Here I am at 5 a.m. trying to do something with Photoshop even when I know I can't. I'm the worst in everything I do. I'm starting to think I can't be a good designer, no matter how hard I try, because I don't have what it needs to.
Anyways, I'm so tired and sad all the time this days. I can't sleep... Today I'm going to go to school without sleeping again. I must be looking so bad I know, but whatever.
I miss him, so much. I wish I could do something to change this... but I can't and it hurts so much.