when i can't sleep vol 2.
when i can't sleep i write you poetry it often begins like this...
my heart is a house eclipsed by airplanes masquerading as love.
you see i use clever metaphors to cover the fact that i am just damaged
that every man i've slept with wasn't you and would not be, just faces
cannon fodder merely to win the big battle with boredom and depression
i write openly and quite raw, were it even moreso you'd be salmonella flavoured
i promise i'm not a monster, just misunderstood and i don't know who to be
for you i was the girl who was clever,funny,interesting, wrote quirky things
my accent coiled it's way around your heart from the bottom and never advancing
i wanted a top to the bottom, waking up with you beside me kind of love
i am using my words to let you know, that no i am not ok, despite saying it
in fact i've written letters to god, i don't know if he reads them or stamps them REJECT
because our relationship has been quite rocky over the years and sometimes i forget him
and sometimes i th