If it's an idea that's personal and important to you than I would definitely push to keep it afloat until it's done. You certainly have the ability to get it done, so all you need is the drive
You're right man... I'm gonna see if I can actually get practice here
U can do it! I know u can!
Pfft you're so sweet, I hope I can!!
Oh neato what parts of your life tho?
I don't wanna spoil it too much for ya (nor do I wanna make you have to read a whole autobiography, lol) but I'm basically a "replacement child", and I was raised to accomplish my parent's dreams. I grew up learning to fake smile, even though deep inside I knew I wanted to be someone else. Now that I'm an " adult" I'm slowly becoming the person I WANT to be, not who my folks expect me to be.