uh wow whoops. hello everyone!!
although i'm not so sure if people still follow my journal or even my dA...!!!
it's been a long time since i last updated my journal. and in that time span, A LOT of things happened.
other than forever working and dicking around with my art, i've been doing nothing. <-LIES
but the most shocking thing that happened to me was when my dad died last april.
-moment of silence-
ok yes, he died. and it was very sudden too. the whole family wasn't expecting it as well!
from what the doctor told me, his heart was enlarged and one of the veins...tubes? pumping blood to his heart exploded.
there was a blockage in his heart, and like when stepping on a hose, it'll keep on expanding until it explodes.
it was really really sad since my mom was a total wreck, my brother was flipping his shit out, and my other siblings were crying and all that.
we couldn't even say goodbye to him. and that's what makes me really sad and depressed.
his wake also wasn't the best thing ever, since whenever my mom would walk in, she would freak the fuck out and just helping her calm down was one of the hardest things my siblings and i had to do since it was already taxing enough to remove her hands from his casket, and wheeling her out with a wheelchair.
thankfully, my best friends SleepyMinato
, Jazel, Miguel and wintaamero
were there to visit me. my boyfriend was also there on the first day of his wake, until the third day.
on the day of his cremation, there was lots of crying and crying. my brothers had to hold my mom back since we had to admit her to the hospital a few days before due to pneumonia.
sometimes it's hard to forget that he's gone, but i think i'm getting used to life without him. ah well, no one can really know, not even myself.
BUT enough about the sad stuff!!
i finally have bravely default and i really like the game! although i'm not so cool about repeating the whole game in the middle of the game. what? you don't understand? well, you're going to have to play the game to know exactly what i'm talking about.
i've also been replaying old games in the psp. like suikoden 1, suikoden 2, grandia 1... mostly old psx rpgs!!
well, that's all i have to update!
let's wait another couple of months until i update this journal then!