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21 January 2017 - Still Alive

21 January 2017 - Still Alive

Guess I forgot to make a journal for this or something… but in any case, I'm just going to casually get to the point. I'm still alive; between end-August 2016 and mid-December 2016, I was in "hiding" (as some might put it); it's safe for me now, though. Sorry for making everyone believe otherwise ;-; Long story short, my life was in danger. I also had no say in the matter of going into hiding… That said, this has caused a lot of chaos as well ;-; I'd rather not elaborate over it, though. Anyway, again, I'm sorry for making everyone believe I'm gone ;-; Sometimes I casually wonder if my life will ever be normal at some poin
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I give up

I give up

Why do I even bother. I'm just a failure as an admin. Nothing can change that. What brought this about? Between 12:45 AM and 10:43 AM, one of Vresun's staff members deleted just about all the boards on the forum (except for a joke board DiankeSmith (https://www.deviantart.com/diankesmith) had made in March 2015). The reason for what he did is unknown. So basically, I made a horrible choice in picking that member as one of the staff members, so as of today, I decided that Vresun will not have any staff members again, ever. That is probably the wrong thing to do, but frankly, does it even make a difference? I'm just a horrible, useless failure as an administrator, and an eq
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30 May 2016

30 May 2016

With past events, I guess it's best to just stay busy to keep my mind off of things, and not let it get me down. So, I figured, may as well have some information on Dragon Riders Continuity 闇 [Yami]. There are seven primary elements, which can be combined to create secondary or tertiary elements. These primary elements are Fire, Water, Wind, Earth, Thunder, Light and Darkness. Currently, the secondary and tertiary element list is incomplete; secondary elements are two primary elements combined while tertiary elements are three or more primary elements combined. The seven Dragon Riders are: Shēn Aisusōdo, the human who con
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Friday, 27 May 2016

Friday, 27 May 2016

News travels fast, or so they say… It's over between me and… her. (I can't even bring myself to say her name.) Why? I don't know if I'd get in trouble here if I outright state it; it's posted on the Vresun forums as an "Admin's Post" (27 May 2016). My trust's been shattered completely as a result of… her actions, though. As a result of the above, I'm also withdrawing from everything related to "Dragon Riders", except for "Continuity 闇 [Yami]". Time will tell whether or not this is permanent, however; if I do return to it, there will more than likely be a lot of changes. … No wonder people say the Vresun f
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23 May 2016

23 May 2016

Bad news has come… EllenVanZylle (https://www.deviantart.com/ellenvanzylle) has been hospitalized at around 15:57 (GMT+2)… whether she will be alright, only time will tell. As for how I am… I'm fairly certain others can answer that question. It's all my fault, for all the s**t I've put Ellen through this year… as well as in the past.
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Rank Up

Rank Up

Unrelated to Yu-Gi-Oh! and its Xyz Monsters and whatnot; it's just the first thing that came to mind. (As almost usual. =P ) So, apparently it took me 9 hours 29 minutes 24 seconds to clear La-Mulana 1 (the remake). O.o (I ignored the whole bonus area known as "Hell Temple", simply because I would never even be able to finish that area.) That said, I still have to clear the first level of the "Misty Lake" (?) area of a Touhou fangame (Wandering Souls, for those who are curious). It's a platformer… RPG… bullet hell… thing. Not sure how best to describe it ^^; Just goes to show that two games that may look similar can be
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Retirement

Retirement

As of today, 21 October 2015, I retire from all things related to Dragon Riders. Yes, this includes Project Vresun. My reasoning is that there is always something related to DR/Vresun that will cause me depression or stress or both; my fiancée EllenVanZylle (https://www.deviantart.com/ellenvanzylle) is hereby in charge of both. This decision is uninfluenced by my mood, and it's permanent.
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Abnormality Matrix

