Some of you already noticed at eurofurence that I have been sick and was not the whole time at my dealers den table.
I felt so bad that my husband had to stay at my table half of the time. This has been the first eurofurence I could not enjoy, because I felt horrible.
I was diagnosed with a sinusitis about 2 weeks before eurofurence, visited 5 doctors in the process, but I am still not better, because it seems the sinusitis (wich ich nearly gone) was just a sign for a bigger issue.
The last doctor I went to diagnosed an allergic reaction and now that I am back home, its worse then ever before.
My eyes are swollen and burn, there are times I have problems breathing, believe me, I feel horrible and lost 3 kilogramms through this whole mess.
I am afraid as hell, that my cats could be the problem (I am exposed to cats every day since 10 years and never had a problem, but now...), but I can not know for sure before I got tested, wich will take some time before it can be done because I take medicaments at the moment to get the symptoms to a bearable level.
I try to get rid of everything that could be the cause exept of my cats, till then.
Stop working will not gain me anything, because I feel bad nevertheless. But I am not at my best health and there are times its hard to concentrate.
Till I get my life back on track, I will be slow with everything.
Please dont be mad at me, when I am slow responding to notes, or if I dont respond to comments at all.
Please dont be mad at me if you have to wait longer for work to get done.
My life is crumbling a bit here, I cant stand the thought that I could have to part from something that is so incedible precious to me like my cats.
I am crying just from the thought of it.
I have to gather all my strenght to go on at the moment.
So please dont be mad at me.
Work will be done, I got it all written down. But I will be more slow as usual and I will be very silent on social media for some time.
I am sorry. I am so mad at this mess of a body I am stuck in, I wish I could change things, but I am completely helpless at the moment.