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  • Listening to: Sabe Radio~
  • Reading: Black Snow comments
  • Playing: Pokemon Platunum
  • Eating: Chips with SALSA X3
  • Drinking: Milk
Stolen from  :iconchoco--mint:

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Sbk
TWO - Are you single?: HUH..
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 6
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black... :T
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Bright, obnoxious pink. and Yellow.
SIX - Favorite candy?: Reeses.... @_@
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Oxygen
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Yea its great!
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: no, i wouldn't know who anyway
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: ART 8D
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: no
TWELVE - How do you make money?: job
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: ah... so unfair to pick one...
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: In my town :T
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: nope
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Forgetful (same answer XD)
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Vans, shoelaces slow me down
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: nope
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: here? well.. id rather someone be here..
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Cleaning
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: nope :)

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: "shit.. i have so much stuff to do today"
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: about to make a duct tape wallet so i feel like i accomplished something today
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: haha.. perhaps
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: nope
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: :icongaara0013: cause she was mad i got offline
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Jealous of all the amazing artists here on DA >:C
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Being annoyed...or failing to do something
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: ...>>
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: YES ;A;
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: perhaps.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: yea but i barely see them so it all works out~

Can you blow a bubble?: yep
Can you dance?: I can, but that doesn't mean im good
Can you do a cart wheel?: nope
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: errr no.. O_o
Can you whistle?: not loud
Can you wiggle your ears?: i think so
Can you wiggle your nose?: mm i think so...
Can you roll your tongue?: yup
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: nope

What do you do when you're mad?: lay down and avoid people so i dont lash out on someone
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: hit my head on a wall so hard my eyesight got black for a few seconds... never did that again >_>;
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yup...

Ever really cried your heart out?: yup
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: once for a month straight! /emo
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: i dont remember if i did o_o;
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yup
Ever cried over the same sex?: yup
Do you cry when you get an injury?: if its bad enough! Hell, you would too!
Do certain songs make you cry?: yea XD
Do certain movies make you cry?: yup

Are you usually a happy person?: since im so forgetful, i usually am *optimistic*
What makes you the happiest?: being with friends and certain people...
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Of course ;u; i love you guys!
Do you believe in yourself?: no
Do you wish you were happier?: that'd be nice..
Is being happy overrated?: er? i dont think so
Can music make you happy?: yea yea! 8D

How many times have you had your heart broken?: once, really badly... almost 2 years and still not recovered as much as i'd want it to be
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yup
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: yea, both real and jokingly -3-

Do you actually hate anyone?: i have a list... 4 people to be exact...
Have you ever been on a hit list?: probably...
Are you a mean bully?: yes D<
Do you hate George Bush?: ...? weird question. im not into politics but i guess so..

Is your self-esteem extremely low?: dur
Do you think you're good looking?: im below decent :T at least i like to pretend im close sometimes
Do you wish you could be someone else?: i guess so

What is your current hair color?: Dark red/brown fusion
Current piercings?: ears. i want an eyebrow one though
Have any tattoos?: nope
Straight hair or curly?: um... too short to say, but i guess slightly mixed?

What shirt are you wearing?: shirt with Pocky saying "Addict" on it. nothing special
Necklace(s)?: Yea~ >u<
Shoes?: socks~

Hugged someone?: of course~
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yea XD
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: mmm got to tears, thats it
Laughed so hard you cried?: yup
Got in a fight with someone?: i think so when i was younger

Person you talked to in person?: mom :T
Person you talked to online?: :icongaara0013:
Person you hugged?: mom. she was so happy i have a great chance in getting into this college

Do you like surveys?: sure
Do you get along with your parents?: yea, but theres still arguments
Do you have mental breakdowns?: ha~ of course

Current mood: wanting
Current music: listening to my radio station.. its playing Run by Snow Patrol. its good x)
Current hair style: bed head ._.
Current crush: crush and love are two different things, right?
Current thing I ought to be doing: making that wallet
Current windows open: Pandora Radio, bunch of how to make a duct tape wallet youtube ones, MSN with Gaara0013, other journals i have to read
Current desktop picture: Water ripple with fire

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: nope
Did you ever run away from home?: threatened but never did... or threatened again o_o;;
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: no D; *hates blood*
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: too hot =3=

Do you know how to swim?: a bit
Do you like roller coasters?: YES
Do you own a bike?: nope
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: no..?

