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  • Listening to: baby wont you come my way
  • Reading: adobe photoshop 11 classroom in a book
  • Watching: chubby mulatta grinds on it until she quivers
  • Playing: NHL 3
  • Eating: cheese bread
  • Drinking: soda pop
i drew two portraits and they are okay but i realize that i do not love them or care about them as much as i should. so i should probably draw faces that i will like even if i mess up the face in a drawing.

i dream drawings. i dream movies. i dream games. i dream music.

amen brothers and sisters.
  • Listening to: baby wont you come my way
  • Reading: adobe photoshop 11 classroom in a book
  • Watching: chubby mulatta grinds on it until she quivers
  • Playing: NHL 3
  • Eating: cheese bread
  • Drinking: soda pop
2018 10 05 06 32 56

i want to learn game programming. i will probably make poor quality games at first but it is mostly game debugging rather than game programming. i do not like the word code.

i want to make animated short videos. i sometimes want to make animated blue movies like i see on the internet but i do not know if it serves its purpose as a blue movie. i do not watch animated blue movies because it does not fool me but i have seen some great blue movie animated gifs.

i want to make music like elton john and rod stewart. i have been listening to lots of soft rock and i like soft rock alot.

i love wasting time on instagram. i like to look at pretty girls on instagram.

i like to paint in photoshop. i like cheap food.

stress is bad so i relax and destress. relax brothers and sisters. life is great. we are all blessed to be alive. life is a big place for us to live.

set high goals so that you will learn something after you fail.

in the future there will be no religion and no politics. in the future it will be easier to know that people are all the same. humans are all the same.

i have good luck in someways.
  • Listening to: right here waiting
  • Reading: mathematical foundations of gsme programming
  • Watching: slim yellabone knows how to ride
  • Playing: NHL 3s
  • Eating: cheese bread
  • Drinking: fruit juice
paint first with an 8 pixel pencil brush

go in with a 1 or 2 pixel pencil brush

consider shrinking the image to hright 400

scribble in details and colors by eyedropping from the reference photo
  • Listening to: Mssing You by John Waite
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Work
  • Watching: Big Areola Guyanese riding until Climax
  • Playing: iOS
  • Eating: Bacon Pineapple
  • Drinking: Fruit Juice
if no pressure then do what you want

grind it out. push through.

just draw.

be true to yourself and do whatever makes you happy

you can do whatever you want but there are consequences for every action.u
  • Listening to: Classic Rock
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Work
  • Watching: Big Areola German BBW Satisfying Herself
  • Playing: iOS
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Juice
Dreams can become real. I dreamt of a fast hockey video game. I dreamt of winning a Grammy. I dreamt of movie scenes. If I persevere then some dreams will become real. I hope for enough time because I have opportunity and talent. Dear life.
  • Listening to: Rock
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Work
  • Watching: Big Areola Latina Toying Herself
  • Playing: NHL 2009
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water
I just finished the Chuck Close biography and he said that "Art saved my life more than once." My art is one of the two things that i have faith in.

Chuck Close is paralyzed yet he found a way to do great art. I am on drugs. I would not prefer to be paralyzed so indeed I have an easier life than Chuck Close. Chuck Close has it rough but he is still the greatest painter in history. Chuck has some luck though because he had the wealth to carry him through rough times. I am going through a tough times but I prefer my issues over Chuck Close's issues. Being paralyzed is hard. Being on drugs is hard too but the drugs will stop and I can return to full function.

So if I play my cards right then I have enough time to paint the images that I love. I need to waste less time. I need to motivate myself. I need to inspire myself. Chuck Close said that "Inspiration is for amateurs." One should not require inspiration but I am on drugs. I should be off drugs in time and painting will be easier.

