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Sweetie.
Dear Sweetie,
You blocked me, and while it ows, I'm going to ultimately be fine with it. You are one person. One little drop in this big bucket of humanity. I know it's you who burnt the bridge this time, and these days, I'm not gonna fucking come back to grovel before you.
I do have some words of wisdom for you though, just in case somehow you read this. That is if you unblock me or someone shares it with you. Either way it's unlikely but still I'd like to give you some advice:
Don't burn bridges so easily. Don't discard friends so quickly. Don't rebuff honest, earnest attempts at starting over with a clean slate - years and years after the drama went down. People do change over the years, after all.
Or don't listen to me. Just go on as you are now. Either way it's no longer going to affect me. I'm done with you. I no longer give thirds and fourths and such. Plenty of other fish in the sea. Just don't fuck it up with the next person looking to reconcile with you.
I mean, back in the d
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The Social Pitch Pipe #1.3
DBoy and More
In this article, I will be writing about two aspies. One will remain anonymous, but the other is quite well-known and will not have such a luxury.
DBoyWheeler - The Man, The Legend
This aspie furry earned his infamy during the early days of Encyclopedia Dramatica. He is best known for his horribly-done drawings and a so-called 'style' that was just poor skill. Blow #1 for him was likely latching onto SonicRocksMySocks and asking another artist to draw a rather pervy picture of her being strapped to a table and tickled. I don't know what is more disturbing; that or the fact that a girl who was back then only fifteen was being subjected to that while she was wearing a bikini. Bear in mind that dboywheeler is around seven or eight years her senior. That is Blow #2 - inappropriate requests. A normal person would avoid requesting such a picture - portraying someone in a bikini at pretty much any age is fine, but putting someone who is still a minor in a rather kinky scenario
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The Social Pitch Pipe #1.2
Asshat Yajirobe Fan
My friend and contributor first encountered this asshole and creep on DeviantART, and he has a thing for chubby male characters. He happened to be a fan of Yajirobe, a lazy but still formidable fighter from DragonballZ.
As the two of them chatted over the year, something about him annoyed my friend: His constant complaints about not getting enough attention or hugs from Mommy and Daddy. This is Blow #1: Getting Too Personal too early on and Blow #2: Talking about personal problems too much.
The reality is, people who don't know you well are not going to care much about your personal problems. Think about how you would feel if someone kept on whining about stuff that really didn't concern you and yet didn't try to fix any of the problems mentioned. I have had to deal with things like that from a mentally unstable person who turned out to be a tracer and a troublemaker, and I used to (and sometimes still do) have a problem of whining.
What I have begun to realize over
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SimCity Song - Lorde Parody
New mayor in town...
splines have been reticulated
It's time to build a city
Look upon my greatness as I
Build some roads now ~
Build a power plant ~
Build residential zones right next to factories
and build commercial too, and don't forget the police
Now raise the taxes - we're making dough hand-over-fist
But you can't cut back on funding - YOU'LL REGREEEEET THIIIIIIIS!
Build us a stadium today
Lower the taxes - we won't pay oh no!
We got a tornado - and an earthquake!
I built a city
on my computer screen
not very pretty but I sure know how to run things
And if I ruin
the the the infrastructure it's ok
I'm the mayor
and I'm here to stay
I'm kinda over getting told about pollution in the air
... So there
So now the city's broke
Coffers are empty
But it wasn't my fault
(yeah, right)
And everyone is leaving
due to potholes in the streets
And citizens demand tax relief
I built a city
on my computer screen
not very pretty but I sure know how to run things
And I can summon
another monster f
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Our Rights on the Internet
We have the right to:
- Own websites and forums
- Govern them as we wish
- Speak/post freely on public forums
- Choose how we act/react
- Listen or view what we wish
- Walk away from what we do not wish to see or hear
