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Intensity by SanusSynthesis Intensity :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 2 0 Home alone...or was I by SanusSynthesis Home alone...or was I :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 2 10 Take the Picture Already by SanusSynthesis Take the Picture Already :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 0 4 Enough of Me to Go Around by SanusSynthesis Enough of Me to Go Around :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 4 7 Lyrical by SanusSynthesis Lyrical :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 7 2 I am Sanus Synthesis by SanusSynthesis I am Sanus Synthesis :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 1 1 Switch Berry by SanusSynthesis Switch Berry :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 2 1 Render by SanusSynthesis Render :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 1 0 Path edit by SanusSynthesis Path edit :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 0 0 Click by SanusSynthesis
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This is Me
This is me when I can't take it anymore,
This is me when the world around me crashes down,
...and the lies are stripped away.
This is me when reality sets in.
And this is me when I have no one to talk to, where left to run, no tears left to cry!
This is me, the real me, welcome to my hell!
This is me when all hope is lost,
This is me when I can't stand anymore,
This is me when even God has forsaken me!
This is me when the darkness overpowers me,
...when all I love fades away.
This is me as the strength to breathe leaves my lungs,
And this is me when my heart slowly stops beating.
YES, this is me when life has no meaning, no purpose.
This is me, when my vision slowly fades.
Are you seeing me?
This is me, DYING!
Can't you see me?
You know now, this is what I am, who I am.
Can you feel that? The warmth leaving my body?
Yes, this is me…. me at the end, it's over it's done.
What's left of the real me is dead and gone now,
The knife clutters to the cold hard floor.
I stand and sta
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Sitting on Brick Wall 2 by SanusSynthesis Sitting on Brick Wall 2 :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 0 3 Me lying on Grass by SanusSynthesis Me lying on Grass :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 1 4
Beside Me
I struggle against the darkness,
I feel it's strong grip, tugging against my soul.
I am fighting for my life, my being!
As I inch forward I hear a small voice,
I don't understand what it is saying so I stop for a moment.
The laughing the tells me I am worthless, I am nothing, I am lost.
I scream and struggle again, the voice only chuckles as it keeps delivering messages of despair.
I begin to weaken, I can't do this. I kneel down and bow my head, the darkness builds upon my back.
My forehead touches the floor, it's so cold and dark, Oh so dark!
Suddenly the darkness recedes a little, I can feel the breath taking weight on my back lessen.
I raise my head and look up into the darkness and there I see a light! I try to stand but I only collapse.
I try to call out but I only release a raspy whisper, even I don't understand.
So I just whisper, "Please… please…" The light grows brighter, and the darkness recedes again.
I am still too weak to stand, almost too weak to breathe, I fal
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Space and Time 2 by SanusSynthesis Space and Time 2 :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 2 0 Space and Time by SanusSynthesis Space and Time :iconsanussynthesis:SanusSynthesis 1 0


Emo Scene Anime Guy by pokyboy Emo Scene Anime Guy :iconpokyboy:pokyboy 411 29 a whole story by she-is-so-fly a whole story :iconshe-is-so-fly:she-is-so-fly 11 3 Alive by muffin93 Alive :iconmuffin93:muffin93 2 2 time in the irretrievable... by rainindark time in the irretrievable... :iconrainindark:rainindark 142 75 magic of cemetry by rainindark magic of cemetry :iconrainindark:rainindark 5 4 Azucenas by ijasimaversus Azucenas :iconijasimaversus:ijasimaversus 4 8 Somewhere by CHPhotographies Somewhere :iconchphotographies:CHPhotographies 1 4 Creek by heyiamtara Creek :iconheyiamtara:heyiamtara 3 6 After the Rain by McKenzie-James After the Rain :iconmckenzie-james:McKenzie-James 200 56 red rose by CrisisCorps red rose :iconcrisiscorps:CrisisCorps 1,378 259 Dark Fox by akarui Dark Fox :iconakarui:akarui 1,252 130 Emo by santalloniboi Emo :iconsantalloniboi:santalloniboi 2,133 552 Double Julian Technique :D by tickingcounterparts Double Julian Technique :D :icontickingcounterparts:tickingcounterparts 5 3 Ecliptomax by Xypter Ecliptomax :iconxypter:Xypter 0 2



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United States
Silence so loud your head hurts from the intensity. Turn on the music, murder the silence. Distance your thoughts, give up your soul. Let the melody take over, Kill the pain. Absorb the emotion, feel your world go numb. Watch as time swirls around you. Close your eyes and let go.
~Sanus Synthesis~

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Xypter Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Haha finally submitted this bad boy [link]
muffin93 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011
Thanks ;)
ijasimaversus Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thanks you so much for the fav and +add!!! saludos!!!
SanusSynthesis Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
np! It was an awesome picture! haha
Cecilou-chan Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav !! :)
Self-Epidemic Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
you have been featured here: [link]
SanusSynthesis Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks! :D
JJeds112 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for your comments.
SanusSynthesis Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem! I like photoshop too! ;)
Xypter Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I demand more art xD.
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