Does hair loss run in your family at all?: not that ive noticed O_o uncle is 60 with ful head of hair NOT WHITE 8D
Does your car get good gas mileage?: -no car-
Does your family have family picnics?: nope

Have you ever been on a plane?: yup
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yup
Have you ever painted your nails?: yup

How tall are you?: uhh... like 5'7 i think? im tall :D
How much money do you have on you right now?: I just put it all in the bank -got card today-

Last person you hung out with?: some kids upstairs. about 10 years old?
Last thing someone said to you?: "Im going to call you Sabe-lou....jk jk" -Gaara0013 =_='
Last thing you said out loud?: *laughs* (something funny :T)

What are you listening to?: my radio station from Pandora~ Here i thought i was an architect by the decemberists... sounds strange
What is the weather outside?: raining a bit. its been gloomy all day~
What radio station do you listen to?: Mine! D< the stations here suck so i had to go make my own
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: hm i dont remember
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Milk 8D
What was the last movie you watched?: Ink Heart ;3; it was really good~
  • Reading: Shadow's Edge by Brent Weeks
  • Playing: Pokemon Platunum
Went to California to visit :icongaara0013: and had such a good time! >3< I cant wait to go back~

Been playing pokemon Platinum a lot lately o_o

.....*goes back to playing*

EDIT: bwaaa  :icongum-gum: Im gonna get around to coloring that pic, i swear it ;-;
  • Listening to: RB2 music
  • Reading: Shadow's Edge by Brent Weeks
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility
Although I bet you didn't even know i left! XD I went to check out an art institute in York, Pennsylvania  and did a summer studio thing. There we made a animation within 3 days, but the course was both 3D and 2D animation, and because we only had 3 days the teacher decided on using 3D animation only. Well, I'll upload my animated plane course we did soon. I had a lot problems with it @_@ but overall it was okay. They had adobe flash or something, it was the most advanced flash program! So, when i was done with my 3D animation, I checked it out and... it was amazing~ It was extremely similar to my Flash MX 2004, but it looked much more upgraded. So far, it has everything the old one could do, so i don't think I'm missing out much. Since the college is both a mix of 3D and 2D, I'm still going college searching. :)

Oh and today I'll be upload some thing I made in the past that i forgot to upload. ^^; and... at York, at the hotel (it was 3 hr ride from our house there so we got a hotel) I ended up somehow losing my Xbox 360 TV cable wire thing... and now i cant play :crying: As a result, Harvest Moon beckons me...
  • Listening to: Viva La Vida - ColdPlay
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed / Left 4 Dead
I found out about it a week before it started, too soon to buy a costume, so going as my default plan.... (not gaara)....


OTL i know, fail fail... but its the only thing i can think of that im really into these days (left 4 Dead) i just hope i can growl like him... o_o;

Ill be going with a limited people this time... and with blood over my face, i think its gonna be hard to eat...

Ill be using these two pics to mold my costume:
Real Hunter pic:…

and advertisement for a comic: BLACK SNOW not all the pages are going to be colored P:
  • Listening to: Muse
  • Reading: The Way of the Shadow (Brent Weeks)
  • Watching: ^ you should read that

:cries: I miss the old CN days :(
  • Listening to: Muse
  • Reading: The Way of the Shadow (Brent Weeks)
  • Watching: ^ you should read that
  • Playing: Left 4 Dead
tagged by :iconkim12974: ill tag you back someday... :iconsrlyplz:


[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card. (a limited one i forget to use)
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself. (thats rape material right there >>)
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (Spanish class DID help me D<)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it. ( orz )
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (with the games i play, i better know)
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (not by name, but by look XD )
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] You can type pretty quick. (i dont think so)

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (reality is harsh indeed)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (XD)

*** Repost this with the subject as: I'm (real age here) but I act (score here) ***

its 2 off my real age D<

I TAG :icongaara0013: :iconcivildusk: :iconshadowstorm77: and whoever else wants to do this :shrug:
  • Reading: The Way of the Shadow (Brent Weeks)
  • Watching: Shaun of the Dead
  • Playing: Left 4 Dead / Fable II
Ok so i got a job (my first one)

Recently took SAT's. Longest test ever! idk my score yet

Failing math cause all i do is draw in that class. |:

Animating a game me and Gaara0013 are doing together.