- Take offense
- Be uncomfortable or angry
- Attempt to offend others
- Criticize others
We do NOT have the right to:
- Force others to not speak/post
- Choose how others act/react
- Force others to listen to us
- Censor others
- Force owners of websites to keep our posts up
- Use any websites or forums we do not own
- Not be warned or banned
- Be given mod permissions
- Be right
- Be popular
- Have friends
- Be apologized to
- Not be trolled
- Not be criticized
- Freedom from consequences
- Be comfortable
Now here are my reasons for this list. We certainly have the right to do what we wish to do on the internet, but there are consequences for our actions. We have the right to post what we want to post, but the owners of the website have the right to moderate or delete wh
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Boundaries: Good for NTs and Aspies
Some people don't understand the value of boundaries. Aspies often don't even know the reason for them, since they have fewer mirror-neurons that tell them why people feel certain ways about things like proximity, snooping, and prying questions. Because of this, aspies will find themselves out of step with neurotypicals. Other times, they think that these boundaries are set up just to hurt them or destroy their fun.
They don't realize that boundaries are for their benefit as well.
Boundaries can be anything, from certain body parts being 'private' to things like cheating in a relationship, stealing, hitting, spreading rumours, snooping, insulting, lying to someone, or even out-of-left-field break-ups. Boundaries are not just for neurotypicals - they are for us too.
As someone with Aspergers Autism, I have had problems with certain boundaries for years. As some of you may know, years ago I let a guy buy me a drink, and when he drove me back to where I was parked, he kept trying to kiss
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Aspies and Rejection: Don't be a SIMP
Now, most people who have been on the internet for awhile know that a SIMP is a guy who would bend over backwards to give the world to a woman who doesn't give a shit about him. Like, he goes on maybe two dates with a chick, she hasn't even kissed him, and he wants to buy her a diamond bracelet. Or he will get mad at a guy his chick is sleeping with, instead of at her. On the internet at least, the term SIMP could mean anyone pursuing friendship - not just romance - with someone of either gender. The main similarity between the romantic and non-romantic SIMP is lack of reciprocity.
Aspies have a big problem, which is, they keep giving and giving even when the attention and love they give is not reciprocated. You could send lots of nice, loving emails to someone you care about, and receive very little back if the person is busy (or even a little creeped out by you not understanding the nonverbal cues in his/her replies).
Are you a SIMP?
If you spend a lot of time and energy on praising
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An Essay on Anger for Aspies, by an Aspie
We aspies are usually very easily irritated, upset, or distressed. Weirdly enough, it is very hard to anger us - to TRULY anger us. Sometimes that can be a good thing, as we can be - or at least seem to be - very patient and tolerant. However, this patience can be a curse when it comes to other people burning bridges. People can take advantage of our kind, patient nature, or we can creep out other people if we seem overly friendly and forgiving. Because of this, we need to learn to be angry.
To start, think about a friend who suddenly burnt a bridge. Think about what you did about it. Did you apologize profusely for whatever you did? Did you grovel and beg for that person to come back so things could go back to the way they were? If so, you are not alone. I've done that a few times, and believe me, I wish I had instead just got angry and wrote these people off.
Think about your boundaries. Aspies tend to have little sense of personal boundaries, and they need to learn about healthy bou
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For a long time I was racking my brain trying to figure out what the hell was going on with my hard drive. It said that I only had like 35 gigs left on a 450 gig drive and I didn't know HOW I could have used up all that space (even with all the programs I love love love to collect lol) and I tried deleting, uninstalling, etc... still was only a temporary solution. Then I read up on this program called TreeSize Free. Good enough for locating space-munchers and getting rid of them.

