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Journal Entry: Mon Sep 17, 2018, 10:29 PM

This work is representative of the artist’s intense personal growth associated with a return to the essence of painting - the organic mark and an emotive quality of line that connects the present to a storied visual traditional of expression.

These works are a continuation of a rich historic tradition that first saw humans making marks to communicate and record their awareness of life with its alternating events of joy and the pain of loss.

This collection of work, with roots tracing to Lyrical Abstraction, as well as drawing from decades of experience working with digital technologies, also has given rise to its own aesthetic, characterized as Elemental Collaborativism. A hallmark of this is the inclusion of the chaotic process of natural elements used not randomly, but with chaos as a brush, handled with intent and to a powerful emotive effect.

Gone from this work is the detached irony or the clinical Modernist motive of ‘material for its own sake’ - replaced by an emphasis on the development of an intense and stormy visual dialect of implicit allegory and emotion that are as old as humanity itself.


Many Garcias

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 3, 2018, 9:22 AM
Hey just wanted to say thanks to all you great people who stop by and visit. 
It’s been a busy few da—okay, years. But, even though I’m not around as much as I’d like, just wanted to say I appreciate the time you spend checking out the work.

On this day in...

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 16, 2018, 10:59 AM
Those who do not learn from history... something something, oh whatever, "The Apprentice" is on!

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Vale La Pena

Journal Entry: Wed May 16, 2018, 6:54 PM
There are those for whom, the pursuit of a life as an artist is an affectation; an elective, a chosen profession, and a role to play where the cultivation of their image is more important than the work they create. For others, being an artist is no more a choice than the color of your eyes or skin or hair.


Journal Entry: Mon May 14, 2018, 12:13 AM
Curious that, for our own comfort, and to keep at bay, the overwhelming alternative of admitting how little power we actually wield - we hold contests and judge each other’s efforts to interpret and channel a force more chaotic and powerful than can ever be fully contained or reasonably gauged, and congratulate each other with certificates and pieces of paper or pixels that, essentially mean nothing to the source of the creative impulses that make the work possible.

That said, I’m happy to announce that I’ll have work on exhibit at the Zanesvlle Museum of Art, in June of 2018.


Journal Entry: Sun Apr 22, 2018, 10:43 AM
People ask, “what’s the work about”, and I’m never entirely sure that I’m answering the question. At the core it’s about participating in the act of creation, ushering into existence, new moments of reality.

But it’s more than any overly- mystic sounding explanation. It’s real, and present, and current. It’s contemporary to our "now", our experience of reality that will be both the same and different for generations in the future, who just as we today have been preceded by so many in the past, are preceded by us.

So then, it’s about participation in creation that, while defined by a precise moment in time, also occurs because of a drive that exists outside of time. It’s about participation in a timeless act of creation.

It’s exercising the human birth-right of mark making, an insuppressible drive to respond to whatever force inside our species motivates us to communicate and to question.

It was Aliens...

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 23, 2018, 9:53 PM

In watching the History Channel, I’ve come to learn that, regardless of the question, 100% of the time, ancient astronaut theorists believe the answer is “yes”.


Journal Entry: Mon Aug 28, 2017, 7:39 AM
This is exactly what it's like when I'm painting:

The Tourtured Artist

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 27, 2017, 9:09 AM

So we've all heard the expression "tortured artist".

It's a bit of a pop culture joke these days but let's dig a little deeper for a minute and think about that expression. There is an aspect of truth in the expression. 

You see, the upside of being an artist is that we are virtually indestructible.

I don't mean physically of course, but rather emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. By virtue of our artistic affliction, artists have the ability to absorb and transform negative and painful experience in unique ways.

This isn't to say that our wounds are ever fully undone. On the contrary, it hurts like hell and we feel the all of the horrible symptoms associated with the injury --- possibly to an even greater degree because of the inherent intuitiveness of our nature. 

But that's also where the magic happens.