Applying/seeing colleges for Pennsylvania. (where ill be going!)

Got XBox Live, Fable II, Left 4 Dead. (add me! Gamertag: Sabeku)

Basically Life's good right now. :) Hope to update with the flash soon! (the one stated above)
its a UN-dress up game,(so far) and when its finished will hopefully be mature >3>
  • Listening to: ^ (ROAR ZOMBIE)
  • Playing: Left 4 Dead / Fable II
Stolen from :iconcivildusk:

[] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[] You are spiritual.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.

Total: 0

[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!).
[] You are very intelligent. ( Orz )
[] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age.
[] You rarely get sick.
[] You are a very hard worker.
[] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.

Total: 1

[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[] You are young and short. ( tall :) )
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes. (DDR D< )
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.

Total: 5

[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[] You look older than your age.
[] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper.

Total: 4

[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered.
[] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[] You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite.

Total: 1

[] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[] You are good at swimming.
[] You like to collect shells.
[] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that. (no littering >.<)
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.

Total: 2

[] You're a night person.
[] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.

Total: 5

[] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[] You have a lot of body hair.
[] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.
[] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans. (animals dont f*ck things up like we do. they dont take a meadow and make it to a factory)
[] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs. (i have respect... but im more of a cat person :shrug: )
[x] You like to be alone.
[] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.

Total: 2

[] You love chemistry. (no...)
[] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements. (>D)
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility (you use your talents positively).
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely. (well, its the only animal in the house that likes me.. o_o)
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.

Total: 7

[x] You are pale
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[x] You make grunts and moans a lot (such as when you're tired, are annoyed, etc.).
[x] You enjoy learning about psychology because you study the brain.
[x] You usually walk slow.
[] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself. (D: )

Total: 9

.... Zombie, Witch, Vampire/Fairy WHAT? =A= but, zombies are cool >u> *plays Left 4 Dead*

  • Playing: Left 4 Dead / Fable II

color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[x] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[x]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[x]Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ]Bald = with herpes
[ ]Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[x]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = a lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = a dildo
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[x]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because I’m sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[x]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I licked a cow's bellybutton
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to.
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

Sexy sex addict with sexy eyes who killed Paris Hilton because I'm a pimp and your jelous.
D< fo sho'

I tag all that can read this ._.
  • Listening to: Muse
  • Reading: Sybil
  • Playing: kongregate stuff
Just forwarding this journal:…

If this is true, my job is at risk... I mean, I always knew being an animator was no piece of cake and that it was very unstable, but losing the chance altogether? man, the economy even hit cartoons! I'm very determined about this job; its my dream job, but the way it seems, i just don't think it'll work... but i wont stop trying! I'll just need to think of a really good backup plan if animating fails me...

Speaking of animation, this summer ill be taking a special animation course. Its a 1 week program where you go and live at the dorm and take courses. Yes, its for anyone whose serious about animating, but its kinda far away from here, although I'm probably going anyway. This should really help when i go apply for colleges and jobs in the future (i hope) ^^ Ill probably update again after i get the package in the mail explaining everything there is to know about this.

Besides animating, I'd want to take photography and maybe pastry chief, both jobs not making much income... i need a more stable job idea, but i cant really think of anything outside art! (art, in itself, is usually a very unstable job because of the competition not only with each other, but even overseas these days! D: ) maybe even a game designer or BG artist would be nice in the art field... I'm not sure, but i still have time to decide, so i hope everything will be okay!

and the SAT's are coming up! oh noes! ;^;
  • Listening to:
  • Reading: Sybil
  • Watching: Sayonara, Zetsubou-Sensei
  • Playing: BRO
Ive been gone for a long time. Why? Ragnarok obsession! I found a great new server to play on, and its very active with at least 1 GM playing all the time! Its called Blackout RO, and if you play, tell me! :) if you just wanna play, heres the site:

Other than that ive been doing really good in school and college searching (a bit...) Im probably going to Georgia or something o_o so idk whats happening...
  • Listening to:
  • Reading: About stupid prop 8
  • Watching: stupid people support prop 8
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: CF
Stolen Tag =w=


1. You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
2. Tag five people.
3. Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.