www.jam-software.com/treesize_…

Use this program to see if it's the Windows/Temp folder that's gobbling up the gigs, and if it is, select ALL the .cab files and right-click, then select 'Delete' and press the 'Yes' button, then watch as they all get recycled. Then empty the Recycle Bin and enjoy your newly-freed hard drive space.

Wooo... my Windows/Temp folder was eating up 207 gigs of hard drive space. Yes. 207 gigs. Got 206 back, which is good enough for me. Bugger. That is a LOT of space to be wasted by .cab files. But WHY? WHY? Why would my computer keep all that crap in the Windows/Temp folder? WHY??? Good grief it was bloated enough to outweigh me on a bathroom scale. OUCH!

So anyway, if your computer seems to be having a serious hard drive space leak, use TreeSize Free and look up the Windows/Temp folder, and clear it out. You'll be glad you did.
  • Listening to: Rockapella (gots to love that Zombie Jamboree)
  • Watching: Youtube vids
  • Playing: The Sims (and Sims 2)
  • Drinking: covfefe
I remember reading about Jussie Smollett years ago like... in a Disney Adventures magazine. Something about 'On Our Own' or whatnot. Wish he would've been happy with that.
Found a coupla cool dudes on twitter. Seems I get along better with guys than with gals. Maybe it's my aspergers - females with aspergers are neurologically on par with neurotypical males after all. May also explain my sense of humour. Farty-poop fart fart.
Woo. Posted some inflamatory stuff on twitter. Good day, me thinks.
Ever been in a blue mood yet strangely happy 'cause you bought some crunchy peanut butter?

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sanjouin-dacapo
Da Da Capo
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Favourite genre of music: Synth-Pop, techno, trance, dnb
Favourite photographer: YOUR MOM
Favourite style of art: Digital, Traditional, Fractals, Fan Art
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp - It really whoops the llama's ass!
Shell of choice: Raphael's
Wallpaper of choice: Nephrite <3
Skin of choice: A little rabbit skin, to wrap the baby's bunting in...
Favourite cartoon character: Raphael, Nephrite, Seia Kou Aeon Flux, Bugs Bunny, The Warners, Taz, Tweety Bird
Personal Quote: "Would you mind not farting while I'm saving the world?" - The Ninth Doctor
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For a long time I was racking my brain trying to figure out what the hell was going on with my hard drive. It said that I only had like 35 gigs left on a 450 gig drive and I didn't know HOW I could have used up all that space (even with all the programs I love love love to collect lol) and I tried deleting, uninstalling, etc... still was only a temporary solution. Then I read up on this program called TreeSize Free. Good enough for locating space-munchers and getting rid of them.

www.jam-software.com/treesize_…

Use this program to see if it's the Windows/Temp folder that's gobbling up the gigs, and if it is, select ALL the .cab files and right-click, then select 'Delete' and press the 'Yes' button, then watch as they all get recycled. Then empty the Recycle Bin and enjoy your newly-freed hard drive space.

Wooo... my Windows/Temp folder was eating up 207 gigs of hard drive space. Yes. 207 gigs. Got 206 back, which is good enough for me. Bugger. That is a LOT of space to be wasted by .cab files. But WHY? WHY? Why would my computer keep all that crap in the Windows/Temp folder? WHY??? Good grief it was bloated enough to outweigh me on a bathroom scale. OUCH!

So anyway, if your computer seems to be having a serious hard drive space leak, use TreeSize Free and look up the Windows/Temp folder, and clear it out. You'll be glad you did.
  • Listening to: Rockapella (gots to love that Zombie Jamboree)
  • Watching: Youtube vids
  • Playing: The Sims (and Sims 2)
  • Drinking: covfefe

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SupeSmashJason Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2019  New Deviant Student General Artist
You're right. I don't have that much confidence. I am mentally unstable. Especially since I have anger issues I have to deal with every day. I need to chill out, relax, and reform. I'm not asking you to forgive me.
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sanjouin-dacapo Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2019  Student Digital Artist
Then stop fucking visiting me. Leave me alone. I mean the FUCK. Why are you doing this? Why are you continually fucking contacting me when I made it crystal fucking clear that I wanted nothing to do with you? Really. I got my own real life shit to deal with and I do NOT need to keep being pestered by the likes of you.

So kindly fuck off and leave me alone.
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Nixwerld Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are right.  I don't have any confidence.  I am mentally unstable.  I need to learn how to calm down at situations like Kiwi Farms.  
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sanjouin-dacapo Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I forgive you, but I think we should keep communication to a minimum for awhile. I don't trust you that well at the moment.
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SpiritAmong-Darkness Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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sanjouin-dacapo Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Welcome :D
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MisserMyst Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for favin' WIP: SuitYourself the Soldier

~Myst
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NinePrisms Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2018
Thank you so much for watching my art, it means a ton to me that you liked my work enough to want to see more! :heart:
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LadyKeren Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, did you hear about the death of Denis Akiyama? (Kunzite's VA in the DIC dub)
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sanjouin-dacapo Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2018  Student Digital Artist
This is the first time I heard about it
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