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So uhhhhhhhhh, I'm thinking of moving out. I don't know where I'd go, but I don't know how much longer I can live with my grandma. She's turned into such a cold hearted bitch these last few years, she's a completely different person than she used to be...she's starting to remind me of my mother.

Except y'know, without the physical harm haha.

I have anger issues, but since I've started taking meds they've pretty much gone away. But lately she's been pushing me and I'm starting to feel that rage again. I don't know I'd hurt her, but myself or things in the house?
I would.
I know since it's happened before, multiple times because of my mom.

....

Usually when me and my grandma get in an argument it blows over after a week or so and were fine.

This is like, week 3 and I'm ready to strangle somebody.

Things were so much better when my grandpa was still alive, everything just keeps going downhill.

She wants to move back to the area we used to live before, when she promised me we'd move to the country...or at least away from there.

I don't want to move back there, I know too many people out there. My MOM is there, I can't handle that.

I don't even know if I COULD get away,  because of my grandma I never got my driver's license. I still have one credit I need to get before I graduate highschool. I have NO job experience.

Fuck man I don't know what to do. Nobody prepared me for this shit.


I could go live with one of my cousins but I know, I KNOW, that if I did I'd start doing drugs. And drinking. And fuck I don't want to be a mooch.


Does anyone know what I should do? Any advice at all? Should I attempt to leave or sit and smile and deal with my grandma? Am I just being a spoiled little bitch here?

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Y'know...I'd be lying if I said I don't like drama. I DON'T like to get involved in it but it sure is fun to watch.

I think we all do, to an extent. I mean think about how boring your favorite TV show would be without a little drama.

So it's best to stay out of it, but honestly fun to watch. Sit back and sip some tea lmao.
I hate kids but like sometimes I think about being old and grey holding hands with my husband or wife surrounded by my many children and grandchildren and...idk man. Would be nice.

But I'm like 64% sure I'm just going to end up as a crazy cat lady anyways but still. I'm not even 20 yet so I probably shouldn't even be thinking about this crap lol.
Maybe it was a dumb idea to start a ng. I'm not a writer, and I'm terrible at fleshing out characters.

Besides that, I don't know what to do as far as drawing goes. Maybe I'll open my commissions or something.
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Starlit-Thirium Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey uh...how did you add those wallpaper things to your custom boxes? How do you get multiple?
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Serenea-Artz Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Hey, IDK if u know already ( if u do im sorry )
But ur customs are done
So Many Ponies :CUSTOMS: by Serenea-Artz
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DuchessUru Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
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Starlit-Thirium Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey hey your girl got some Core and a fancy new username~
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