Each grave sits alone in the dark winter's night, illuminated by a soft candle left many hours ago by the small hands of a grandchild, or perhaps the withered and tired hands of a widow. All Saints Day has come and gone in Finland, and once again the tombstones wait out the heavy emptiness of a cold November sky.
An echo falls upon the snow from the north; the River Aura insists on making herself known. She scorns her black invisibility delivered by the misty atmosphere and rushes on towards the city. There, surely, she will find light and life willing to pay her proper recognition.
It is unlikely that the tombstones remember the city. It
Scarlet blankets in Estonia by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Scarlet blankets in Estonia
Hiss! like a falling loving
flysingdoving greybird
A wintery dying greybird
cooing to a neverseen sea
So sounds the pot of tea
Bullets, boys, your bullets please
fulllipsplease and holding
words for women, holding
hopes for greater glory
I've known wars less gory
Brewing in a smallish cottage
Losing wattage quickdarkly
Scouts march in quickdarkly
here now Dove, they've heard us
to freeze, my Dove, they'll turn us
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Changes to the Previous Learning Agreement
With some perfection I keep
the Cemetery Candle lit on the table
even after learning its purpose
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Our mother always asked? I keep the house dark
Joke's on you, mother: my curtains are open
and the whole World is dark, now,
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Left, the hot teacup, my grasp beckons
my righthand greedily unstopping
writing and taking the page's invitation
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
My glasses lie unwanted on the grey
of a flickeringly-lit Table
I left them so I could think blindly
to dwel
Thousands of stretches
of mile and road
Fold and unfold
before me
Gulf, your cold beaches
melt into town
Nowhere around
or near me
Your sister attempts
a surrogate hug
Her waters are mug
gy and sunshined
For all her intents
this Gulf is not you
But yes, she will do
in the meantime
Cellular Espresso Printers by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Cellular Espresso Printers
Static-like hums your magnetic dress
Clutching at the seams of a wire
Wrapping itself like a virulent tire
'Round the neck of a switch in distress
Raising their amplitude to repent, confess
Melting down the cracks of the dryer
Smelling of smoke you gasp at the fire
Wide-eyed as the buttons you press
You're the forward slash between the I/O
Caught in spaces between the waves
Sunbathing daily in the power pools
Backpedaling along a bemused diode
You build torture dens in metal caves
Unwitting tormentor of electric souls
Skittering like kaleidospecks
She told us, they flee observation
That those memories warptwistfallbreak
, little by little
, upon each recollection.
So with all the heartbreak
A soldier's mother swallows
I grit my teeth and fill the box:
Last summer
, our first kisses
, the sun and the sea
This summer
, glacial embraces
, mountains and waves
I look back and pull, dusty,
Bloody memories from the back:
That spring
, blue sheets and skies
, warm smells and notes
First spring
, the girl at the park
, phonecalls in the dark
She said each thought alters
With every indulgent memory
Turnandclick locks the box
Losing you is ha
Eastbound Road Trip by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Eastbound Road Trip
A coat made of charcoal and a bag full of roe
It's easy to be there for you when I've no place to go
Hitching to the other coast a penny below broke
Steering nighttime travel tales in a streetlamp's smoke
Failing every task while inventing the bizarre
I get lost in the woods but I'll take us to the stars
Careening onto bridges over a scissortoothed sea
Her jaws unhinging rusty notes to Canon in D
You called in the night like a boiling egg
Bubbling over with some favors to beg
I couldn't stand to see your soul bursting out the cracks
So it's three A.M. and here I am racing on the tracks
A coat made of charcoal and a bag full of roe
Fox and Hare and Mouse by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Fox and Hare and Mouse
Fox and Hare and Mouse
Upstairs in a wooden house
You would make a pretty spouse
Hare might say to Mouse
Fox asleep by ten
Coal stove heating up the den
Dreaming of lupine again
Blooming from a pen
Hare likes to unwind
Hare is not the fretting kind
He asks Mouse to please unbind
Mouse lives in her mind
Front door never locks
Hare asleep in cotton socks
Upstairs in a wooden box
Mouse and Hare and Fox
The Small Myselves by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
The Small Myselves
We break up into little spots
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
She flies past in a glowing laugh
She is the girl I love
She races to Oneplace
Ours is a chase vain
Ours is a chase unending
After her through the Eachplace
Better than to sulk fast
Like a giant Empty
Like her brother in the Noplace
She is so quick so light
She always knows her strength
And her place in the Allplace
We assemble from little drops
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
He to her is the cosmos whole
The Night gleams in adoration
To give him just that her only goal
Streaked with green in heavens cold
She greets her Sun in celebration
He to her is the cosmos whole
Love is a tundrous northern glow
Amongst source and illumination
To give him just that her only goal
Night sings in a frequency low
Lullabies with rays for a station
He to her is the cosmos whole
Sun grins a youth's bright hello
Wanting only fierce infatuation
To give him just that her only goal
Striving like mad to break and go
She pulls to match his elevation
He to her is the cosmos whole
You, Night, are lost in radiant flow
A bl
Each grave sits alone in the dark winter's night, illuminated by a soft candle left many hours ago by the small hands of a grandchild, or perhaps the withered and tired hands of a widow. All Saints Day has come and gone in Finland, and once again the tombstones wait out the heavy emptiness of a cold November sky.
