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The Little One
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Again.
I no longer look through innocent eyes, It gets harder to tell the truth from the lies. I've felt love that blends with pain, But I know I'll do it all again. I've been reckless, I've been blind, Too often seem to lose my mind, What once was beauty, now is shame, And I know I'll do it all again. Now it seems again i find One who's gentle, one who's kind. I only have myself to blame, I'm going to do it all again.
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Untitled.
You sit me down and ask me "What's your story?" I want to tell you, But I don't know how. I really want to tell you, But where would I begin? Oh how could I begin? You look at me through those eyes, And I wonder if you realise, That your hands upon the piano keys Have the power to bring me to my knees. You complement me, Every day. It's you who told me What other people say (about us). Can't quite decide What that means to me, Unless you let me know If you agree. Meanwhile I still have things to hide, Trying to keep it all inside, But in the music that I play Is everything I want to say.
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Fourteen
I'm much too old for this, I should be too smart for this, Being fourteen once, Was quite enough for me. But here I am again, Changing my plans again, Though something tells me This can only end badly. I don't want to Follow you 'round Like a dog. Toss and turn while you Sleep like a log. Are we simply blind? Are we trying to hide? Or is that just Wishful thinking? What's inside your head, When you smile at me? Do I sicken you, Like I sicken me? Do you think I'm cute? Kind of endearing? Is there something more That you're feeling? Am I going crazy, Am I losing my mind? Am I losing my dignity And wasting my time? D
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Stop the Clocks
Look into my eyes And touch my face, Here where we lie, In this heavenly place, Where all I see is you. I taste your mouth Upon my lips, And on my skin, Feel your fingertips. And wish i could freeze time. If only we could Stop the clocks, Set them to rewind. If the World stopped turning Then I wouldn't mind at all, Because that way, I could just stay here with you. Sun creeps through the blinds And warms your skin, Lying on my side, I breathe you in, Trying to freeze time. If only we could Stop the clocks, Set them to rewind. If the World stopped turning Then I wouldn't mind at all, Because that way, I could ju
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You
The second hand has not stopped moving. But all that here exists Are your words, Your sincerity, And you. The Earth has not stopped spinning. But all that here exists Are your hands, Your warmth, And you. Our lives are changing. But all that here exists Are your breath, Your touch, And you. The soft curve of your body as you lie on your side to look upon me. The feel of your hair between my fingers, and the sensation of your own in mine. The taste of your mouth, from whence the only three necessary words came. These are all that here exist, With you.
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Home
I'd been in my hometown for hours, even in my own house, but it wasn't until that moment, standing on your doorstep, that I felt like I was coming home. Not until the front door opened, and I walked down the hallway I had grown to love, towards your room, where I found you. Not until we refreshed our memories with all five senses. My arrival is marked in words, in touch.  In the way your face looks, dappled by the sunlight leaking in through the blinds. In the way I can feel your heart beating in my chest as though it were my own. And here, beyond the need for words, I lie beside you. And I am home.
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Walnuts
'Guess who's here to see you!' 'Who?' 'John!' 'Do I know a John?' 'May, you're married to one!' 'Am I?' John followed the nurse through the doorway of Room 26, and noticed that May was in her usual chair, looking out the window with her back to him. 'Is it alright if I leave you?' John nodded and the nurse left. 'May?' She turned around, but said nothing. 'I brought you walnuts, May. A whole box.' 'I've never tried a walnut.' 'They're your favourite, May.' 'Are they?' He put the box on the bedside table and sighed. He could still remember the day they met, seventy years ago. He remembered bringing her walnuts and a single rose
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Godiva
You say 'the night is lovely, But nowhere near as lovely As you'. We smile as we remember That first kiss Under the full August moon. You run your fingers through my hair And say 'Lady Godiva, I'm really falling for you.' The winter nights are cold, But I'm warm enough, As long as you are near. You drop your head To meet my lips, And suddenly the whole world disappears. You run your fingers through my hair And say 'Lady Godiva, I'm really falling for you.'
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Remembering the Future
I saw us together, today, Projected onto the big screen For about five seconds. We look happy, Amd I'm throwing breif, adoring glances At you, between smiles at the camera. Even now, with this visual evidence, It seems more like a dream than a memory. Hazy fragments of a distant past That also feels like yesterday. In reality, it was long enough ago That I've long since ceased to Excpect that at any moment, On any day, You'd appear at my door, Or call, And say you'd changed your mind. (Again.) I cannot regret a thing That I shared with you, But I can't honestly say That I miss you. It's just the idea of you, Still bei
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Untitled
Wake in the morning, can't Get yourself out of bed. You just Can't face the memories, and the Images in your head. Need to work hard to get Through the day. The Clock is ticking anyway. Outside it's raining, you are Cold and your feet are wet. You Just have to get there, to see the Face that you can't forget. Been thinking hard of What to say, but He's not listening anyway. You're doing what you Promised yourself you wouldn't. You're Crying over Things that you know you shouldn't. It doesn't seem right, and it Doesn't seem fair, but the World doesn't care, they just Walk by and stare. Letting the tears fall, there's No
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Loitering With Intent
They played a song you wrote On the radio today. I would have liked to hear it, But I was away. Even if I'd listened, I couldn't sing your praise, because When I thought you looked at me, You might have been in a daze. The first thing that I noticed, Was that I like the way you smile, And that I couldn't help it, I Had to gaze at you a while. I thought that I could win you, I wonder, I beseech, How could I know I'd find it Hard to breathe, when I Found you out of reach. Why did I let myself Believe that I could make you mine? I suppose I'm lucky that I found out the truth in time. How close I came, you'll never know,
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This is not you.
