you have also been in a situation like this? I'd love to hear how you dealed with it.. It might even help me, or at least give me a little more inner peace, knowing I'm not the only one..

Thank you for reading and (if so) commenting :heart:
  • Listening to: Monkey business &lt;3&lt;3&lt;3&lt;3
  • Watching: The ceiling, with a blank, mellow stare..
  • Playing: Cool, or at least trying to..
  • Eating: Soooooup
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
Guess who tagged me?..
:iconmrjensen: is pure evil, I tell you..
She doesn’t even like my Oprah Winfrey imitations! O_o
I’m heartbroken now.. And to cure it, I decided to do this one x3
Feel  free to fill this one out yourself as well ^^


RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (The last person who gave a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes – Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics


12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear :iconmartesho:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but You're a pervert. I think I realized it Last year Under the bus and I saw you Carve your initials into My father. I'm sure you're Middle-class enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your false teeth to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break Our friendship.

Disgusting regards,
Nicole

Don’t take it personal, I was only doing what I was told :XD:

I know this journal is too long, I'll take care of it later! :shakefish:

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October 5th:
I.. am so pissed..
Lately I've been getting "into" photo manipulation.. So, I decided to give it a go and try my best at it, right?..
Right..
So, yesterday.. I worked on something for like.. half a day and.. It wasn't even that bad! I'm not saying it was good, cause it was my very first thing, but I was a bit satisfied so far..
And then..
I was struck by doom ;__;
That f*cking photoshop! It suddenly did something weird O_o So, I wanted to undo my last action, making it.. not.. responding.. and.. Closing.. the.. application.. Yes.. It.. closed..
And I was soo caught up in doing what I was doing.. I.. didn't safe.. my.. work.. and.. now..
It's all gone.. ;__; :tears:
I swear, I cried :XD: But seriously, I was soo pissed, and still am a bit, cause.. I don't know EXACTLY all actions I did..
I will start over, but.. I don't know, it's not the same.. Hours of work, just.. gone..
I've read it more often in other people's journals, but now.. I really know what it's like..
Anyway.. I needed to get it out of my system..
And if any of you have good advice, tutorials or whatever about photo manip, please? :)

I suck XD :heart:


Oh yeah, IMPORTANT!!!!:

Top Ten Reasons Why Gay Marriage Is Wrong:

1) Being gay is not natural. Real American's always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3)Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behaviour. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and
can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans


Please repost this if you are FOR gay marriage.






If you´re AGAINST THE DISCRIMINATION, copy this text into your introduction:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you think homophobia is wrong. PLZ.
:heart::heart::heart:
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September 22th:
Hiii! :wave:

I sooooo needed to upload my journal for ages! -___-'
But I just didn't know what to write, and honestly, I still don't know ^^;
At the moment I'm working on all kinds of things.. I have like.. 6 stories I'm writing at the same time.. All kinds of drawings/paintings that are unfinished and that I just don't seem to find the time or willing-ness for to finish..
And on top of that, it's awfully busy.. This month is the end of the fiscal year at work, meaning we have to work EXTRA hard to get as many goals that are set for the year as possible to get a good result..
In other words: I'm already kinda dead right now ^^;
But worse: The time I get to rest, the weekends.. They are packed with 'activities' as well! O_o
How the hell am I supposed to keep on living if I can't even breath??
But.. Enough ranting..
Good news??
Tomorrow, September 23rd, is my Nephew's First Birthday!! :)
He's the cutest, for real..
I'm making him a little painting ^^ Even though he won't even notice it.. But that's okay.. He will when he's a bit older :giggle:

Oh, another BIG thing: I've had my drivers licence for almost 2 weeks now! :dance: And I can't describe how much I love it.. No more waiting in the rain for a stinking bus with stinking people that are too big for the small seats and push themselves against you which makes you squeal against the window and are way too loud and noisy and annoying and prevent you from sleeping/writing/listening music/relaxing/basically minding your own business and make you want to kick them in the nu..face..
And another plus: It takes about 40 minutes less to get to work now ^^ I love my little wittle car too :heart: He's cute and his name is Fred :D Yeah, I'm crazy.. Sue me -__-'