An echo falls upon the snow from the north; the River Aura insists on making herself known. She scorns her black invisibility delivered by the misty atmosphere and rushes on towards the city. There, surely, she will find light and life willing to pay her proper recognition.
It is unlikely that the tombstones remember the city. It
Scarlet blankets in Estonia by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Scarlet blankets in Estonia
Hiss! like a falling loving
flysingdoving greybird
A wintery dying greybird
cooing to a neverseen sea
So sounds the pot of tea
Bullets, boys, your bullets please
fulllipsplease and holding
words for women, holding
hopes for greater glory
I've known wars less gory
Brewing in a smallish cottage
Losing wattage quickdarkly
Scouts march in quickdarkly
here now Dove, they've heard us
to freeze, my Dove, they'll turn us
Changes to the Previous Learning Agreement by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Changes to the Previous Learning Agreement
With some perfection I keep
the Cemetery Candle lit on the table
even after learning its purpose
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Our mother always asked? I keep the house dark
Joke's on you, mother: my curtains are open
and the whole World is dark, now,
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Left, the hot teacup, my grasp beckons
my righthand greedily unstopping
writing and taking the page's invitation
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
My glasses lie unwanted on the grey
of a flickeringly-lit Table
I left them so I could think blindly
to dwel
Thousands of stretches
of mile and road
Fold and unfold
before me
Gulf, your cold beaches
melt into town
Nowhere around
or near me
Your sister attempts
a surrogate hug
Her waters are mug
gy and sunshined
For all her intents
this Gulf is not you
But yes, she will do
in the meantime
Cellular Espresso Printers by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Cellular Espresso Printers
Static-like hums your magnetic dress
Clutching at the seams of a wire
Wrapping itself like a virulent tire
'Round the neck of a switch in distress
Raising their amplitude to repent, confess
Melting down the cracks of the dryer
Smelling of smoke you gasp at the fire
Wide-eyed as the buttons you press
You're the forward slash between the I/O
Caught in spaces between the waves
Sunbathing daily in the power pools
Backpedaling along a bemused diode
You build torture dens in metal caves
Unwitting tormentor of electric souls
Skittering like kaleidospecks
She told us, they flee observation
That those memories warptwistfallbreak
, little by little
, upon each recollection.