But I have a place to live and I have enough food. I can draw when I can and I can waste time when I have to.
  • Listening to: YouTube
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Work
  • Watching: Fat Labia BBW Rubbing Herself to Bliss
  • Playing: NHL 2009
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Grape punch
the technique that i tried did not work out because it is confusing. so the only technique that i can use is to draw every pixel or to draw horizontal lines. i must spend more time on my art or else it will look bad. okay.

i tried  a short cut and it failed me. i must work on a piece and take as much time as needed. i love you and i hope that you forever have good luck.
  • Listening to: CBC Radio 1
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Fat labia mature pretty blonde shows how to handle
  • Playing: RoBlox
  • Eating: Bacon and pineapples
  • Drinking: C-Plus
Chuck Close 
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  • Listening to: Paul Simon
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Kinky asian girl plays around
  • Playing: RoBlox
  • Eating: Waffles
  • Drinking: Water
We are not alone when we suffer. God made both good days and bad days. The human conditon sees it that we all will be sick and we will all pass away. My mom died from cancer last year and I am sick. This is the human condition. We are vulnerable, We will be sick. We have each other. We can still experience joy and happiness. We are not alone in the pain or laughter.
  • Listening to: Jann Arden
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Tough Jamaican girl rides it like a champ
  • Playing: RoBlox
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water
The vexel style is not working out or I may need to do some color mixing. Even if I do the color mixing then it world still take less time than the pixel photo editing. But I hope to do at least one per week. Dear sweet lord Jesus above save my soul so that i may draw in your bountiful grace of love. :) :) Seacrest out
  • Listening to: Great Big World - We Hold Each Other
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Dark-Skin Girl with Big Boobs Uncontrollable
  • Playing: iPhone SE
  • Eating: Rice and Fowl
  • Drinking: Orange Crush
grind it out and push through

i called a friend to express how i am having difficulty while trying to make my art. i am on antipsychotics that make me not care about lots of things that i know that i love. so the drugs make it difficult to draw and paint.

my friend told me that i must grind it out and push through. so i must try to be tougher in my determination. but things will become better for me. i have new thoughts everyday and i know that i will be better at art in a few years.

i like to see beauty. i like to draw beauty. i like to paint beauty. i must find more things to fall in love with in this great universe. i hate drugs but i will reach through this time of trouble.
  • Listening to: Louis Farrakhan
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Thick Big Boob PYT
  • Playing: nhl2009.exe
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Pepsi
i can not think well right now. i want to draw and paint portraits. i will draw and paint in photoshop. i will draw on paper. i will paint on small and large canvases. i hope that i have a long life to fool around with my art.

i want to reach hyperrealism but i see that hyperrealist art is not always the best image. i see great techniques in hyperrealist art but i see that the aesthetic taste is not always the best. too many artists try to make poor quality images into a hyperrealist image. so i can still make good images even though the images are not hyperrealistic.

yesterday i called a busy friend and i spoke to him quickly for seven minutes. he told that i should just start my art and see where it goes. he told me to cross bridges when i reach them. we both agreed that i have mental constipation and that i need to achieve mental regularity.

i become confused often and i forget that i can make lots of different art styles. i will be over all my foolish thoughts in less thsn two years and then i will be making art everyday. last year was shocking but the future is fine. i hope for a long life and i hope for good images. i have faith in my art.
  • Listening to: When Im with You by Sheriff
  • Reading: Chuck Close Life
  • Watching: Big Boob Blonde MILFs
  • Playing: nhl2009.exe
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Pepsi
love what you love. love who you love. screw up in life. keep wasting time if you enjoy wasting time. keep loving life. wake up and be grateful. you are given life to do what you want with it. amen. stay in love. relax. love life. be fine. draw and relax. eat. no worries.i have a home and food. internet to fool around on. why worry. i am not at the worst position in life. i am not at the best position. but i have. hope for more life and more good things. keep on keeping in love with this.
  • Listening to: glass tiger
  • Reading: news
  • Watching: seinfeld
  • Playing: codbo3
  • Eating: pasta
  • Drinking: Water
i want to draw. i want a long life. i want to draw everyday. i want to draw everyday.

i have first world problems. i have food and a home. i have no right to complain. my life is better than a lot of the humans that have ever existed.

