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i had a dream that i bought a chocolate ice cream bar from a convenience store. i then began to walk to another plaza and i came to a busy plaza that had great stores. one store was an art store but when i went inside of it then it only had customer service agents on their phones. then i left that store to go into a fabric store. the fabric store also sold canvas and they ended up giving me some free stretched canvas with my original order. so i left the store late at night with some high quality canvas from the roll and about six custom stretched canvases.
  • Listening to: ooh la la
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: pov
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: iced water
i tried to draw with a simpler pixel technique but it does not always look good. at this point i will just lock myself away and draw everypixel of a photo. i have hundreds of images that i want to draw. i will draw them. see you later at the other end of the universe. i will just make portraits by drawing every pixel. i will forget about games music and animation. the pixel portraits look great when i do a good job. no worries no worries. life is good. be good be fine. amen. hamza logos hamza.
  • Listening to: bryan adams straight from the heart
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  • Drinking: sugar water
i had a dream that i went to a really big dollar store. i spent time shopping and looking at all the great stuff. i want to buy keychains and pouchbags. after i shopped at the store then the owner wanted to cook some food for me. the store reminded me of shopping at bramalea city centre.
  • Listening to: naked eyes
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: vop lana :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: sugar water
i had a dream that i was watching a comedy special on tv and i became hungry. i went to my old kitchen and i saw so much watermelon. there was watermelon of all shapes and sizes on my kitchen counter. there was also lots of bananas and oranges on the counter. and one of my aunts told me that my mom had cooked a big pan of lasagna for me.
  • Listening to: elton john
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: vop lana :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: sugar water
i had a dream that the girl that i like had a baby. we were in a classroom and the teacher found a ring that belonged to the girl that i liked but she did not care about the ring because it was a cheap ring.

i found out that i won the who dat iz award for the most striking entrance into school. i won another award for my drawing skills. i gave both awards to a good friend. then my good friend ran away to switch the names on the awards so that he could show his folks about his success.

i then spoke about how i wanted to break copyright laws. then two people told me that i would have to give up half of my money if i broke copyright.
  • Listening to: elton john
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: vop lana :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: sugar water
life is a blessing. i have a place to live. i have food to eat. i have pictures to draw. i will paint for the rest of my life. i want to die at an old age. i will be the prime minister of canada when i grow up. i hope to not go blind.

life is a gift. i wish that i did not waste so much time. i am crazy. i like pretty noses.
  • Listening to: ahead by a century
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: vop lana wbb :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: sugar water
i had a dream that i made some giant oil portrait paintings that were shown at my old highschool. they were shown for two years and people loved them. then my teacher spoke to the class about why the economy was failing.
  • Listening to: straight from the heart
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: vop lana :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: corn and peas
  • Drinking: sugar water
i love how this girl just looked. this guyanese mulatto came with them furry books and nightie pajamas. she can have me. she can pop my cherry. yes.
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  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: tanned blonde pov taking it
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: legos
  • Drinking: sugar water
my nurse just asked me how i am. i told her that somethings are good and somethings are bad. she told me that that is life. maybe.

we will all be dead at some point. i see a bunch of junk complications with my drugs. so i may die a painful death or i could take care of my self and live to be 91. i want an easy life and i want an easy death. yes i am greedy and i am inconsiderate.

so i missed out on a few generations of video games and it turns out the games that i want to make already exist. but i still kinda sorta want to make a cheap game. i want to infringe on copyrights and make an nba game and an nhl game. maybe a fifa game too.

i saw that albert camus said that the only problem in life is suicide. as long as a person does not want to kill themselves then their life is fine. this is funny. i often joke to myself that instead of suicide then i would rather masturbate 12 times per day in a dumpster until i can collect a retirement check. at which point i will masturbate all day in an old folks home. lol. life is not that serious. people need to love life because hell is worse that life. i do not know if hell is real but a bunch of yellow red black and white negroes will go there. lol. so put off hell. live life.

did this mulatto girl just say that she had a miscarriage. why are these kids having raw sex. nobody should be having raw sex. raw sex is a suicide attempt. raw sex is for adult entertainment purposes only.