Abnormality Matrix

... um. I have no idea why that keeps on coming to mind. At all. For whatever reason my e-mail address was lost to the abyss.   As a result, now I have a new one. Anyway, that aside, I've finally updated the Dragon Riders list, though it involves spoilers. As usual. When doesn't it involve spoilers? =P Though, I think I may have ADCD; I'm trying hard to ignore it though. Also, while the main Vresun forums still exist, the second one will be renamed on 20 July (I hope). At the moment, I'm doing barely okay. Today (Sunday) will have a power outage, though; I am not looking forward to that. Also sorry for forgetting that this site exists
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New Vresun and Old Vresun

New Vresun and Old Vresun

So... um. Another announcement. The Vresun: Ciraian Ruins forums are back. :D It was undeleted, thanks to the ProBoards people. So, yes, that means the information related to the fan Pokémon region and Dragon Riders and all that is back. :D However, there's still the new Vresun forums. I don't know what to do with it, but it'll probably be used for something. I dunno. Only time will tell.
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Old Vresun and New Vresun

Old Vresun and New Vresun

So... um. An announcement. The Vresun: Ciraian Ruins forums are no more. I was busy replying to a post when the forums got deleted (I have no idea why, to be honest). This means that, yes, all other information related to Dragon Riders and the fanon Pokémon region that was worked on is just gone. And also EllenVanZylle (https://www.deviantart.com/ellenvanzylle)'d project, whatever it was. As of today, however, a new forum exists for Vresun: Ciraian Ruins and such. However, it's not the same. You can reach it here. I've kinda given up hope that anything will come of that project, or Dragon Riders, though. I mean, if Vresun was in development hell since 23 January 2014, and
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Can't Take It Anymore

Can't Take It Anymore

It... it's far too much for me. I can't handle it anymore... TOO MANY NOTIFICATIONS I'M BEING BURIED ALIVE UNDER THEM ... Okay. Randomness aside. =P I got dared by several people and now I have no choice but to do so. (Either I do so, or I don't do so and get set on fire, encased in ice, electrocuted with cute thunder, drowned under magma and underwater, buried under sand and rocks and metal and notifications and turned into pizza. And yes, the randomness is a good thing. Not depressed, after all.) 1. I will tell you something I learned about you by looking at your page for 15 seconds. 2. I will tell you what season you remind me of. 3
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20 April 2015

20 April 2015

Okay, it's 20 April in South Africa and I'm up way past midnight (currently 04:31 AM here, and I've been up since 7 AM the previous day). EllenVanZylle (https://www.deviantart.com/ellenvanzylle)'s mom is recovering, which is good. However, the possibility exists that my dad will be in Ellisras / Lephalale (in the Limpopo province of South Africa) sometime this year (not sure when, possibly soon), which is about 1 790,1 kilometers from Gansbaai (in the Western Cape province). Ellen'd like both her parents and my parents to attend, so even if Ellen's mom is discharged, Ellen would want to wait until my dad can attend the wedding. Secondly, I have no idea how to feel about this,
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Some songs casually got stuck in my head ;-;
… what point is having hope, when it is always false? EDIT (04 February 2017): though, I was casually depressed when I made this status…
This is a status update. It is made of status. It menaces with spikes from update.
Just when I think today is my lucky day, the television channels decide to ruin it. Typical, typical… -.-
Attention Deficit Creator Disorder… I hope it can be cured! D:
* removes all 1700+ notifications * Finally, all gone. * goes to main page * * all 1700 notifications are back * WHAT?! NO NO NO NO NO-- D:
… I have not been here for three years… yet I am, apparently.
13 views on 29 December… despite being very inactive. I don't get it, to be honest…
Status: rather bored, really
I really need to be more active these days.
Vresun's officially without an admin now. Unless they stop with the conflict, I ain't returning. (I'm assuming the chances of that happening are less than zero, though...)
2312 notifications. Um. That's far too many and now I wonder how many other people here handle even more notifications than that. :o
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