My pupils dialate,
You seem to know how I feel from the first time,
Your voice makes my heart dissolve from your natural enzyme,
It's only been one hour and I can't wait,
It's just so hard not to anticipate,
You latch onto me with your aggresivly gentle hands and start to climb,
Body heat's keeping us warm and I'm,
Noticing my heart's skipping not one beat but eight,
Your energy runs into me,
My iron clad hydraulic grip,
I don't want to open my eyes yet I want to see,
So nervous that I may trip,
This is almost to good to be,
Your tears fall from your devine silky soft face drip by drip.
-Jimmy Bowman-
These woods are so grim,
The lighting is dim,
All I wanna do is go home.
The beasts are awake,
My well being at stake,
And my mouth is dry as a bone.
Torment's drawing near,
There's no room for fear,
How can I not shed a tear.
(Top three lines are said twice)
Virgil's here now,
Perhaps he'll know how,
To get me back where I belong.
He will take me to the den,
Only misery and sin,
To much to mention in this song.
Torment's drawing near,
There's no room for fear,
How can I not shed a tear.
(Top three lines are said twice)
Only shadow's here remain,
There's no laughter only pain,
The levels get worse as we fall.
The traito
I love you, I hate you by sashimirider, literature
Literature
I love you, I hate you
Love at first sight,
Your red radience put me in a trance.
You made me take flight,
What a sweet romance.
It's early in the morning now,
And I'm driving you as I bow.
My eyes begin to shut,
Then I realize I'm sleeping at the wheel as I wake up.
I know now that it's too late,
I'm sliding sideways at an alarming rate.
My blood stops flowing from the stillness of my heart,
I just hope that after my car hits that wall...it will still start.
I have you back now and your as gorgeous as ever before,
I get the goosebumps as I open your sexy door.
I turn on the headlights and take you for a spin,
WHAT THE FUCK! MY LIGHTS WON'T GO BAC
The transfer of your warmth,
The moisture of your breath,
The comfort of your smile,
When you said "I love you to death".
All these things I miss about you,
It's so hard to think I've lost you.
I ask myself why,
Why does it have to cease,
Why can't I call you mine,
Come back to me please.
The rythmic patterns of your laugh,
The truth of your eyes,
The curls in your hair,
When it's time to go and say goodbye.
My palm to your cheek,
I pull myself in,
I take a deep breath,
And hope this never ends.
Our eyes shut tight,
Knees weakening,
Don't let me go,
My heart's breaking.
What the HELL are you thinking by sashimirider, literature
Literature
What the HELL are you thinking
You live the first years of your life as white,
Then MTV is introduced and you grapple onto a trend.
You see that money, cars, and hoes are what is right,
The rules of your style just won't bend.
You buy the triple x size jersey,
The chain, the rims, the teeth.
You have on so much bling you are unable to see,
That you look like a fucking moron wearing a ring the size of a maple leaf.
Why can't you just be yourself,
You're you not them,
Pull your brain of the shelf,
You all I condemn.
You dissapoint your family,
And are not true to who you really are,
Telling yourself lies about the way you should be,
And putting fucked up hydra
Who's this,
This new person that claims to be who I love.
This new person that everybody else wants.
Why is this new someone turning me away,
Not retuning my phone call,
Acting like everything is okay.
I just can't comprihend,
That the one person I held so dearly,
Can just slip through my hands.
I'm begging the rain of my tears,
To quit saturating me in sadness,
And for my greatest fear,
To be something other than this.
I long for you so badly that my heart is drowning in the newly chilled blood that courses through my viens.
Your words and actions are driving me insane.
I hoped to someday have you back as my own,
But so far y
If you could only see
How pathetic these eyes look to me
When holding back
All the thoughts and the feelings inside
Zipped glued clinched tight
When vibration's lack
No communication's made
Watching the time tick away
While chances pass you by
Open your mouth
Speak the truth
Let nothing mean nothing but nothing
Some friends came over and smoked me out.....and then they told me that two of my favorite bands was playing tonight at the same show!!! I got stoned for free....and got to see Engine Down and Ted Leo and the Pharmacist for free!!! Holy Shit it rocked so hardcore!!! And I got plenty of cereal and milk left to eat tonight!!! And I don't have any homework!!!
I dont know if you remember me, but we used to talk on her and aim all the time probably about 5 yrs ago/ OI havent been on here in a while and for some reason thought of you. lol. How are you, if you even remember me lol