Are you…

1. Perfect?
very far from it, and happy this way ^^

2. Tall?

3. In your pajamas?
well it IS 12:04 >_>

4. Left-handed?

Last person…

1. Person you talked to on the phone:
Mom :U

2. Person who texted you:
haha...if I only had a call phone >_>

3. Was today better than yesterday?
yea~ no HSPA today =w=

What's your favorite…

1. Number?

2. Color?
Red Black

3. Fruit?
apple i guess, i like most all fruits

4. Place?
mmmm i guess my room


What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
laid back down, i don't like waking up -n-

Is anything bothering you?
not really

What's the last movie you saw?
i don't remember... but I'm going to go see Watchmen soon

Where did you go last?
School ._.

Do you smile a lot?
I dunno. i think so, but people have told me i don't

Do you wish upon a star?
If i could only see them; the sky is too polluted to see XD

Are you a friendly person?

Where did you sleep last night?
right here! in my room! 8D

When was the last time you cried?
uummm i cant remember... maybe a week ago?

What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
its cold without socks

On a scale of 1-10, how is your life right now?
mmm 7 or 8 :3

What do you hear right now?
TV in the bg, i was watching stuff on Discovery channel~

Does anything hurt right now?
not really

What is your favorite month of the year?
i dunno.. when Summer is so i have no school

What did you do last night?

Are you missing anyone right now?
yea... >':

Are you happy?

Are you sad?

Are you bored?
oh yea.

Are you nervous?

Are you tired?
yea... XD

About You…

What is your real name?


What's the color of your eyes?
Green, once greenish blue, but now its a pale, dark green

Zodiac sign?

Are you male or female?
That's up to you

What is your favorite moment?
oo i have many~ i cant name just one favorite

Are you a slut?
what a question! I'm not, but i know someone who is >_> *looks at cat*

Are you smart?

What's the color of your hair?
natural: ???
right now: dark blonde, sorta brown/ deep rust color... i need to redye it soon

Is your hair long or short?
short but its long and growing into my eyes

Sweats or jeans?

Phone or camera?
camera, cause i break phones

Do you drink or smoke?
neither, nor do i want to try them

Do you have any tattoos?

Best friend:
i have a few ^^


2 cats

Christmas i guess and Halloween cause i can dress up =w=

burning my eyes @_@ the monitor hurts


soda to stay awake

I'm about to:
role play >D

Plans for today:
mmm rp, the hopefully get some AC in before its too late (AC= animal crossing)

Your preferences for the opposite sex…

Short or tall?

Romantic or spontaneous?
mmmm i dunno

Sensitive or loud?
not too loud or too sensitive... both extremes are a bad thing

Hook-up or a relationship?

Have you ever...

Drank bubbles?
not that I'm aware of

Lost glasses or contacts?
>_> yea

Ran away from home?
thought about it, never did

Broken someone's heart?
once u_u

Do you believe in...

they happen at a price sometimes

if there is a heaven, were already living on hell

Santa Claus?
me and him go way back. when he comes to visit we dance at the fireplace (the imaginary one) for about 6 hours straight, then i get my knife and tell him I'm gonna shank him if he doesn't drop the bag and leave. then pedobear comes out of the closet all mad cause he got the wrong house :I


Cory? 8D

Answer the following questions truthfully..

Did you answer all the questions honestly?
mmm i think so

I tag:
CivilDusk, Gaara0013, and sin-of-light.

:| youguysbetterdothis
  • Listening to: Death Dice Overdose Music
  • Reading: Soon to read Sybil o.o
  • Watching: Reborn
  • Playing: SSBB
HESPA (sp?) is coming up D: were studying a lot in school. oh yea, why ive been so inactive...

all A's and B's on my report card! >D yea im a nerd like that. Plus i cant even remember the last time i opened flash; im probably so rusty...
Im working a lot on other drawings though. Ill post some of the ones i finished in art class as soon as i get those back.

ok ok, ill admit, i opened flash last week, working on a surprise :I its only a WIP now though, so i hold no promises.