Where are you tonight? Do you even know? Does it even matter to you, as Long as you  are holding something That will quench your thirst and Put your mind at ease? How many fingers am I Holding up? You know you're still my hero, no Matter what you're going through. This is not like you. This is not you. If you'd only let me hold your hand, we could Get through this together, wont you Let me help you? wont you Let me hold you? Until this darkness fades away, so You wont have to feel it any more. Try to find your balance, try to Walk in a straight line. Pretend I'm right behind you, There to remind you: "Darling, I think yo
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Metaphysical Poem
Though by thy frown thy beauty buried be, When I unearth thy smile the sun I see, While many claim thy vice to block its rays, Thy virtues show thy light through darkest days. To me thine eyes do shine like highest noon, And, like its heat, they causeth me to swoon. I strive to keep a presence by thy side, Though from my ardent love thou seem to hide, Or to my fragile mind hath my heart lied? Unearthly cool of peace you do inspire, But also earthly warmth of hottest fire. While in thy soul I find my hope divine, Before temptation mine does burn and pine. For thy love I beg thee and beseech, In vain, for thee seems a
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Song - yet untitled
Tell me why, I can't Seem to do the Things I mean to do, I just don't know where to begin. I can't seem to Make the choice to Stop listening to that voice, Telling me that I'm never going to win. You say its going to be alright, and Smile as you turn out the light, the Past is gone and the future's bright, and Soon the end will be in sight, but Everything is not alright, I'm Scared I will lose the fight, and If I never see the light, I'm Scared I'll die alone one night. Tell me why, it's so Easy to give but much Harder to give up, Even when you know you should. I need someone, who will Hold my hand, some One who will un
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Blue Wren
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Day's End
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Like magic
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The Sun's fingers
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quantum entanglement
as we rest, asleep in bed, after a night so sweet, even though, alone we lie, our hearts together beat.
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10. Sing
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and so they sit there
two people sit next to each other she turns to him and says “I like your coat” he mumbles a thanks and rubs his arm and they sit there. he turns to her opens his mouth and shuts it. he opens it again and says “Did you get the math homework?” she mumbles a yes and hands it to him and they sit there. and they take turns turning to each other opening their mouths and closing them. they each take turns trying to say what the other means to say but they can’t and so they sit there.
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final water spirit
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Humming
Today I woke up humming your song And couldn't quite figure out What rhyme or reason made it belong To you, oh so devout I was sitting alone in my seat on the bus Pretending I was at sea To find in my mental diologue 'us' Was now worded as 'me' I waste away my between-class-time To pretend I wasn't waiting And on my way I think of rhymes And poems I am creating Under watchful eyes I'm insecure To show you how I feel I fell for you, hook, line and lure Please hold to the reel I'll see you tomorrow upon the day Unromantic, it may be You have my heart in every way I just hope you will see
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Be My Wonderful.
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Spring Fling.
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Teen Angst Bullshit.
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Shoulders
And I float I would like to say that I fly with angels wings Or on white, puffy clouds But, there is nothing so beautiful as that I simply drift from place to place No one to keep me grounded Let alone convince me to descend So, I look down on everyone and feel pity For the weight they all carry...
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Australia
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It's been a long time...
...But I'm going to try and come back to this. Life has changed a lot, and I've missed writing about a lot of things that were probably deserving of being written about. But just recently I've been inspired to get into it again, and have whipped up three new pieces just in the last week. Let me know what you think :)
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2009
So, it's the beginning of a new chapter in my life, I suppose. Uni, beign 18, all that. I have a feeling some things are going to change in the nearer future than I'd like, but...things like that are meant to happen. Learning experiences, and the like. And from now on, things are going to be damn hard work. Now that I'll only be focussing on music, it's going to be intense getting me ready for (hopefully) a performance career. But what will be will be. In most areas things are good. Lots of new people to meet and such. Things like this are both scary and exciting, and hopefully I'll make the best of it for the next four years. Unfortuna
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I did it!
I survived year 12 and TEE! It's done! And I think the exams went ok! Rounded it off nicely with music, which is my best subject. And celebrated in the best way I could imagine, with ny boyfriend and champagne! So that's that. It's taking a while to hit me that it's all over. The next thing on my to-do list for the summer break is to learn how to drive. Maybe I'll have a bit more time for writing or photo-taking too, so you might see a few more things popping up on DA, with any luck.
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