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the rejection of all religious and moral principles, in the belief that life is meaningless.
  • Listening to: elton john
  • Reading: news
  • Watching: to catch a predator
  • Playing: ig
  • Eating: fried fowl bottom
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that a guy from my highschool used mechanical worms as as a weapon. lots of people lost their jobs and began to march. i was the only one who could keep a job. people began to steal. i almost lost my fingers to mechanical worms. children were firing guns. i woke up to an empty apartment and i felt that i must know more about electronics. 20190304 080820
  • Listening to: cars
  • Reading: realists at work
  • Watching: to catch a predator
  • Playing: nhl 18
  • Eating: roni and cheese
  • Drinking: lemonade
i had a dream that an art professor told me to stay off social media while i am in school. i dreamt that i needed a british power cord and i dreamt that my mother could not find a job.
  • Listening to: magic - coldplay
  • Reading: google app
  • Watching: to catch a predator
  • Eating: chicken and roni
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i visited my brother in jamaica and he had three brothers that were more skilled than me. i was selling shoes to people and i made good music. i managed to fix my old cimputer without a screw driver.
  • Listening to: fortnite
  • Reading: hobbies
  • Watching: dancers
  • Playing: nhl 18
  • Eating: vegetables
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that a girl that i liked had feelings for me but that she became sick and died. i dreamt that my mother could not find food or a job. lava people were coming from holes in the ground. i dreamt that people were throwing rocks at my head because i went to the bank. then another group of people sought revenge. there were groups of people that stole my art.
  • Listening to: justin blu
  • Reading: how to
  • Watching: justin blu
  • Playing: nhl 18
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i was in middle school. a girl was writing her will. the other boys looked like angels but they caused trouble. i was taking an easy math test. i was helping kim kardashian feel good. and there was a rapper that would not eat figs because it rhymed with pig. i had nice shoes. there was a medical issue with the girl that i liked.
  • Listening to: summer of sixty nine bryan adans
  • Reading: game programming program description
  • Watching: brother ben x
  • Playing: zelda breathe of the wild
  • Eating: beef
  • Drinking: water and ice
i had a dream that i was the only one in a class to do my homework and to do my practice exercises. then a kid started to play soccer with his rich father.
  • Listening to: my town glass tiger
  • Reading: game programming program description
  • Watching: brother ben x
  • Playing: zelda breathe of the wild
  • Eating: yogurt
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i was going to university at some school in the united states. i was asking around for someone to help me learn computer programming. i found a guy to help me and he wanted me to pay him a queen for one hour of tutorial. so we started a lesson and i learned that he liked gold watches. and i had access to a bunch of gold jewellery. so i gave the guy two gold watches. i was looking at gold chains but i stopped looking at them because i did not know if they were real and i did not know their price. i then decided to go inside the school and i saw a few people that i knew from highschool. one worked in a circus instead of being a doctor and another was a repair man instead of being an accountant. when i went into the school i saw some big paintings that i knew how to recreate.
  • Listening to: donald trump money
  • Reading: game programming
  • Watching: hard earned
  • Playing: nhl
  • Eating: veggie burger
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i had two pairs of really good shoes. i wanted to buy pop from a vending machine so i bought two cokes and i received one free. i was with two old friends and they showed how to confuse wild dogs and horses. i found a secret way to go to the mall. i went to my middle school to see that there was lots of gang activjty and a friend was sharing juice with me. drake helped me retrieve something from my friend and drake was laughing at me. i went into my middleschool homeroom and the girl that iliked turned into an egyptian. she liked video games and she regretted that our friendship had ended. i wrote in the yearbook of another girl but i could not write neatly. the father of another girl kept interrupting me as i wrote.
  • Listening to: donald trump money
  • Reading: game programming
  • Watching: hard earned
  • Playing: nhl
  • Eating: veggie burger
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i was on the bus to my university and there were these two guys that kept taking bad student card photos of me.
  • Listening to: simone
  • Reading: game programming
  • Watching: blue sky
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: potatoes
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that dolphins were fighting with beavers. then some of my family members went to go eat at a restaurant but we saw that every place had a long lineup. mcdonalds and pizza pizza had long lineups but the longest lineup was at dominion for their roasted chicken. only my cousin and i had money. everybody else in line was poor. i had gold tags on my shoe.
  • Listening to: cbc radio one
  • Reading: game programming
  • Watching: beans greens tomatoes potatoes
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: cheese and potatoes
  • Drinking: water
i had dream that drake the rapper was telling me how he made music. i learned nothing from him. pretty girls were waiting in a bed for me.
  • Listening to: how to dress well
  • Reading: google news
  • Watching: brenna
  • Playing: mindcraft
  • Eating: cheese and potatoes
  • Drinking: water
if life was a thing that money could buy then the poor wouldnt live and the rich wouldnt die.
  • Listening to: how to dress well
  • Reading: google news
  • Watching: ted talks
  • Playing: mindcraft
  • Eating: cheese and potatoes
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that my  mom was riding a bike through the ghetto.
  • Listening to: breaking brown yvette carnell
  • Watching: brother ben x
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: water
i realized just now that i can not afford to waste any time. i can draw and read. i need to spend more time drawing and reading. if i properly manage my time then i could do some good things. do not waste time sean. focus sean focus.
  • Listening to: ahead by a century
  • Reading: notes
  • Watching: bbw solo toying
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: chicken carcus
  • Drinking: sorrel
i had a dream that i was in my highschool art class while final exams were going on. all the grade twelves were worried about running out of canvas to paint on. i went downstairs to the cafeteria and the grade elevens were hoarding paint.

i understand now that having paint is more important than having canvas.
  • Listening to: ahead by a century
  • Reading: google news
  • Watching: bbw solo rubbing
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: potatoes
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that i was in school and the teacher wanted to learn more about android tv boxes. then i went swimming with my cousins. then i went to play socccer with some friends. the canadian soccer team won the world cup.
  • Listening to: icey young thig
  • Reading: foundations of game engine development mathematics
  • Watching: bbw solo toying
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: bread and cheese
  • Drinking: water
i like games because theyre fun. just believe in your dreams. believe in your dreams. and you could follow your passion. and then you can make all the games you want. you could be the most successful game company ever created. just believe in your dreams. as long as you work hard and put your back into it. you will create the most best games you can make ever. so believe in your dreams and put your back into it.

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  • Listening to: life is a highway
  • Reading: foundations of game engine development mathematics
  • Watching: lana vop
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: chickens
  • Drinking: water
life is still good. i waste time. i still have great oppurtunity. i hope that things go well in these next two years. i am glad that there is new faith. i am happy that there is fresh hope. the mind is wonderful. it is fun to try to think like a child. children can think some far out stuff.  children have no bills. children have fewer sources of stress.
  • Listening to: the cars drive
  • Reading: realists at work
  • Watching: bbw solo toying
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: water
all humans have the same fate but all humans have a different destiny. destiny is the individual ride of life white fate is the common destination of death shared by all living things. a person can change his or hers destiny but a person cannot change his or hers fate.
  • Listening to: always a woman
  • Reading: realists at work
  • Watching: chubbu solo toying
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: water