May 18, 2008  Earth
I come from a large, tight knit, family there's five kids not counting our parents.  So seven of us all together, Kelli the oldest, Roger, myself and my twin Angela, and Razanna.  Us kids have always been close because our parents were frequently too busy with work to come home for up to a month at a time.  At least that's what we thought but it's become apparent that Razanna or Raza as we call her was at least eighty-five percent of the reason they almost never came home.  You see after t... it happen.... the govern...t  allowed no more than four childr.... to a ......................................................................................
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Broken
I'm broken someone anyone
reach into my chest
rip this pain, this fear, this loneliness away
hold me
show me
show me life is special
please someone, anyone
come
soon
help
I'm broken

pitiful one
trapped in
darkness of your
own design
confused
afraid
alone
fear grips
your heart
afraid of pain
of happiness
of rejection
but o soul
as long as
you're trapped in
this darkness
you cannot love
or be loved
so
accept love
it's there
don't deny it
let it in
and see
that life is worth living
pain endurable
and happiness is to be enjoyed
not feared

Alone
alone I sit
longing
wishing
waiting
for what
I don't know
yet still I sit
in this empty house
in my empty shell
waiting
wishing
longing
for an eternity
Alone
I sit