Been doing so much. I can't never be satisfied. A first timer taking random shots have much better photos than me. I think I'm losing my views on photography. Gah.
Been deleting stuff off here too. Just not satisfied lately. I can't find the right words to describe it.
Is it weird for me to want to remove everything I have on here?
I feel very much unsatisfied with what I've done. I feel restricted. Like there's much more out there waiting for me but I can't reach it, I can't find it.
It's like there's more to explore but I'm trapped here.
I feel like I'm losing something.
I look back at my works and I feel like, "God, that's just so ordinary".
So what now? Is there a new me wanting to emerge? Or am I just lost?