I want to cosplay someone, any ideas? My gaara outfit has been around for waaay too long, its getting old and worn out.
So~ any suggestions? I might even wear a wig PX and ill be wearing my Gaara costume one last time at animenext; im honestly getting really sick of all that eyeliner!

to pass the time ive been playing a lot of online games! some i suggest: control many elements to see how they react!… a flash game so amazing, it can only be described as pure awesome. sure it has its downsides, but its so fun!
if it laggs a lot, its probably because there are a lot of things working on your computer. ive noticed with less things opened, it ran so smooth!
  • Listening to: Incubus - Aqueous Transmission
  • Playing: ROCK BAND 2 (wii) 8D
Tagged from :icongaara0013:

9 people who comment on this journal will be featured with 3 of your deviations. But, if you do, you have to post a journal like this and feature the person who tagged you first (me) and 9 other people who have commented.

yea, im only doing 5 people :I

1. :icongaara0013:……… (yea, the WHOLE COMIC! 8D)

2. :iconjak-27:………

3. :iconcivildusk:………

4. :iconcruixe:………

5. :iconshadowstorm77:………
  • Playing: Animal Crossing Wild World
Flash MX 2004 cant load on my computer anymore for some reason DX noes.....

anyone know where i can safely download it again? i still have my code ._.

EDIT 8D my comps defense blocked it by accident so everything is all peachy now :B but in case it should really disappear i want to make a backup, or zip file, i can download. anyone know any good upload sites that can last a long time?
  • Playing: Animal Crossing Wild World
for being so emo =A=;; sorry for worrying you all, i just had a breakdown and was exposed to the computer; in the future i'll try my hardest not to let this happen again. Everything is fine now. the best i can say to sum everything up is that it was darkest before dawn XD now~ on to a stolen tag~

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags?
wrapping paper :B i like to tear things up >D

2. Real tree or Artificial?
Artificial because its less of a mess and my cats dont get sick

3. When do you put your tree up?
I think a week after thanksgiving X3

4. When do you take the tree down?
idk .-.

5. Do you like eggnog?
I've never had it ^^;

6. Favorite gift received as a child?
i think my ps2 or gamecube XD it was in a big box and i was so surprised! i didn't expect to get it because my parents kept telling me it was too much money but i later found they were just kidding =3=;;

7. Hardest person to buy for?
My Uncle. D8>

8. Easiest person to buy for?
Myself =w=

9. Do you have a nativity scene?
a what? o.o

10. Mail or email Christmas cards?
Mail D: it means more to me!! but we dont send out letters anymore >:

11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received?
A box of junk my cousin got me XD she didn't know what to get me at all so she put a bunch of random crap in a box. i talking about like stupid little toys 2 year olds play with. i was 12

12. Favorite Christmas Movie?
The Nightmare Before Christmas 8D

13. When do you start shopping for Christmas?
idk .-. this year its gonna be last minute shopping >3< wish me luck surviving in the mall!

14. Have you ever regifted a Christmas present?
no >: Presents are really special to me, so i dont give them away

15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas?
Cookies! >u<

16. Lights on the tree?
yup yup~~

17. Favorite Christmas song?
o3o idk~ I love all christmas songs~ especially the really cheery kind 8D

18. Travel at Christmas or stay home?
Stay home, every year~

19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer?
nope :I

20. Angel on the tree top or a star?
Eh, we have an Angel but me personally, i dont care

21. Open presents on Christmas Eve or morning?
it used to be christmas morning but now its 12am =w=

22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year?
when it snows people drive really slow and/or are stupid and/or there is a lot of crashes or accidents >:

23. Favorite Ornament theme or color?
all red, all white, a combo of both, or a rainbow! (yes, im easy to please -w- )

24. Favorite thing for Christmas dinner?
um... we dont usually have a christmas dinner but i wouldn't mind something warm owo

25. What do you want for Christmas this year?
*takes out list* =3= Rock Band 2 (the set for the Wii), Guitar Hero World Tour (wii), Harvest Moon: Tree of tranquility, an Acoustic Guitar, A DS (red and black), another Wii controller, a Wii controller charger, Wii LAN Adapter (a wire for the Wii to connect to the internetz without Wifi), ITG and a new DDR game for the ps2

but i'd give it all up to see my friends who live so far away from here ;^; you two know who you are!

and i tag Dusk, :icongaara0013:, and :iconshadowstorm77:
  • Listening to: DCFC
  • Watching: The optimist die inside of me
Title is from a song. Anyway, update. Ive been getting seriously depressed lately plus schools getting in the way plus friends and heartache. I just don't know what to do anymore, so I'll let everything just pass. I'm believing in something that wont come true... just take care, Tia, and have a happy life.

