It's like, I get the frame by frame slow motion that happens in movies with adrenaline, but at the same time everything's moving so fast, and I just all of a sudden feel nice, and like I can so something. Like something that I could be proud of later. And then there's this creative rush and colors are feelings and feelings are in oxygen. And then I can breathe and it's okay, the air actually has something sustainable inside. And then just realizing that is enough to make everything okay again, and my chest doesn't feel so empty and the pressure goes away and I'm not so afraid anymore.
I really, really love everybody in my life.