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Do you ever feel defeated?

No, not in the sense that you've failed, but truly defeated, when your body just can't move like it used to and your hands move with a tremor reaching for anything they can grasp. It's on dark, cold nights that she feels it the most. She fights to try and keep her hopes up, but to no avail, with demons dragging her back down where she belongs. Losing is one thing, but to her it means more. Where did she go wrong? She doesn't know. Nothing feels right anymore and she just can't help but cry herself to sleep, wondering what happened. Her life is wonderful. Why does she feel this way? She still doesn't know. It's little things slowly chipping at her until she crumbles, until she just can't do it anymore. Why do people have to act the way they do? She just doesn't know. 

Who is she, to hate life when it has presented everything to her? She feels selfish but can't shake the feeling that something is still wrong. Where did her motivation go? Where is her drive? Everything is gone. A hollow shell in the shape of her body rests where she should be. She looks back at her past, though not long past, and sees the potential, and she crumbles even more, to dust. 

What has she changed to feel this way? She can't know. Defeat is a meaningful word. It means something to her. She can't shake the feeling that things aren't right. She looks for the answer, but nothing appears. She feels the chipping of the fresh paint on herself, revealing the nature of what lies below. It embarrasses her. Beyond herself lies her soul, damaged, tainted, and hollow. Her feelings can't be justified. It's in the nature of depression. She has no reason to feel this way, yet she does. It's just how life intended her to live. She can accept this, but at what cost? The mental toll hurts her, tears at her very being, yet she stands.

Who is she? She doesn't know. What she has become is not her, and she can recognize that. It is her job to continue fighting. Will she? She doesn't know. 

Do you ever feel defeated?

In one way or another, we all do. 

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Welcome to my page! I am Laura, a Tigress who has a hobby in drawing. Most of the art on this page are things I uploaded because I (a) Liked it or (b) Had nothing to upload at the moment so I uploaded sketches (Not like I do that or anything <.<; )

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Calvin286 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019
Happy birthday and enjoy these Gorgeous Freeman videos: 
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Thank you so much!
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Happy Birthday!
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yO DUDE HAVE A VEDRY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME DAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KJSFGVGHKJGHVJAHGHVAKJHGAFGH :heart: :heart: :heart:
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