SadieIsOkie

There's so little space To exhale and release Here I have almost everything Anything I may need Don't I have the good life? And yet My home feels like a cage Too much rage and too little I have no will I have no drive I am simply just stuck My own mind has thrown me here I'm empty with one thing inside Something that isn't me It's pathetic But don't I have the good life? There's so little space To exhale and release I have the great life This is nothing new Inhale deeper How blue is my face? I have an excellent life.

I can't enjoy our time together There's still too much I can't see I can't say three words They won't fix anything I can't find a reason why we're here When you don't belong here I can't forget When I am exactly where I will always be I can't keep you You were never mine I can't dream Dreams are for the sweet But I can't bleed anymore Because I can't find the will power I can't smile anymore Because I shouldn't steal yours Dear, haven't you heard? I'm so wicked And I'll never be clean And I can't make a choice Do I kill you and steal your light To return a bit of my own? Or do I twist the blade and slip away? Either

I could never tear myself away And at the same time, I can't help this urge I feel to run away. Maybe this is just me Maybe I could never sit still Maybe I am not aloud to be. With every emotion that I feel, I question if this life is real. But of course it is If it were fake, It would be perfect. So I take what I can get And hide behind my porclein mask Pretending that everything is perfect Pretending that everything is worth it. Can you blame me? If I am no longer the same Demon that I've always been Filled to the brim with every sin That I have committed against myself. Against no other they see me an angel If I am rea