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Ezio + Leonardo by samaraholbrook Ezio + Leonardo :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 6 2 She sells seashells by samaraholbrook She sells seashells :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 2 4 Illuminated - Destan by samaraholbrook Illuminated - Destan :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 0 0 SexSea Beast by samaraholbrook SexSea Beast :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 2 5 Mood Board - Artsy by samaraholbrook Mood Board - Artsy :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 0 0
I know it's wrong, but every time I look at that picture of you kissing her, my heart breaks all over again. And again. And again.
Every time she tells you she loves you, does it feel the same as the times I said it? Does she even mean it?
Sometimes, when I think about you, I wonder if you're thinking about me too.
You never are.
There used to be a light at the end of the tunnel. It came from you.
Then she stepped in front of you and now I can't see where I'm going anymore.
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Shinra -Color- by samaraholbrook Shinra -Color- :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 2 5 Shinra -Lineart- by samaraholbrook Shinra -Lineart- :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 0 0 Shinra -Sketch- by samaraholbrook Shinra -Sketch- :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 0 1 Gabriel -colored- by samaraholbrook Gabriel -colored- :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 1 2
I feel, always, as if the world is passing me by. I feel as if I am wasting my time looking for you, my love, constantly searching to find you when I'm not even sure what I want you to be.
But I cannot stop. Not for the world could I stop looking for you.
I feel as if there is a hole, my sweet, a place in the deepest darkest reaches of my heart where you should be. A few people have managed to find it, this place that I reserve for you, but my subconscious has pushed them out, knowing almost instantly that they didn't belong there.
You do. That spot is for you.
You, my one, my only, my love. I don't know you yet, I don't know your name, I don't know where you are, but I know with every fiber of my waking mind that you are the only one who could possibly ever fulfill this ridiculous need that drives me to madness every day. You are my obsession, my profession, my goal in life, or at least one of them. You are the embodiment of everything I could ever want and need in a per
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O Captain, My Captain
      Today is no different than any day. Today, the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, bleeding both ways. Today, the birds will sing, and the wind will blow, entertaining the world with their litany of nature. Today, I think I will read some poetry after breakfast, as I have done every single day for the past ten years. Today, I will laugh and I will cry, and then I will sleep tonight and, hopefully, forget the reason I even felt in the first place.
      Today is one year after The Day.
      The Day started no different than any day. I woke before sunrise, went down to the mess to make myself an early breakfast (the cook, Caleb, was not awake yet) before walking outside onto the deck of Our Lady Mercy to watch the sun rise once again.
      Miles and miles above leagues upon leagues of ocean, the sun rises sooner over the horizon, it is hotter during midd
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How I make people religious. :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 1 31
Pulled into love.
        Let's talk a little about love.
        People say that you "fall in love." I love a pool, or a pit of despair? What, exactly, is it that you "fall" into?
        No, I don't think people "fall" in love. Love at first sight? That's complete bullshit. You can't just love someone by seeing them.
        I think that love is more like...being unraveled. Each person is a carefully woven mix of emotions; "falling in love" with someone is more like having each string pulled away from the others slowly, carefully, and then they run their fingers through the strings, separate the weak from the strong, the beautiful from the ugly, and then they take the threads that you've pulled out of their loom and weave your strings together, to make a new bond, a stronger bond. That's what love is. It's taking each others weakn
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Re: The Lotus Tree
I remember you telling me about a tree and a hill and the sun and the sky. I remember the huskiness of your voice as you said it, the way the words spilled from your lips, and I tried to imagine your face; serious yet excited, exhilarated, eyes wide in surprise and delight that you're finally getting this idea out of your head in a burst of pure inspiration. I could imagine the way your lips move, the way the curve upward slightly in delight that you're finally, finally finding a way to channel all of your feelings into one sentence, one expression of love. The words are beautiful, falling from your lips like honey and coating my heart with a thick layer of joy. I love to hear that you're happy, and I love to hear that you love me; but most of all, I love to see your feelings laid out clearly for you unknowingly did when you told me about a tree and a hill, and the sun and the sky.
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Familiar 2 by samaraholbrook Familiar 2 :iconsamaraholbrook:samaraholbrook 0 2


Yin Yang Couple by kutyus-REX Yin Yang Couple :iconkutyus-rex:kutyus-REX 5 1 Loki's Yogurt Night by doubleleaf Loki's Yogurt Night :icondoubleleaf:doubleleaf 9,075 1,018 calm by br0-Harry calm :iconbr0-harry:br0-Harry 1,536 138 hades and persephone 1 by sandara hades and persephone 1 :iconsandara:sandara 61,905 2,649 Finnick by alicexz Finnick :iconalicexz:alicexz 7,266 672 A Once and Future King by alicexz A Once and Future King :iconalicexz:alicexz 17,221 525
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Of Tricks and Changes :iconnepherimcrystal:NepherimCrystal 58 14
Good Morning Amnesia by Quarter-Virus Good Morning Amnesia :iconquarter-virus:Quarter-Virus 1,364 185 With Balloon by Brani-Chan With Balloon :iconbrani-chan:Brani-Chan 469 42 plug and play by doubleleaf plug and play :icondoubleleaf:doubleleaf 11,340 2,707 Milkman Discus Fish by humon Milkman Discus Fish :iconhumon:humon 8,011 1,371 Only jerks and bimbos by humon Only jerks and bimbos :iconhumon:humon 30,581 3,941 Hunger Games SD by daekazu Hunger Games SD :icondaekazu:daekazu 13,426 1,631 Tremendous echo by lily-fox Tremendous echo :iconlily-fox:lily-fox 1,815 299 Oh Boys by Sash-kash Oh Boys :iconsash-kash:Sash-kash 3,735 218 John dear by lily-fox John dear :iconlily-fox:lily-fox 1,555 140




Samara Holbrook
United States
Current Residence: Mah Cave. ^w^
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Mmm...medium.
Print preference: Dun matter. If i'm getting a print then i'm happy lol!
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, metal, Indie.
Favourite photographer: Tch. Yeah.
Favourite style of art: FanArt. Duh.
Operating System: HP Pavilion dv6000, double processor. Running on Vista.
MP3 player of choice: Archos 7 Home Tablet. Sukkit.
Shell of choice: S-shell? like, bomb shell?
Wallpaper of choice: id-boomer...
Skin of choice: For WMP, the TDK skin XD
Favourite cartoon character: Sylvester (yknow the kitty that always tried to eat tweety XD) KITTEH. =O
Personal Quote: Rise, and rise again, until lambs become lions.
  • Listening to: GLaDOS - Still Alive

and pretty much what it is is like me doing random shizz on my computer, like writing and playing Portal and things in photoshop and stuff. soo yeah lols. :D come watch :D please :D so  i fell important :D


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awesomesauce001 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
hi... don't know if you know me but we r related in some insane way. any guesses? :)
samaraholbrook Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014
dear christ, it's happening. soon there will be no corner of the internet that I can go to to escape you.
awesomesauce001 Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Pretty much, yes...
babybuddah Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011
RAWR !!!! :3 lol how yas been little one lol
samaraholbrook Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011
okay =3 busy christmas this year, rofl. XD been playin' Skyrim and stuff. you?
babybuddah Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011
^_^ drawing work im on winter break lol ;3
ive been playing Gws and Skyrim and other games just being rub is all lol
samaraholbrook Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011


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Zphal87 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011
[link] Tag. :heart: :heart:
RinGreen Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2011
Thanks for the watch! :heart:
samaraholbrook Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011
>w< No probs! Saw you on Tumblr and couldn't resist.
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