So with all the heartbreak
A soldier's mother swallows
I grit my teeth and fill the box:
Last summer
, our first kisses
, the sun and the sea
This summer
, glacial embraces
, mountains and waves
I look back and pull, dusty,
Bloody memories from the back:
That spring
, blue sheets and skies
, warm smells and notes
First spring
, the girl at the park
, phonecalls in the dark
She said each thought alters
With every indulgent memory
Turnandclick locks the box
Losing you is ha
Eastbound Road Trip by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Eastbound Road Trip
A coat made of charcoal and a bag full of roe
It's easy to be there for you when I've no place to go
Hitching to the other coast a penny below broke
Steering nighttime travel tales in a streetlamp's smoke
Failing every task while inventing the bizarre
I get lost in the woods but I'll take us to the stars
Careening onto bridges over a scissortoothed sea
Her jaws unhinging rusty notes to Canon in D
You called in the night like a boiling egg
Bubbling over with some favors to beg
I couldn't stand to see your soul bursting out the cracks
So it's three A.M. and here I am racing on the tracks
A coat made of charcoal and a bag full of roe
Fox and Hare and Mouse by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Fox and Hare and Mouse
Fox and Hare and Mouse
Upstairs in a wooden house
You would make a pretty spouse
Hare might say to Mouse
Fox asleep by ten
Coal stove heating up the den
Dreaming of lupine again
Blooming from a pen
Hare likes to unwind
Hare is not the fretting kind
He asks Mouse to please unbind
Mouse lives in her mind
Front door never locks
Hare asleep in cotton socks
Upstairs in a wooden box
Mouse and Hare and Fox
The Small Myselves by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
The Small Myselves
We break up into little spots
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
She flies past in a glowing laugh
She is the girl I love
She races to Oneplace
Ours is a chase vain
Ours is a chase unending
After her through the Eachplace
Better than to sulk fast
Like a giant Empty
Like her brother in the Noplace
She is so quick so light
She always knows her strength
And her place in the Allplace
We assemble from little drops
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
He to her is the cosmos whole
The Night gleams in adoration
To give him just that her only goal
Streaked with green in heavens cold
She greets her Sun in celebration
He to her is the cosmos whole
Love is a tundrous northern glow
Amongst source and illumination
To give him just that her only goal
Night sings in a frequency low
Lullabies with rays for a station
He to her is the cosmos whole
Sun grins a youth's bright hello
Wanting only fierce infatuation
To give him just that her only goal
Striving like mad to break and go
She pulls to match his elevation
He to her is the cosmos whole
You, Night, are lost in radiant flow
A bl
Changes to the Previous Learning Agreement by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Changes to the Previous Learning Agreement
With some perfection I keep
the Cemetery Candle lit on the table
even after learning its purpose
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Our mother always asked? I keep the house dark
Joke's on you, mother: my curtains are open
and the whole World is dark, now,
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
Left, the hot teacup, my grasp beckons
my righthand greedily unstopping
writing and taking the page's invitation
to dwell on the deaths of this soft season.
My glasses lie unwanted on the grey
of a flickeringly-lit Table
I left them so I could think blindly
to dwel
Scarlet blankets in Estonia by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Scarlet blankets in Estonia
Hiss! like a falling loving
flysingdoving greybird
A wintery dying greybird
cooing to a neverseen sea
So sounds the pot of tea
Bullets, boys, your bullets please
fulllipsplease and holding
words for women, holding
hopes for greater glory
I've known wars less gory
Brewing in a smallish cottage
Losing wattage quickdarkly
Scouts march in quickdarkly
here now Dove, they've heard us
to freeze, my Dove, they'll turn us
Thousands of stretches
of mile and road
Fold and unfold
before me
Gulf, your cold beaches
melt into town
Nowhere around
or near me
Your sister attempts
a surrogate hug
Her waters are mug
gy and sunshined
For all her intents
this Gulf is not you
But yes, she will do
in the meantime
Cellular Espresso Printers by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
Cellular Espresso Printers
Static-like hums your magnetic dress
Clutching at the seams of a wire
Wrapping itself like a virulent tire
'Round the neck of a switch in distress
Raising their amplitude to repent, confess
Melting down the cracks of the dryer
Smelling of smoke you gasp at the fire
Wide-eyed as the buttons you press
You're the forward slash between the I/O
Caught in spaces between the waves
Sunbathing daily in the power pools
Backpedaling along a bemused diode
You build torture dens in metal caves
Unwitting tormentor of electric souls
Like mothers the meteors cast down
Their unruly daughter in a lightning gown
She sang in my head with spring still anew
'Take to the hills where the land breathes dew'
Like scent she vanished West with dawn
To wake me this day one year gone
'A song for you and a yellow rose
For a day on the moor and the love you chose'
Lulling to bath in my vanilla tea
Of sex and arithmetic she purred to me
Forgetting past summers but wearing their burn,
She'd hum like milk with her feet out the stern
The smells of all my favourite memories
She ribboned and hung from the citrus trees
In the honey of dreams, she left me hell
A young Photoness wi
If under mulch she sang a rotten
wood-like note with quiver
Nostalgic for her days alive
Surely they could forgive her
Most days it's quiet (these days it's cold)
Her bones observe the soil
But Spring is pulsing warm and gold
Teasing memories to boil
Like heated milk the liquid smell
of evening drips in branches
A honeybee who suffocates
falls near her musing ashes
"Is it wine or light strawberry?"
