your river runs faster. I like it. especially "know these tiny deaths are yours." can a "tiny death" mean sleep? or only orgasm? it's hard to remember all the metaphors I've been through.
and how are you? it's been so long. I forget about this site and then remember it every few months or so. "deviant for 8 years" hit me oddly strongly today. 1/3 of my life, now. has it ever occurred to you that, eventually, there will be more screenames and profiles online for the dead than the living?
anyway. I hope all is well. and say hi to simone, if you're still in touch.