I have to post this to get it off my chest because alot of people seem to get it confused. As alot of you know I have been talking about having a gender change. I still plan on doing this, but I want people to understand why I do this. If you don't care don't read and don't respond. I am tired of putting everything on hold and living this life I have been in hiding. I am ashamed of this body. Not because I am fat, chubby or obese as some might call it I don't mind being big. I hate this body because it is not mine. It is not the way it should have been.
For many years I kept hiding my true feeling about it all. I never told anyone. My upbrin