Heaven is a place where some people call nirvana and this is the place that Connor hoped to stay or have a place to stay with Jasper. Being an only child and being groomed to take his birth father's place he envies the rich and the privileged he had always thought if he would live Jasper's life or be with Jasper it would truly a place he can call heaven, even just for seven minutes.
He had been doing this ever since he met Jasper. He had always admired him and a bit envious that the older one had more things than he possesses. He would save every hand me down clothes that Jasper had given him, every used toy, broken or sometimes brand new and just to spite his father would give it to Connor. Connor's father would lecture him for eagerly accepting everything that Jasper gives him.
His father's words always rung in his brain, "Know your place, yahzi." His father would admonish him and yet would call him little one affectionate