The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how:
The clouds above opened up and let it out.

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Oh no.

Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door
Have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.

I need you so much closer [x8]

I need you so much closer [x4]

So come on, come on [x4]

And at this time I'm taking a hiatus.

until next time, goodbye.
  • Listening to: Far-Less - A Toast to Bad Taste
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn (alomst done! :O)
  • Playing: Dofus (its a MMPRPG)
  • Eating: pocky
  • Drinking: tang
The last journal was taking up space so...

Hope you guys had a yummy turkey for thanksgiving. Before thanksgiving I watched a video about how they torture and butcher turkeys. It was so horrible. Now I feel bad for eating it even though I know what it went through. :'C damn my meat-eater ness u_u This year I told my mom to call the turkey Henry (naa lee will understand this joke >_> )

We just put up our Christmas tree! It looks so nice! Christmas is coming!!~ Its my favorite holiday 8D everyone gets so happy~ ^^ I cant wait!

In gaming news I should be getting Animal Crossing: City Folk today so tomorrow I'll edit this journal with my town code so you people can visit! :B I'll also be getting Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility!

I don know what else to write... >:V uhh Hi.


Tagged by Dusk

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen:</u>

1. Vincent
2. Jake (manself)
3. Ryu

1) How Old Are You?

1. Just turned 21! XD
2. 16 ^^
3. And why should i tell you> *glares*


1. mmm... tall!
2. uhh i think 5'7? i dont remember...
3. Tall enough to put things on that high self you cant reach and laugh at you when you actually try to reach it.

3)You Got Any Bad Habits?

1. not that i know of... ._. maybe being stubborn at times?
2. People say that I'm too nice sometimes, and that i say sorry too much :
3. More than you can ever imagine, and lovin' it

4)You a virgin?

1. u-uh... well, don't laugh, but i recently lost it ^^;
2. Yea, but I can wait....even if i dont want to >:C
3. Pff of course not. Ive been through more people than you'll probably get in your entire lifetime.

5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?

1. *blushes* Henry, Henry Pennington! ^///^
2. Nobody anymore... *stares longingly at a photograph*
3. Whoever i want it to be! *smirks*

6)Have Any Kids?

1. Waa...?! No! Of course not!
2. No, im still quite a kid myself ^^;
3. Hell No!

7)Favorite Food?

1. hmm i dont know, i have a big variety of favorites. ^^
2. Chicken... *drools slightly* among other things...
3. Steak i guess. >_> and ice cream

8)Favorite Ice Cream flavour?

1. Chocolate-Vanilla Swirl!
2. Vanilla
3. Ice cream!? *scoffs* ...strawberry

9)Killed anyone?

1. What...? of course not. >> Killing and helping someone kill someone is completely different. =_=
2. Of course not! o_o
3. *laughs darkly*

10)Hate anyone?

1. Only one person, the one who hurt me dearly beloved... *runs fingers across Henry's scar*
2. Hate is too strong of a word, i dont really hate anyone. I do envy someone a lot though... *stares at picture once again and sighs*
3. Lets put it this way: As soon as i meet you, i already hate you.

11)Love Anyone?

1. mm~ but of course~ *gazes into Henry's eyes*
2. I still love that someone dearly, but alas, I'll admit I'm torn at the moment of other crushes i will not speak of. u_u
3. Love? Whats that? Some kind of food?

