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Breathe.

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Breathe.

Inhale in that albuterol spray and breathe try to catch it, that ever elusive lungful that ever elusive full-drawn breath. Chase down the facts and breathe try to catch it, that ever elusive healthiness that ever elusive missing piece Gasp for some fucking air and breathe try to catch it, and watch it... run away. -05.18.10.

Concupiscence.

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Concupiscence.

Magnetic feet Pull me 'long a string Drawing lines, insides Feeling it Turning, churning Raise me high Lifting, sifting Come down, say it Graced within And graced without Flowing, growing Tortured by it Seed your eyes with What's been sown Heightening our Concupiscence.

Floating.

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Floating.

Floating, is the operational word To describe the effervescence That erupts within my essence, When you're around. Floating, is the operational word To communicate the highs That are heaped upon my heart, When you look at me. Floating, is the operational word To illustrate the pitter-pattering Of my pulse's palpitations, When you kiss me. Floating, is the operational word To expound upon the love We so loyally live by, When we fly above and beyond. -01.07.10.

Slice.

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Slice.

And you take a deep breath, And slice. And gasp for joy, Throw your head back in glorious pain, Arching back into the blissful agony that takes you away. And you take a deep breath, And slice again. And another wave hits, As you revel in your self-inflicted pain, Glorying in the agonizing feelings turning red on the skin. And you take a deep breath, And slice one last time. And cry out for help, Begging for him to come and stop you, Sinking into depths of despair with the crimson streaming down. -06.18.09

In Tandem.

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In Tandem.

And I remember the look in your eyes Saying it all as we moved Always side by side, In tandem. And I remember the words that you said Our love would never end We'd always be side by side, In tandem. And I remember the feel of your body against mine Nuzzling closely, limbs entertwined Feeling like we'd always be side by side, In tandem. And I guess I made a mistake Because there's no time left to take, Where we'll always be side by side, In tandem. -06.17.09.

Broken Little Girl.

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Broken Little Girl.

Who wants a broken little girl? There's a broken little girl for sale. Her heart's been ripped to shreds yet she's filled... with endings from a sad tale. Who wants a broken little girl? She's ripe for the taking, She can't stand being alone, and Her heart's lonely and aching Who wants a broken little girl? Nobody I know. But she couldn't stay unbroken. She knew it would hurt, but she had to go. -06.14.09.

Fade.

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Fade.

Are the memories fading for you? Washed away by the hate and anger You feel for me, The pain you've endured for me, Because of me? I hope not.  I still remember. -06/13/09.

Fire Against Fire.

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Fire Against Fire.

Fire against fire... Feeling the flames Licking down each other, Burning desire in our veins Fire against fire... Feeling the sparks Tingle their way through our bodies Covering skin in love marks Fire against fire... Feeling what? Torrential emotions coursing within. Feeling what?  Feeling you. -05/25/09
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Breathe.

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Breathe.

Inhale in that albuterol spray and breathe try to catch it, that ever elusive lungful that ever elusive full-drawn breath. Chase down the facts and breathe try to catch it, that ever elusive healthiness that ever elusive missing piece Gasp for some fucking air and breathe try to catch it, and watch it... run away. -05.18.10.

Concupiscence.

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Concupiscence.

Magnetic feet Pull me 'long a string Drawing lines, insides Feeling it Turning, churning Raise me high Lifting, sifting Come down, say it Graced within And graced without Flowing, growing Tortured by it Seed your eyes with What's been sown Heightening our Concupiscence.

Floating.

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Floating.

Floating, is the operational word To describe the effervescence That erupts within my essence, When you're around. Floating, is the operational word To communicate the highs That are heaped upon my heart, When you look at me. Floating, is the operational word To illustrate the pitter-pattering Of my pulse's palpitations, When you kiss me. Floating, is the operational word To expound upon the love We so loyally live by, When we fly above and beyond. -01.07.10.

Blacky the Goldfish.

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Blacky the Goldfish.

One fine morning when I woke, And I thought my fish had choked, 'Cause my Blacky did not Move around at all -- He was floatin' on his back, And his eyes were dark and black, And the smell -- there is no worse that can be found! So I cried out for my Mommy, Who came in the room and found me Staring at my poor deceased and lifeless fish. She said, "Honey, Blacky's gone, And he will not stay here long, 'Till we flush him down the toilet 'swish, swish, swish.'" So I screamed and then I kicked, Had a fit 'till I got sick, Then I cried some more to my beloved granny. There was nothing she could do, For my Blacky was now through,

My World Inside.

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My World Inside.

My world inside Is crumbling around me Fragments of what I used to be. Ripped away To reveal A core of lies and hate Of depression, of secrets Hidden in my dark soul Relationships broken Repressed feelings Morphed decisions That make me now. How to journey back To cover myself with A cloak of brightness Of truth and stability But the cloak keeps slipping Away as my blackness coats Everything around me. Until I am left in the dark, alone. The starred cloak broken And the darkness complete.

Another world inside.

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Another world inside.