i need to keep drawing. art has treated me well. i want to stay home and draw.

i need to spend more time on my art.

relax. be fine. love life.
  • Listening to: crazy youtubers
  • Reading: news
  • Watching: seinfeld
  • Playing: nhl 2009
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water
someone told me that a man is the most powerful thing in this universe. men are wise but the universe is trickier.

i read a book that said that each human body has two dollars worth of precious materials in it. but one knows that one is worth more than two dollars.

if life was a thing that money could buy then the poor would not live and the rich would not die.

death has no manners. death does what it wants to. we are born on earth and we do not stop crying until we die.

men want to live on mars but men do not know how to live together on earth.

there was a girl that did not want kids. so her friend told her that her child could be hitler or her child could cure cancer. everything that ever happens only happens in this life. so choose life.

when you are a slave then the options in your life are collaboration or resistance. if one resists then they and their offspring are gone. but if a slave collaborates with the master then the slave has life and hope. if there is life then there is hope. any life is better than no life. a live dog is better than a dead lion. always choose life so that you and yours may live.

i have experienced having a losing hand and fnding a way to win. also theree are cases of having a winning hand and finding a way to lose. think of celebrity suicides.

as long as you do not want to die then you have a grasp on this world. circumstances can  change. the world is becoming better. i was born in a house with no running water or plumping. when i used a toilet for the first time then i fell in love. i did not know what a toilet was but when i used one then i felt nice.

my circumstance at this moment is a funny one. but consider the all jokes in my story. humans are dust. we will be here for a while and then we will be gone. so enjoy whatever you can enjoy in life. do not worry about rubbish in life. one should find things in life to love and then go crazy. but the lack of discipline or sanity will catch up with one.

eat drink and be happy because one day you will be dead. love who you love. love what you love.

what is man but a rising ape that likes to through crap. we are not fallen angels because humans are becoming better. i hope that the world can work through its troubles. i hope that i can work through my troubles. keep drawing. just draw what you care about.

hope is the best thing in life. hope can save lives. not everybody experiences enough love but hope can fill the fill in the spaces that lack love.

one must walk in faith nowadays. i do not mean that they are all churchy. but one will walk in darkness where one cannot see anything and one has no control. but wake up everyday and do what you love. everyone deserves happiness. everybody deserves a bit of joy. people on the internet appear happier than they actually are.

be happy. have faith. take courage. hold onto hope. fall in love with more permutations from this universe.

what is a man.
  • Listening to: Bruce Cockburn
  • Reading: Receipts
  • Watching: lightskin mulatta shows her man how she rides
  • Playing: Zelda
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water
Sean never forget who you are.
  • Listening to: CBC Radio
  • Reading: News
  • Watching: SSBBW pooping on a bun
  • Playing: NHL Blades of Steel
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Poop
I suck at age 30. Imagine me at age 35 or 40. I thought that I could hve a long life but it turns out that I will die very young. That is life.

I am a failure. Do not not do what I have done. Listen to Bill Gates. Why did I not read the books by Bill Gates.

You will try. You will fail. Itll all work out in the end. You will die. Go to Hell. Itll all work out in the end.

Give him life for what he did and give him death for what he probably did.
  • Listening to: CBC Radio
  • Reading: News
  • Watching: SSBBW Squirting on Sliced Bread
  • Playing: NHL Blades of Steel
  • Eating: Hot Beef
  • Drinking: Poop
dont kill people.
love who you love.
relax.
do not humiliate people.
love life.
relax.
be fine.
be good.
relax. 
  • Listening to: Crazy Black Identity Extremists
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Life
  • Watching: SSBBW Mulatta Bubblegum Punny Sweetness
  • Playing: NHL Blades of Steel
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Cranberry Juice
princes will crawl and beggars will be on horse back.
  • Listening to: Coldplay
  • Reading: Chuck Close: Life
  • Watching: Pinky SSBBW Mulatta Christian Sweetheart
  • Playing: NHL Blades of Steel
  • Eating: Pasta
  • Drinking: Water