As though metabolizing poison, pain makes us stronger if we can learn to let it happen. It is never pleasant of course. It takes patience, time, perspective, and unfortunately - practice, but for the artist - suffering is inevitably a source of unlimited power and painful experience becomes the catalyst for summoning formidable creative force.

So good luck trying to hurt artists. 

We learn in time that our wounds are only temporarily destructive and that suffering, when we learn to process it, is a native language that unites us.

There really is a powerful truth to the "tortured artist" cliché. 

Work to have a happy life but on the occasions when that isn't possible, remember that within all of us is the ability to transmute pain into enormous power and beauty, rather than succumbing to suffering. 

It's probably the coffee talking

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 26, 2017, 9:21 AM
In art, as in life, setback and obstacle are inevitable.
We are bound to walk down the wrong roads and encounter dead ends.

What choice is there then, than for as long as you are alive, to admit your humanity, recognize that no one lives without failure or disappointment, and to double down, work harder and channel those experiences into resolve to overcome the next barrier?

We are only ever in competition with ourselves, mentally, spiritually, physically, to see how much harder we can push, how much more pain we can endure, and how much stronger we can become in the process.

One of my favorite expressions is, "sometimes the best way out, is through".
It's fact. There is no finish line.

Okay, that's all the inspirational bullshit from me today. Stop reading this and get out there and kick your own ass into becoming better at overcoming whatever is in your way, and remember, you don't suffer or rejoice alone. The world is with you.

Beware of Tourists

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 24, 2017, 9:30 AM

Hello. I'm not in the habit of dispensing relationship advice.

In fact, if history is any indication, I'm probably one of the least qualified people to do so. 

Years ago, I had a painting professor tell me that life as an artist is a calling and that it comes with sacrifice. Being younger, I didn't really understand. With more time, I've begun to see what she meant.

So there is something I've noticed that I want to share with any of you who find yourself, by some quirk of biological programming, to be afflicted and blessed with the vocation of being an artist.

There are people out there that I call "tourists".

These are men and women who for whatever reason, think it would be interesting and fun to be in a relationship with an artist.

They like the idea and perhaps the "edgy" prestige that comes with being able to say they're with someone who is an artist. Maybe they have similar leanings and want to live vicariously through you. I'm not sure what motivates them, to be honest.

When you're in a relationship with a tourist, everything is fine when things are kept to interactions where you maintain the usual façade that is required by most most superficial social settings. 

There are some who will also tolerate the long and strange hours that artists keep, that to the "normals", borders on the obsessive. 

What tourists don't or aren't able to understand is that there is no "off" switch. That this isn't a life you chose but it is intrinsically who you are. The same intensity that attracts them initially, is also ultimately what begins to erode the relationship.

You may find that tourists can't or won't accept the degree to which ALL experience affects you. When you're inescapably connected to whatever source gives you the ability to open views into worlds no one else is able to access, that comes at a cost of "normalcy". 

Usually the things that are important to tourists are intolerable to you. They seem to you, concerned with things that are insipid or meaningless and you wonder how -  in their pursuit of material objects or social status - they can bear to overlook the hundreds of thousands of moments of pure wonder that are available in every day.

If you've found yourself in a tourist relationship, it happens and hopefully it hasn't hurt too much to find out what they really are. There's nothing wrong with us. Artists are attractive to these same people BECAUSE of the things they later cite as reasons they can't be around us. 

Relationships come and go, but the art we make is above that. It will never quit, and we shouldn't either.

Obviously this is just my experience and opinion and not everyone is like that, and it is possible to be both an artist and in a solid relationship. 

But, I have realized that, if you're lucky to have a relationship (romantic or otherwise) with someone who accepts and understands (as much as they can) who and what you are, it's probably a good idea to remind them how much you appreciate them. 

So, to that end:

We don't know each other in "real life",  but you all are the latter to me, and I appreciate you all, and the time you spend visiting here. 