My world inside Is crumbling around me. My life changed And warped, As the skyscrapers fall To the ground. My facades, my cover-ups Are laid bare. At their core, a swirling vortex. Frightened, Mad, Confused, Hurt. From the decisions that were wrong From the words that were not real From the actions of one person. Me.                                                       -04/04

A New World Inside.

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A New World Inside.

My world inside Is crumbling around me. Lightning crashes Destroying my outer shields. My mind is laid bare, Naked for the world to see. Trampled upon, I fall apart. I burn up in the hurt of the world. But from the ashes ... You put me back together. You lift me up. My heart begins to beat again I live. I breathe. I am. With you.                                                       -06/04

I Treasure You.

Anything But Snow.

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Anything But Snow.

Lacy flowers torn Uprooted from a cloud. Alabaster petals; Fallen but still proud. Broken dreams drifting Spiraling from the skies. Life stories frozen In every shape and size. Diamond shards glitter, Swirling round and round. Shattered glass, brilliant, Sparkling on the ground.                                        Jan. 2000

Come to me.

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Come to me.

Come to me In wind singing Stars surround Flowers in sky Come to me In earth changing Lava reflects Star-fire inside Come to me In tree swaying Stars twinkle 'round Nymphs dance in the boughs I come to you Luminous shadow Come to me My golden king Chorus/Whatever: I come to you Bathed in starlight moonlight Sing with me brother I come to you Take me in your arms And hold me, my lover                                              -4/25/04

the nature of love

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the nature of love

` Every time I see the moon I remember that hole you ripped in the sky the night we first kissed. ~~~ Bared and branched out I climb her trunk with no ropes and no net clinging, clawing my way up from the foot-root to the pinnacle prize of sunlit lips and adoring eyes exhausted I collapse into limbs soft as beech where sleep comes in the swaying breeze. ~~~ and twilight never comes; even beyond midnight the sun shines brightly lying softly beside me. `

She lays in the stillness

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There Was Pussy In My Bed

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There Was Pussy In My Bed

There was pussy        in my bed last night. For nights she lay        on top of the sheets, at the tip of the bed        and would watch me until I seemed asleep.        Jazz swaggered sure -footedly on to us        from the speakers with the darting tongue        of a mamba. I could feel you        on my chest as if my stomach        was feverish. You purred        when I touched you, in the ways that        you like to be touched. And when you kept        digging your nails into that place,        above my left hip, the place that makes        me laugh so nervously, although I stopped you      

New Year Tanka

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New Year Tanka

another year- they pass by more quickly for me there is no other love, may our's not be so fleeting
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Spotlight

Coming Home.

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Coming Home.

Coming home A quiet house, sleeping All but me, alone and awake. Savoring the smells, Familiar surroundings, Home accompanied With a sense of fate. Crawl into bed Turn on the nightlight Begin to read, Mind absorbing thought. Thinking of you As I think of tomorrow All the things said, Not said for naught. Wishing you well, Hoping you're learning. Happier without me, Problems and foreign speech Gone from your life Without even a whisper Yet forever recalling What I had to teach. Moving on, Sleep beckons Wand'ring, Lost to the world. Hear me in dreams Speak your name softly Dreams that happened, Yet to occur.  
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My Bio
Current Residence: Northampton, Massachusetts.
Favourite genre of music: Too many to name.
Favourite photographer: mfenberg
Favourite style of art: Light painting.
Operating System: Windows XP.
MP3 player of choice: iPod 40GB
Shell of choice: Purple.
Wallpaper of choice: UV-reactive blue and purple.
Skin of choice: Vanilla.
Favourite cartoon character: Bullwinkle.
Personal Quote: "I'm not weird. I'm not special either. I'm a unique me. Deal with it."

Favourite Visual Artist
VNV Nation.
Favourite Movies
V For Vendetta
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
VNV Nation, Wookiefoot and The Beatles.
Favourite Writers
Anne Bishop.
Favourite Games
Scrabble.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2.
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, notebook, computer, guitar, camera.
Other Interests
guitar, gymnastics, dance, fire performance, poetry

Status update.

Status update.

I figure I'll do a journal update.  It's been about a year, ya know?  Neh. So... I'm still living in Massachusetts.  A few things have changed. I've been in a serious relationship with Rafi for more than a year. I'm going to college part-time, and I have a wonderful job. I'm so happy in my life.  My hobbies are fabulous, and I'm rocking the Spanish class I'm taking right now. In summary, life is as good as I ever remember it being.

I've been incredibly productive...

I've been incredibly productive...

...in my writings.  My poetry has slowed because I've been writing fanfics.  I've been writing in two categories:  Snape/Hermione from HP, and Hook/Wendy from Peter Pan.  If anyone is interested, let me know.

Updating.

Updating.

So I'm going to be posting some of my works that I have found and dragged up and repolished and made shiny.  So posting will happen more often for a little bit... and reviews are always appreciated!  Thanks for the support everyone, and don't hesitate to go back and look at some of my older writing as well! Toodles. -Me.

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