Oh yeah, and hereby I'm asking everyone to just.. tell me something randomly O_o I don't know why, but I think it'll distract me from the busyness! ^____^
So, Thanks =3

A bit too much?.. Sorry x3 More came to me while writing, so I thought I could as well write it down..
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  • Listening to: Can you hear me? O.o Work radio...
  • Watching: The work I actually should be doing now.....
  • Playing: My favourite game.. With your brain..
  • Eating: Carrots
  • Drinking: Water, as always!
Okay okay okay…
So, I got tagged.. Yay.. :XD:
Thanks a lot, :iconmrjensen: ^^; :slow: I still love you.. X3 :evillaugh:



1. Post these rules
2. People Tagged must post 8 things each about themselves in their journals
3. Tag 6 people and post their icons on the same journal
4. Go to their pages and send a message that says you tagged them
5. No Tag-Backs

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1. I am Extremely Pro-Gay <3 And I support them through all! They don't deserve what they're being put through! =( If you don't agree.. Then.. Go away.. Now! :XD:

2. I think I suck at EVERYTHING I do.. Sad, but true.. I have little self esteem ^^;

3. I'm scared of Everything :XD: Seriously! Name it and I'm scared of it! (Sad but true as well..)

4. If you are my friend, I'd do Anything for you, Without expecting something back (which, if done, of course would be greatly and highly appreciated :XD:)

5. My family is my everything <3 I could care less about Anything else in the world.

6. I have a desk in my room, and on it are pictures of all my friends from across the world! (..Like someone actually cares.. X3)

7. My biggest addiction: Cartoons! And I'm trying hard to find a way to make my addiction my profession somehow.. (I dream of being a voice actor ^^) And I know I'm a 19-year-old! I don't care.. I think I'll still be watching when I'm freaking 10395729859028375029840 years old.. ^^; You get my point..

8. I love you guys more then you know :love: :heart: :XD: (How random!) I didn't know what else to say…. :slow:



Okay.. I guess that was it! :giggle:
I hope you people don't mind being tagged! :lmao:

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I'm sorry, you guys.. :heart: But you've been tagged :XD: I hope you don't mind.. And if you do.. :giggle:

For your info: I thought I'd as well put this here, so I don't have to make another journal.. Friday I'll be leaving for Croatia! For 3 whole weeks! :D And I'm super excited about it! The downside is that there probably will be no internet.. (I will try, but I don't think so..) meaning that I won't be around.. And also that I can't really draw or write! ='( But then again, it will give me the time to Really relax :XD: So, might I not see you anymore.. 'I'll be back..' 8D
See ya in 3 weeks! :heart: :wave:

And thanks for reading!! xD :heart:
(Oh.. Btw.. I'm not that miserable anymore, but on this work computer I can't seem to get my mood changed X3)
  • Listening to: The Prayer live - Andrea Bocelli &amp;Celine Dion
  • Watching: Friends &lt;3
  • Eating: Just had dinner
  • Drinking: Water, as always
I don't know what's up with me lately…
I think I have some sort of block.. :worry:
Every time I draw something, it just looks like SH*T! And I mean SH*T! And I hate it!
And it frustrates me so bad..
Cause I have a bunch of ideas in my head, but.. As soon as I try to do some of them, they all just suck.. :no:
I'm always very tough on myself, but still.. I know when something really sucks or not, you know..
I'm seriously doubting my drawing/ writing skills..
I'm never really that sure of my art :XD: But this stuff just all confirms that I suck :
And even now, I feel like drawing soo much, but.. I don't wanna do it, if the results are so disappointing, you know?
Maybe I'm just way overreacting, probably.. But I just feel frustrated, and right now, I have no clue what to do about it..
Maybe someone can give me a little advice? :)

Oh, and just so you know:
I love all you guys who's been commenting and faving and just.. being nice and what not :D It means a lot to me! :hug: THANKS!! :heart:
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