A bit about process...

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 21, 2017, 2:41 AM

So much in the present day has been photographically catalogued and documented incessantly, that the level of saturation of representation is greater and more instantaneous than at any point ever in human history. 

This has many positive benefits but for the work I'm making it requires that I tune this out, close down that "feed" of immediately accessible mechanical rendering and instead, in a psychically quieter method, turn inward in partnership with chance and chaos, to bring into being, imagery that doesn't aesthetically describe any reality that is readily named or so easily accessible. 

I am not relying on observation of the external world but working to contribute to it; bringing views and images that are only accessible perhaps to the subconscious, into consciousness. 

Whatever forms and vistas arrive, they have a familiar and repeating arrangement of formal elements that I'm beginning to recognize. They seem to adhere to a set of rules that is uniquely their own; one that I'm still working to document and one day more fully understand. 

To get there I get out of the way of the work and wait for it to arrive and guide me, letting it reveal in itself, worlds and moments that I'd never have access to through base observation of our overly and instantly documented shared reality. 

I can tell you, there is a very distinct sensation when the work takes over and the "ride" begins. I'm reminded of descriptions of Vodún ceremonies where what those practitioners refer to as the Loa are sought and summoned, and the participants are "ridden" by the spirits.

It's hard to put into words without making the process seem unnecessarily dramatic and mystic but it's a very distinct sensation that, more often than not when I'm working while listening to music, makes painting indistinguishable from dancing.

Bone to pick

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 20, 2017, 12:26 PM
We never really get to see our own skeletons. That makes me a little sad.


Journal Entry: Fri Jul 14, 2017, 11:17 AM

"Abstraction in art is no more abstract than isolated words in literature".

--- Zhao Wuji

What's Next?

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 12, 2017, 11:24 AM

Personally I'm enamored with the 2D, the surface, the contained space. I'm not personally interested in video or overtly sculptural hybrid painting work right now.

There's certainly nothing wrong with those media at all,

and you can always find some wonderful examples but I'm personally very interested in the deliberately two dimensional, contained, 90 degree angular object-ness that has long been associated with the format of painting. 

You can use a digital device to read news and stories and still have a nostalgic fondness for the tactile format of a book or magazine or newspaper. 

There's seemingly a rush to define the next "big thing" in painting.

Painting itself is already an enormous network and universe to explore. We, as contemporary artists haven't always taken advantage of the new technology that will allow for plumbing the depths of the past, to learn about our artistic genealogy, before art schools and art fairs and art markets etc., pressure us to define the next wave. 

The entirety of the history of painting and finding out how we personally relate to it, I think is the best "next thing" to consider. 

We have to become the best version of who we are now, and let history worry about how that all fits in later. 


Right now, we have to heed those instincts and do what we are compelled to do, and make the work we are compelled to make.


Journal Entry: Sat Jul 1, 2017, 7:00 AM

To be an artist is to content yourself with toiling in near anonymity and obscurity, knowing that you're among a collective of hundreds of thousands who, bound by compulsion, work ceaselessly to generate the trove of cultural componentry that will be discovered and utilized by generations that haven't yet been born. 


Journal Entry: Fri Jun 2, 2017, 10:40 PM
Having to live your life in a unidirectional linear manner is annoying. We should be able to skip forward and backward whenever we want.

Still here

Journal Entry: Tue May 2, 2017, 7:57 AM
Thanks very much to everyone who has stopped by and visited. I truly appreciate the time you spend checking out the work.
Life is not slowing down, and brings with it every day a variety of joy and horror. But, the wheel keeps turning.

Thanks for being out there and in here.

RIP Bernie Wrightson

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 21, 2017, 6:55 AM


Journal Entry: Fri Mar 10, 2017, 1:21 PM
You know, it's uncanny. This site has "LOST" animal posters, and I was thinking about making EXACTLY the same thing.
That is such a weird feeling! Well I am glad someone else already has.