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  • Reading: monograph
  • Watching: guyanese mulatta have a miscarriage?
  • Playing: nba street
  • Eating: corn beans
  • Drinking: room water
i may die a painful death. ed. embollism. blind. stroke. parkinsons. prostate cancer. broken bones. niqqa wtf?
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  • Reading: monograph
  • Watching: guyanese mulatta have a miscarriage?
  • Playing: nba street
  • Eating: corn beans
  • Drinking: room water
when all else fails. make abortions legal. when all else fails. legalizethe the killing of the unborn. kill the unborn because it is their fault that we are seemingly screwed. poison our own water because nobody deserves to live. when all else fails. kill ourselves because no one deserves to die.
  • Listening to: traffic
  • Reading: monograph
  • Watching: guyanese mulatta have a miscarriage?
  • Playing: nba street
  • Eating: corn beans
  • Drinking: room water
2018 11 05 02 48 43

i was low in faith. i was bitter. i was attacked. i lost my mind. people laughed at me. i was discounted. but the logos was there.

living only for pleasure is shallow. people need to care about life.

i had a dream that my mother and my stepfather drove me to a post office at two oclock in the morning. after we came back home my mother wanted to drive us to the supermarket. my mom had nerve damage so she could not see or move properly. but my mother wanted to drive to the grocery store so my stepfather let her drive on a side road to the grocery store. but because of construction the sideroad to the grocery store was closed. so my mother turned the car around and began to take the common way to the grocery store. my stepfather and i walked behind the car for a bit. my stepfather checked the oil at the nearest stop sign and i watched as an indian man patiently waited for us to clear the way so his car could come out of his driveway. the indian man began to direct traffic around our car.

being steadfast is hard. time and talent are gifts. wellwishings have real meaning. wonder in life is like flavour in food. wasted days can happen but wasted years are felt. more happiness always exists. universal feelings do not go away.
  • Listening to: drinking in la
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: guyanese mulatta sitting on the lap of black santa
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: beef and corn
  • Drinking: iced water
i must stay in love no matter what happens to me and no matter what happens to other people.

doctors can not cure a broken mind. doctors watch as drugs destroy people. it is fun to laugh at others until lucks change.

some people have lots of money and assume that they are out of consequence. money does not cause food to grow. the grace of the universe is still a large factor in the world. so let us laugh at bad luck.

2018 11 03 04 01 52
  • Listening to: let it rain
  • Watching: guyanese bbw eats kfc
  • Drinking: water
i had a dream that a girl with a blonde wig was giving me free money into my bank account. the pimp of the blonde wigged girl put a gun to my head to force me to watch the girl sing a concert. i used a toolbox to bash in the head of the pimp and his enforcers. i woke up and i was worrying about the blonde wigged girl.

2018 11 03 01 04 00
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  • Watching: bbw brazilian tanned
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today i found out that there is somebody that i can not draw. so now i will move on. i will make more art. i hope that i can make it to pencils. blessings to all sentient beings. may you all attain infinite blistex in this life time.
  • Listening to: phil collins
  • Reading: chuck close work
  • Watching: tanned brazilian takes it from behind :)
  • Playing: minecraft
  • Eating: beef
  • Drinking: yogurt
dear sean from keys. just believe in your dreams. believe in your dreams and you could follow your passion. and then you can make all the games that you want. you could be the most successful game company ever created. just believe in your dreams. as long as you work hard and put your back into it you will make the most best games that you can make ever. so believe in your dreams and put your back into it.
  • Listening to: the way life goes
  • Reading: adobe photoshop 11 classroom in a book
  • Watching: bbw rubbing herself until climax
  • Playing: NHL 3s
  • Eating: cheese bread
  • Drinking: water
if one has no pressure on oneself then one can do whatever one wants to do.

one must grind it out. one must push through.

one can just draw.

one must be true to oneself and do whatever makes one happy

one can do whatever one wants but there are consequences for every action.
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  • Watching: bbw rubbing herself into paradise
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  • Listening to: baby wont you come my way
  • Reading: adobe photoshop 11 classroom in a book
  • Watching: chubby mulatta grinds on it until she quivers
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i drew two portraits and they are okay but i realize that i do not love them or care about them as much as i should. so i should probably draw faces that i will like even if i mess up the face in a drawing.

i dream drawings. i dream movies. i dream games. i dream music.

amen brothers and sisters.
  • Listening to: baby wont you come my way
  • Reading: adobe photoshop 11 classroom in a book
  • Watching: chubby mulatta grinds on it until she quivers
  • Playing: NHL 3
  • Eating: cheese bread
  • Drinking: soda pop
2018 10 05 06 32 56

i want to learn game programming. i will probably make poor quality games at first but it is mostly game debugging rather than game programming. i do not like the word code.

i want to make animated short videos. i sometimes want to make animated blue movies like i see on the internet but i do not know if it serves its purpose as a blue movie. i do not watch animated blue movies because it does not fool me but i have seen some great blue movie animated gifs.

i want to make music like elton john and rod stewart. i have been listening to lots of soft rock and i like soft rock alot.

i love wasting time on instagram. i like to look at pretty girls on instagram.

i like to paint in photoshop. i like cheap food.

stress is bad so i relax and destress. relax brothers and sisters. life is great. we are all blessed to be alive. life is a big place for us to live.

set high goals so that you will learn something after you fail.

in the future there will be no religion and no politics. in the future it will be easier to know that people are all the same. humans are all the same.

i have good luck in someways.
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