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So, I am waiting dizzy with anticipation my heart is suspended just above my shoulders and not quite to my ears, my breathing is heavy-nervous you see what i want to say is or see is or know is well i am stumbling over words, phrases, paragraphs to simply say, i think about you and hope that you think about me too, because i really want you to know that i want to know you and that my stomach feels kind of sick and my head is starting to pound my brain is full of only one thought it's...that there is three words,three syllables repeating, repeating, repeating pleasesayyes.
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i don't care what you wanted want do not want want when it is quiet at night, aside from the hum of fluorescent lighting i go to places in my head where it's ok to be alone and less than extraordinary i fish for stars , fall out of my boat, drown in galaxies and regurgitate nebulae i am everything and nothing at the same time, torn only from my reverie by the tiny bit of humanity which pulls me back to reality. gotta go!
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were you raised in a barn?
close the door Agnes, he left.
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three syllables
So, I am waiting dizzy with anticipation my heart is suspended just above my shoulders and not quite to my ears, my breathing is heavy-nervous you see what i want to say is or see is or know is well i am stumbling over words, phrases, paragraphs to simply say, i think about you and hope that you think about me too, because i really want you to know that i want to know you and that my stomach feels kind of sick and my head is starting to pound my brain is full of only one thought it's...that there is three words,three syllables repeating, repeating, repeating pleasesayyes.
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when i can't sleep vol 2.
when i can't sleep i write you poetry it often begins like this... my heart is a house eclipsed by airplanes masquerading as love. you see i use clever metaphors to cover the fact that i am just damaged that every man i've slept with wasn't you and would not be, just faces cannon fodder merely to win the big battle with boredom and depression i write openly and quite raw, were it even moreso you'd be salmonella flavoured i promise i'm not a monster, just misunderstood and i don't know who to be for you i was the girl who was clever,funny,interesting, wrote quirky things my accent coiled it's way around your heart from the bottom and n
whencookiemonsterattacks v2.0
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when cookie monster attacks
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l
let's get manic
i don't care what you wanted want do not want want when it is quiet at night, aside from the hum of fluorescent lighting i go to places in my head where it's ok to be alone and less than extraordinary i fish for stars , fall out of my boat, drown in galaxies and regurgitate nebulae i am everything and nothing at the same time, torn only from my reverie by the tiny bit of humanity which pulls me back to reality. gotta go!
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were you raised in a barn?
close the door Agnes, he left.
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here's what i think.
I was a better person when I wrote. I was a better person when I wrote about boys who'd never return my feelings on silver platters, and ships long lost, or drowned, at sea. It sounds like a disaster, but I only write well with the ashes of a crumpled, discarded spirit mixed with the still-warm tears of a troubled soul. Words kept me human, for they are what makes us human, and they distanced me from the animal I could become. All I do now is stalk around the concrete city, pace about my enclosure, and think about how my bitterness and I can never be released in the wilderness again. Before the city stole my words away, I was living in the
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birthdAy '10: decade of deviousness
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ploop!
Remembrance
how do you want to be remembered? me...i am a girl who makes mistakes. i am only a human. no matter how much i want to be more than that.
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Oughter (https://www.deviantart.com/oughter) is to blame for this! :p 9 favourite songs: this is random i love more than 9! kind of blue-miles davis, my favourite mistake-sheryl crow,get real paid-beck,ladytron-seventeen, science genius girl-freezepop,running-no doubt,i'll stand by you-pretenders, imagine-john lennon,lovesong-the cure 9 favourite deviants: dy-dx (https://www.deviantart.com/dy-dx),dxd (https://www.deviantart.com/dxd),Jon-Law (https://www.deviantart.com/jon-law),radioPooh (https://www.deviantart.com/radiopooh).TorsadesPourFoi (https://www.deviantart.com/torsadespourfoi),somedrunkblackspoon (https://www.deviantart.com/somedrunkblackspoon),arbitrarynamechange (https://www.deviantart.com/arbitrarynamechange),fleeet (https://www.deviantart.com/fleeet),Pachunka (https://www.deviantart.com/pachunka) 9 places to go: vancouver,osaka,tokyo, hawaii,sydney,thailand,london,downtown san diego, italy 9 favourite possessions: my socks(they all rule), gilbert,iPhone,iPod

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specialized666|Professional Interface Designer
Hi, have an awesome day :happybounce:
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:wave:
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Hah. I sometimes remember this is still a thing.
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dicks. :pringles:
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you always knew how i liked my dicks, tricia. :heart:
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