I tag :icongaara0013: and :iconshadowstorm77: and since you've been tagged twice, naa lee, you HAVE to do this! >D


1. Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

2. What are you listening to right now?
Fake Wings. An old song from .hack

3. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
christmas presents ;A; or rock band/guitar hero and a bunch of games :B

4. Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
my uncle, driving me home from school as always

5. Who was the last person that texted you?
I dont own a cell phone.... *EPIC FAIL*

6. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"o_o must get battle axe in rune factory D';"

7. What did you do last night?
cry, of course >_>

8. How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
um i dunno, like 10 times maybe

9. Do you like your bed?
Its fine :3 i wouldn't like anything more than this.

10. Will this weekend be a good one?
i hope so, i'll be going to the mall with my friends! 83

11. Have you had alcohol this week?
o3o noo~

12. What were you doing at 7 am this morning?
getting dressed? =.o

13. Do you like to text or call more?
call because i cant text XD

14. Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Tia o3o

15. What color is your hair?
brown with a slight hint of red. i need to redye it red this weekend.

16. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
sure sure, as long as i know them or they help me pay the rent

17. Are you dating the very last person you kissed on the lips?
Dating? I live with him. ;)

18. Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
yea, a lot cause they're my best friend and i'd sleep over but there was only 1 bed :I

19. Are you any good at math?
ehh... i'd say a C or B- XD nothing too great at all

20. Name something you are doing tomorrow?
gonna go to the cat doctor place to get my cat's teeth cleaned (or checked out to get them cleaned)

21. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
mmm regular milk because too much chocolate milk gets me sick.

22. Ever been on a blind date?
haha... ive never been on a date ._.

23. Who was the last person you gave your number to?
amanda, at lunch cause she was gonna call me to make me go online for something i forgot. she never called ._.

24. When was the last time you cleaned your room?
haha! you dont want to know ewe

25. Where is one place you want to visit?
o_o Japan...

26. What is your natural hair color????
dark dark brown. when i was young it looks sorta blonde, but now its so dark from staying inside all my life orz

27. In the last week have you felt sad?
oh yea, very sad, but im getting better now :3

28. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
um... if i recover that fast and someone happens to come along? =.o i dont like to predict this stuff; its just happens.

29. Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
yup yup, yay for conventions!

30. What's the quickest way to win your heart?
food :B             but being serious.... um i dunno.

31. Do you want something you can't have?
But of course.... *presses face against game store window* OAO

32. Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
um... i haven't kissed anyone =.o

33. Do you regret something you did yesterday?
I regret every day in the past if it didn't involve someone getting happy

34. Do you like someone?

35. Story behind your DeviantART name?
It actually was me one day going "lets put random letters together with vowels in between each letter!" but i dont think anyone would believe me. : I got into gaara and Sabaku sounds a lot like Sabeku so i can understand why people dont believe me

36. When was the last time you smiled? Why?
a few moments ago; i just got over being really sad and my friend cheered me up ^^

37. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with the letter T?
..... *sigh*

38. What is wrong with you right now?
I hate everything about me 8D plus im sad

39. Have you ever talked to someone who was high?
ewe High on life maybe~ XD

40. Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
yea, my ex's new lover. Im not one to hate people, and if theyre happy, why should i hate them?

41. What are you wearing right now?
pj pants, a shirt and a hoodie o_o its my pj set XD

42. Are you a forgiving person?
Im very forgiving because i hope people will forgive me; i make a lot of mistakes.

43. How clean is your room?
very messy XD

44. Last thing you drank?
chocolate milk, im drinking it now!

45. Do you think you could last an hour without talking?
yup yup. Just thinking keeps me pretty entertained, also games help owo

46. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

47. Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
im many races so idk

48. Where is your most ticklish spot?
........ near my ribs >_>;;;

49. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
open because my cats like to go in there sometimes

50. Has anybody ever told you that you're too young to be in love?
probably, and i believe them. im 16 and i still think im too young

51. Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made? What was it?
yea, your first love will never last.

52. Have you ever thrown a surprise party for somebody?
i dont remember. maybe =.o

53. Have you ever been in handcuffs?
no, but putting someone in them sounds awfully fun ewe

54. Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
everyone. i care the least for myself.

55. How long is your hair when it's wet?
not that long, my hair is rather short

56. What song is stuck in your head?
nothing, i have a headache :

57. Are you happy?
i usually am. im optimistic!

58. Are you better at Math or English?
ehh... idk

59. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
the shirt, my friend arielle, the sweater, my mom XD

60. Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
er... ive never dated =.o

61. How long does it take you to take a shower?
about an hour

62. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
yea, its automatic

63. Is the last person you hugged older than you?
um yea, my mom because i was TACKLING HER >D

64. How has the week been?

65. Did you ever waste too much time on someone?
of course

66. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?

67. Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
yea, but none of my friends.

68. Are you afraid of change?
not really, i just hope people can change with me for the better

69. Have you lived in a big city?
sorta. i guess it was big, i live in a small town now. huge difference.

70. Have you ever moved away from a place and then moved back?
nope, but i plan to come back here one day in my life :3

71. Are you scared of spiders?
a bit.

72. Ever had a sleep over with the opposite sex?
i dont remember, maybe when i was really little =.o

73. Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
i try to always make tomorrow a better day.

74. Will you get married?
i hope so. if not, i hope i have a hell of a good time being single XD

75. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
er no...

76. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
it happens. i hope i wont have to though.

77. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered one of your family members?
=.o it really depends on many things.

78. Do you spend time with the same people always?
yea but i dont mind new friends! this month i made 3 new friends! XD they're not close, but still! X3

79. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
probably not because it would hurt all those who are close to me.

80. Do your parents really know YOU?
not really. they didn't know about my last relationship that almost lasted a year!

81. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
usually the same sex, but the opposite sex is ok XD
  • Listening to: Muse - Plug in Baby
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn (no spoilers please!)
stole from someone

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"...what do you mean, waited so long? I just got en-en..."- I'd been unable to force the word engaged -"things settled, you know, today."
hur hur breaking dawn :B

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
my wall :C it stops my arm halfways

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
spongebob :B

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
errr i think 6:30?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7:25 PX

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the TV in the living room, its very faint, i cant make out anything

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
uhh... last night, taking out the trash :I

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
food, i was eating some chicken! 8D

9. What are you wearing?
super warm pj pants, a shirt, thick thick sweater, socks : Its cold!

10. Did you dream last night?
yes, it was weird o_o

11. When did you last laugh?
sometime today, probably at least 30mins ago, i but i cant remember what, although it was probably something on the computer

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
ANIME STUFF OAO and game stuff and sticky notes so i dont forget ._.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
errrr... yea but i forgot

14. What do you think of this quiz?
kinda boring me now

15. What is the last film you saw?
film... uhhh sweeney? <:I

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
plane tickets to CA and Michigan, then get: an xbox360 +games, a new ds +games, ps3 +games, a new computer for the hell of it, a new printer, a skateboard, guitar, tons of new clothes, new Wii games, and the rest i would spend out of state when i go to those places mentioned above

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
I love milk. I bet you didn't know that! D<

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
world peace <:c no more fighting people, lets all love! no more war and crime, just happiness! 8D although, as you see, this could never come true. so i wish japan was right next to CA, only a 30 min boat ride there! now that would be awesome.

19. Do you like to dance?
not without arrows! D:

20. George Bush:
is no longer president :3

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
errrr.... Lucy

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Laharl ftw! >D

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
.-. idk

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"lets see what you've done wrong in your life. *takes out HUGE list of things* and you wondered why i gave you the application to hell... *rolls eyes*"

._. i hope there's yaoi in hell...

I tag: Naa Lee and Dusk

so go do it! D<
I have a question for you people; do you think paying $170 for colored contacts with the prescribed medical number of your eyes (like the number of how badly your eyes are, like mine is -4.50 or something) is too much?
I'm a bit scared to get these so i want to know your personal opinions on this. The contacts i want to get are these:… it says $159 but I'm estimating tax and shipping and such. so what do you think?

Also guess whose going to see...


i personally thought of different looks for most of the characters, but i think they picked a good image of Bella. Edward could have been better and Jacob... well i expected his hair MUCH shorter. and Carlisle... T_T what did they do to your hair? i imagined Jaspers hair on Carlisle... not the Ken-doll look.

I'm probably gonna see SesshiOtaku12 soon, so maybe some pictures.

Edit: some of you may have noticed, but i've changed my icon. me and Tsukiko are just friends now and shes changed her account. and no, i will not give it to you. If she didn't tell you, she probably didn't want you to know.
  • Listening to: Muse - Falling Away With You
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn (no spoilers please!)
  • Watching: Vampire Knight (soon!)
  • Playing: Ragnarok, do you play too?
  • Eating: Pocky