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Go Away by SamandJackforever Go Away :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0 Yay a Cat Nap by SamandJackforever Yay a Cat Nap :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0 Kayden has anger issues... by SamandJackforever Kayden has anger issues... :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0 Young Spiritus by SamandJackforever Young Spiritus :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0 good Morning James by SamandJackforever good Morning James :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0 Kiju Sketch Request by SamandJackforever Kiju Sketch Request :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 3
No More Abuse
I've had enough!
I want to make a noose,
Not for myself, oh no..
I want it to go around her neck,
hold her into place,
taking out my blades.. oh so fun.
Running them across her flesh,
making oh so tiny slits.
catching all the blood..
Her blood is too worthless,
alas its from where I come,
but I break free tonight.. let her bleed.
I don't care anymore,
drag me away in chains..
tonight.. no more abuse..
I won't be a failure.. at least tonight..
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 1 5
American Bald Eagle by SamandJackforever American Bald Eagle :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 1 2 Scar by SamandJackforever Scar :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 2
Unaware Insensitivity
Feeling the darkness,
come back to haunt me.
This love I have,
will it be like the last?
I am feeling so scared,
that my worst fears are true.
Seeing you walk away,
like your feelings have gone.
Why can't I find,
this feeling I search.
I give it up so whole,
but feel nothing in return.
I may feel loved,
70% of the time.
But wait, this feeling,
The two men share for me...
...Unaware Insensitivity...
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 1 1
Achings of a Heart
Laying in the shadows,
The tear soaked pillows.
Stifling the deep sorrow,
Wishing for tomorrow.
It hurts so much,
Away from your touch,
Trying to not loose sight,
Of your love every night.
I cannot see,
Why we can't be free.
To hold each other near,
Loosing heart, I fear.
Sacrificed a lot,
My heart had fought.
It seems I've won,
But is your heart for one?
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 4
Kitten's Dark Secrets by SamandJackforever
Mature content
Kitten's Dark Secrets :iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 1 2
Nights We Can't Remember
Sitting, face a glow
Typing with excitement,
The words just seem to flow,
In our sweet entrapment.
The gentle clicking
of keys under my hands
The clock ticking
Time shifting, like the sands...
The world is no more
Air thick with emotions
Souls connected and soar
With the subtle notions
I can feel you here
I hear your voice...
Why should I know fear?
This was my own choice.
Distance?  There is none,
Together, always we are
Our suffering, done
Greatly, we both care
Nights turn to days
But I have ceased to care
Fatigue finds no ways,
to defeat the love that we share
The seasons go on
They hold no boundary
To how long our song;
We'll dance for eternity
Like a cool drink of water,
Like a night on the town,
Like a thoroughbred, that's what she said!
We lose ourselves in the sound
Suspended on silver wings
For one heart always true
My heart freely sings
My love I found you
Yes, you've found me at last
As I have found you.
Our souls, to the wind we'll cast
To combine and perfect, to
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 0
Hauntings Of Lonliness
I feel nothing,
Plagued by Emptiness.
The tears cutting,
Spelling out Lonliness.
No one to hold,
This fragile Form.
The soul so cold,
Nothing sheltering the Swarm.
No hope in sight,
Ready to Cave.
Only two souls bright,
Enough to Save.
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 4
Love to Prove
I love you,
With all my Soul,
Anything for you, I'd do.
Please this heart is so Cold.
I long for your touch,
I long for your Love,
I long for you so much,
Pure as a white Dove.
Can you feel it?
I don't Know,
Reaching out of this pit.
Wounds for you to Sew.
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 0 8
Gangrel's Embrace
Like the Rain,
I fall, carrying the Pain
Holding onto Dreams
As they listen to my Screams
They have no Clue,
As I put on my Shoe.
That inside I'm Dying,
My soul soon Flying.
Come, heal my wounds,
I Look up at the moon.
My passion came to death,
Live with this last breath...
:iconsamandjackforever:SamandJackforever 1 4

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  • Listening to: The Way You Look Tonight - Tony Bennett
  • Reading: Cast in Flight - Michelle Sagara
  • Watching: The OA
  • Playing: Heroes of the Storm
  • Eating: Lasagna
  • Drinking: Orange Crush
So once again it has been a while for me to post here.  Again I apologize, I'm not used to writing about myself and giving updates, all my close friends know I'm bad at keeping base with this sort of thing. 

I've been on a wild rollercoaster ride the past few years, good points, bad points, really bad points and neutral points.  Life has once again tapered off to being in a content stage with a hint of a brighter future that I hope with all heart it comes to fruition.  I have changed jobs and have been working for a bank for just over a year now, it pays well and it isn't a bad job per say besides some people being asshats over the phone.  I am planning on buying a house in the next few years then a car, trying to get my priorities sorted and go after the previously insurmountable desires.

I've lost friends and loved ones, I've lost many things I cared about and my feelings have somewhat numbed from it but I am trying to find that happy medium and start to build a future for myself that I can come to love and be proud of.  Wish me luck dear friends, and drop me a line either here and/or facebook.  I miss everyone, and I'm sorry for not communicating better in the last years.

The Red Lioness


The Crimson Lioness
Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Country, Soundtracks
Favourite photographer: Smedz
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: WMP
Shell of choice: Seashells?
Wallpaper of choice: Me at Dorchester Mill Pond with the wind caressing my hair
Favourite cartoon character: Shido ~~ NightWalker
Personal Quote: "The power of oneself is only limited by the mind of that one"


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killashandra-falta Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012
Thanks for adding me :) :dance:
PD-Black-Dragon Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :w00t:
QueenDevious Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2008   General Artist
:hug: Thanxies for the addy, Luvvy! :star::heart:
Timitu Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
You have been tagged. Look at my journal for more.
IL2D Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007

Yay, random loves for a loved one :hug:

<3 you sis!
tsukishoujo Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2007
Thanks for the :+fav: :hug:
moonshadedweller Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Hi, thanks for the fave on Tobermory-drawing.
Kinipella Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2007
Thank you for your favorite on my tiger photo! I didn't think all that highly of it, but I'm glad you that seem to have enjoyed it
Atemslovergirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2007
Thnk U 4 The Fav U Roc My Sox :)
talonthekiller Featured By Owner May 22, 2007  Professional Traditional Artist
Hai. :smooch:
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