She asks him of the sky
Though his dead ears don't hear her query
The answer is "Like dye"
Just under mulch I hear a rotten
wood-like note with quiver
Flushing young in days alive
Of course I can f
The Rivercrawls Glassy by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
The Rivercrawls Glassy
"Plunge" feels the stone
in a whisper
, the rivercrawls glassy
sliding past.
You sink to inhale
something steady
You heavy become
something fast
Soft hits the stone
on the limerock
, kaleidocreek clearly
seeing blue.
You pause to observe
motion racing
Water overlooks
static you
"Stay" thinks the stone
in a whisper
, the rivercrawls glassy
quick along.
You hold to exhale
something steady
You weighted become
something strong
In a stream of amber the photons run
To catch a glint of sun-gifted gold
Defying youth and challenging the old
Swimming in waves away from the sun
Window-crossing like a shatterless gun
As the setting hour gleams red and bold
Catching strands untamed, uncontrolled
A firelit message of shadows having fun
Driving down the precrepuscular road
Pixies of flame dance beneath your head
Singing ancient stories melodic and weird
Warm as the violin so lovingly bowed
Light tracing paintings in orange and red
How the sunset gleams across your beard
He to her is the cosmos whole
The Night gleams in adoration
To give him just that her only goal
Streaked with green in heavens cold
She greets her Sun in celebration
He to her is the cosmos whole
Love is a tundrous northern glow
Amongst source and illumination
To give him just that her only goal
Night sings in a frequency low
Lullabies with rays for a station
He to her is the cosmos whole
Sun grins a youth's bright hello
Wanting only fierce infatuation
To give him just that her only goal
Striving like mad to break and go
She pulls to match his elevation
He to her is the cosmos whole
You, Night, are lost in radiant flow
A bl
The Small Myselves by saturninesweetness, literature
Literature
The Small Myselves
We break up into little spots
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
She flies past in a glowing laugh
She is the girl I love
She races to Oneplace
Ours is a chase vain
Ours is a chase unending
After her through the Eachplace
Better than to sulk fast
Like a giant Empty
Like her brother in the Noplace
She is so quick so light
She always knows her strength
And her place in the Allplace
We assemble from little drops
I am the little myselves
I live in the Eachplace
in a prairie by the bay
your fingers lace into mine
and all the colors of sunset
come rushing out from you
as we kiss
I crack the door
and am lost
in the open
I split my sternum
and then fall
to the floor
every time
i.
Capitalization is bad for days like this. When the sky is grey, who needs grammar? Grammar is rules and rules are a box, a great glass box with no seams—seamless, faultless, perfect, unbreakable—like rules are supposed to be. Rules are what kill you. The words are like light; they bounce away from the glass and are lost.
But if you are content without the words then rules are what save you, because too far from that box and you are not safe anymore; you will be shot at, you are a target, and you will never run fast enough to hide from sound like bullets. The box is a cage and a shield. Both at once, like halves of a circleR
Ruth Eckerd Hall,
I feel embarrassed to see you in this company.
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These words make girls horny?
Certainly, I always did like you
I just lacked the money to attend the shows you advertised.
Sheepishly I will admit,
I simply could not be bothered to click 'Unsubscribe'
- and now here you are, muddled and violated
by the pimps and harlots of the digital age.
I wanted to thank the skilled dashinvaine (https://www.deviantart.com/dashinvaine) for his work on turning my poem "Lovers" into a beautiful visual poem for use as a wedding gift.
I strongly encourage you to check him out; his pieces largely reside in the medieval period and remind me of the fantasy stories I devoured when I was younger.
In other news, holy earthquake Alaska! Thank goodness it was too deep to do much immediate damage, but you guys be careful up there.
It is darker than should be possible outside.
The air is thick with noises -
the air is thick, period.
I cannot see, cannot breathe, can only listen.
A part of my brain says
"You grew up with this.
You didn't even notice.
The night sky, the heavy air, the crickets
were all a matter of circumstance."
But now it's just like I'm remembering
when I was a brave child who could sleep
on nights like this,
and soon enough I'll wake up where I ought to be
in sunlight
to the solitary sound
of someone else's breathing.